Lin and Anna came over yesterday to watch Tae-Guk-Gi. First, Anna said she could only stay until 3 pm so i decided not to show them until next time if they could stay longer. But then at around 3:40 she said she was "exaggerating" and that she could stay until 5. Of course I responded with an "oh my god" because I couldve shown the movie to them. Time was running out so I quickly showed them the first disk. Anna just couldnt stop talking. She kept talking about things these things that either related to her life or something random. In my mind, I kept saying "Oh please, just shut up and watch the movie!" Of course Lin didnt say anything because Anna is his GF. What a couple...I am going over Lin's house to show Lin and Anna Tae-Guk-Gi again. I just hope Anna will stay shut until the end of the movie. It seems that I'm kind of forcing them...Agh. I'll just finish the movie, stay a little longer, and then go back home.

Well that was yesterday. Although we barely did anything, I feel great for seeing my friends again. I miss the others though. Felix and Daniel. I wonder what they're are doing. Felix never goes on AIM. I bet he blocked me. But even if he was on, he never answers. That moron.

It is official, I'm going to watch Fantastic Four with Brian, David and John Ahn. Maybe I should make it Friday. Not a Saturday. Ah whatever. I hope Fantastic Four would be a great movie to watch. I'll be leaving the house at around 12 with John, Brian and David. We'd be hanging around Forest Hills until the movie starts, and I'd pick up on where I left off on Ultimate Spider-Man. I seriously need to catch up because I missed a lot of issues. Well, that's the plan for the week as I know it. Unless something other than this happens.

Here are the plans for the last two days of the week:

Friday - Lin and Anna might come over to watch Tae-Guk-Gi

Saturday - Going to Midway Theatre with Brain, David, and maybe John Ahn to watch Fantastic 4

The rest of this week will go on like any other boring, normal day. Maybe I can go to work for once because I only worked once. I need money for the tickets and whatever I'm gonna buy. I dont think I'll have to bring a lot. Ah whatever.

All my games are boring. Spider-Man 2 is also boring with the same challenge and unbeatable MEGA TIMES. I did basically nothing except go to church. This day was just as boring like any other.

There is still yet an interesting thing to happen. Goddamnit I hate my life. Not that it sucks or anything, but it's just that my life is frickin' BORING. DAMN. Is there not ANYTHING to do in this damn world? I would go outside and wander around but that is not right because I'm all alone and crap.

Spider-Man 2 is beginning to piss me off. It's so stupid how you have to collect crappy little tokens. I wish there was an easier way of collecting those tiny little things. I only have one more skyscraper token to go in both of my SM2 files. But that last one is NO WHERE TO BE FOUND. The guides are crappy as well. The guide says "South from where you are, you'll see a tall building. It is dark." What the hell is that? There are a bunch of dark skyscrapers along the horizon. Which one??? These people have to be more specific. ALSO in SM2, you have to complete those damn challenges. Activision made these things in a very poor manner. Especially the insane challenges. Why the hell did they put in so much extra crap? DAMN. Isn't the hard-to-find-nearly-392-exploration-token-set-which-are-basically-nowhere-to-be-found challenge enough? These game developers need to improve. SM2 got a bad rating because of all this. AND the fact that there are so many awards in the game. In Activision's next Spider-Man game, they shouldnt put all those extras. A lot of extra things, in my opinion, is really dumb.

And this isn't the only crappy game out there as well. AAAAAGGGHHH. The world of gaming is tumbling down. So much crappy games at a frickin' high price. Fantastic 4 and Batman Begins are an example of an expensive crappy game. This is messed up. Seriously. TO SAVE THE GAMING WORLD IS TO MAKE A DECENT GAME AT A REASONABLE PRICE.

Another day goes without any change. The feeling I live with still remains. I'm stuck in a hole and I'm searching for anything to hold on to.

Verse by Hoobastank's Escape

This is how I am feeling and currently going through right now. I'm not exactly trying to find something to do in a desperate way, but I do want to do something. And I really wish I had a GF. Jonathan told me Danny's AIM sn, and I found out that he had a GF. That lucky freak. I really want a GF. Not desperately but I just want to spend some time of my life with a girl. But I know that it's either no one likes me or they are taken. But what Danny said that having a GF to do something is kind of like using her. Very true... It's not for the excitement crap I want to have in life and everything, but to also chill out. I cant explain this feeling. But either way, I'm gonna have to suffer two whole months of boredom. I pray to God something interesting would happen during the vacation...

Took a haircut after academy. Like always, Jonathan started to complain. In a way. He started pressing his hair on the back-side of his head. Then mom dropped him off at home because he started complaining that it would be embarassing walking in the public with his new haircut. His haircut looks just fine but he's complaining.

Afterwards, I went to the mall to sell all those crappy games I had. Even though they should be worth at least in the 70s (I do understand that it would be cheaper than 100 because Jonathan and I had the games for a while), but when I sold everything, the price was a mere AND cheap $52.88. I think this was because of some law or something. I keep 80% of what I'm supposed to get. That really sucked. When I got back home to give Jonathan his share, I knew what he would start doing. So I said "And let the complaining begin". Oh boy, was I right about that. He looked at the receipt with that suprised look on his face. And of course, he started complaining. DAMMIT isnt there at least one day when Jonathan wont complain in his life? I'm getting frickin' aggravated by him badgering me all the time with his interminable complaining. Even though if I try to give him a laconic lecture to stop complaining, he would start doing something different. Jonathan would either whine or ignore. That idiot doesnt understand anything. He's going to the 7th grade and yet, he still continues to do his little thing since he was young. DAMN I hope he will stop complaining one day.

Enough with these false hopes of mine. Tomorrow, it is going to rain. On Saturday, there will be a light shower. Since tomorrow is gonna rain, that means Lin and Anna wont be able to come over. Possibly on Saturday, but I highly doubt that would ever happen. So I will have nothing to do tomorrow. Nearly half of my games are gone now. Maybe friends can come over. Or maybe something better would happen instead. I'll just have to hope for the best...which means that such events would never happen...

Found a whole stack of games to sell to EB Games at the mall. There is Fantastic 4, Batman Begins, THPS4, THUG, LOTR: Return of the King, Bloodrayne, SSX Tricky, LOTR: The Two Towers, Spider-Man: The Movie, Sonic Mega Collection, and Crazy Taxi. I'm also waiting for Young to return X2: Wolverine's Revenge, and also deciding on whether to sell Star Fox: Assault. Along with those games, there are two movies: The Passion of the Christ and 007: The World Is Not Enough. Dad and I already had two of the same movies so we're getting rid of one duplicate. Man, when I sell all these games, I'll be left with nearly nothing. I also have this feeling where EB wont except some games for the crappy case (SSX Tricky) or if the instruction booklet is a little messed up (Spider-Man). I hope they buy all this. So I can get rid of these tedious games. Well, I'm just gonna go sell what I have tomorrow. Hopefully EB will accept.

Now what will be going on at Friday. Ah yes. Lin and Anna are back together again, AND they will be coming over to my house for their date(?). That's a little weird but oh well. They are both my friends, so they can come do whatever they want. Just not the making out crap. If they want to do that, then I'll try to find them a room or something. lol. I'm always free on Friday and Saturday so at least it is better to invite two friends over than do nothing at all.

Didn't go to work. That means that for the rest of the day, I'm not gonna do anything. Damn. I also found out yesterday night that these journal pages are public and anyone can read them. I just hope that I'm wrong. But if I am right, that wouldn't be right because if people can actually read these entries, then they would be invading other people's privacy. I hope the option where only I can read my entries works.

Ahh yes, 1st day on GameSpot. I have nearly no idea how to get around. But hopefully I will eventually learn.

Games games games. What happened to all of them? Nearly all the games today are all crappy. Spider-Man 2 was an exception because of the free-roam feature. But then there is Fantastic 4. The graphics are mediocre, and the game itself is overall very easy. ALL the games are easy, actually. I cant believe that every game I get, I beat it as soon as I buy it. It seems that I'm wasting $50 on nothing. I have to make wiser decisions on choosing games. Batman Begins was alright at first, but then it got very old. I don't even play it anymore. Killer 7 is coming out, I think for Xbox, PS2 and Gamecube, at July 6. Never mind. Killer 7 is only for Gamecube and PS2. I'm definitely not getting that. I'm actually gonna go for The Incredible Hulk: Ultimate Destruction. I hope the game will be worthwhile, at least. You can destroy everything in two massive free-roam areas. You can even kill people (I hope) and bring down entire buildings. COOL :D Ultimate Spider-Man finally has Venom as a playable character. Venom is my most favorite character in the Marvel Universe, and I cannot wait to play as him. But this doesn't mean I'll forget about Spidey. Ultimate Spider-Man is probably the best running comic book series, and it's also my all-time favorite series as well. The day after Ultimate Spidey comes out, Final Fantasy VII: Advent Children will release as well. This is the movie that I really want to watch. Then comes The Legend of Zelda: Twilight Princess in November. I've been waiting for that game for some time now. I cant believe that it has almost been a year since Nintendo first announced the game's arrival. I thought the game would be released at January, and look what month it is right now. It's frickin' July 5. Why couldn't Nintendo announce the game when the release date was drawing near? I guess its because the Zelda developers want to attract hardcore Zelda gamers like me. It's for business I guess, but that's just not right. Ah whatever. I'll just patiently wait until the game's release.

Three great games and one great movie. This is the year when they will all finally show up to all the gamers in the world. I'll have to make money to buy these games.

Enough about games now. Let's see what is going on in life. The only person who I chat with is -- WAS Amy. She is having a horrible life and I am powerless to do anything. I cant believe this. She is never on AIM either. But at least she has some friends who will hopefully help her move on with her life. I hope at least her BF helps her. I wish for your best, Amy. I really do. Now in the summer vacation, Anna mentioned something about hanging out with just her, Lin and Maggie. I still have feelings for Maggie...but I HAVE to move on. Maggie already did, and so I will try as well. Not sure if Anna really meant hanging out in the summer, but I really hope so. Gotta see the movie Fantastic 4, although the game was mediocre, I hope the movie will make up for that. Well I think that is about it. I'll try to update daily.