I took 2 and a half years at a college for no reason.
I'm over 20k in debt and haven't talked to either of my loan companies.
The girl who I love doesn't feel the same and we live more then 5 hours away. (She's not sure about her life and she doesn't want to give me her problems.)
My job is a soul-crushing repetition of bull-sh1t that I could care less about and every day I feel like I just want to commit suicide with a gun in front of my high and mighty jackass manager.
I'm taking over the counter sleep aids for my insomnia which has never been worse in my life.
I moved back in with my parents and my mother loves her goddamn dog more then me. My father refuses to talk to her about this and I think this is slowly pushing me farther down.
I got drunk one day and cried in front of my younger brother and sister. My brother thought I should have been taken to the hospital, but my sister was smart and pushed me towards the toilet. I crawled into my room and apparently pushed over my computer tower onto the ground. I don't even remember it. I'm just glad it still functions.
Two of my best friends are leaving to go to the Marine core and the Navy. I don't envy them, I just hope they don't die.
I've had better times.
starfox15
I hope things workout well for you .
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