When someone call me mexican because my accent or my last name is spanish i don't mind because is not a big deal. It piss me off when i say that i'm from Colombia and people answer that is the same thing.
Almost one time, i'm playing soccer on the park near my house with some guys we meet before and soon we start playing two sicarios (that's how we call the assaseins here) came by on a motorcycle and start shooting at those guys i meet, the two guys that get killed was at one metter from me, i was scared like hell and somehow i just start running to my house as fast as i can to get cover. It was a year ago but still remember the day i almost get shoot.
Speak english...because i'm from colombia, being a computer geek and have a beutiful girlfriend at the same time, being atheist while most people from here are extreme catholic, and i also try to commited suicide four months ago (that's always shocking for most of people).
All of you guys say easily "stop smoking" but like this guy has demostrated is not THAT EASY!!!, the last time i try to quit was for about 5 days off smoking and is was terrible, i was feeling sick every single time of the day.
[QUOTE="pokemonlvr51"]I don't want pity. I need to find a way to get help without my parents knowing.DanBrim1
What kind of help do you want?
I want help trying to deal with my emotions in a healthy way. I cut because I don't know how to deal with my emotions.
One way of dealing with your emotions is talking about them to the people you trust and love (your parents).. ..You keep on saying that you don't want your parents to know which in a way is subtracting the 2 people that care about you the most...
I'm not suggesting that you talk about the deep seated emotions that you are having trouble with but just the fact that you are having problems period is what you should discuss with them...As for you worring about them being heartbroken, I think you not being able to talk to them about your problems would be a bigger hurt to them...
You will be surprised at just how much they want you to be happy...
Unleast that they are the cause of his depression.
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