hey guys! just thought i'd check in on the site...
and i really wanted to say a huge
thank you
to all you guys for your support, it's important to me, and i'm glad you're all supporting me in this. i need this.
i've made two posts in the last 4 days - both done today and i'm very proud of myself. :) looks like i'm getting stuff done. :)
i'm getting there, but not quite there yet to getting on track with my relationship, and i'm realising on the stuff i've been missing out on. i hated going to church on the friday for youth and feeling like a fake and then going back on sunday feeling like a bigger fake each time. i hated closing my eyes and trying to worship my God but instead all i could see was something to do with NCIS.
but what i'm finding out again is brilliant. i'm loving being able to feel free and not like a have an obligation to be on here everyday, i'm loving the freedom i'm getting in spending my time that much more wisely, i'm loving the time that i'm now getting to spend with my God instead of being on the site trying to submit too many things for things that when you really put into perspective, don't amount to anything valuable in the end. and i'm loving all the extra time i have to spend with my friends. :)
it feels refreshing & awesome.
just one little note.... level 20. i'm there. :) cow bell?! looks like the submitting i did is paying off. :P
(heart)rach
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