Yea so i havent been on gs much lately since ive kinda become bored with it and who can blame me, the unions are dead and not much is happening here. A crapload of unfortunate events have occurred recently in my life. Most recently definitely being the worst. An old friend of mine ran away from his home as lots of people do but when he was missing(only for a day) the police got involved so bad things were sure to happen. Of course the cops look through everything to do with him to figure out where he was. So as i knew but wasnt to wary of, they have full access to facebook. So stupidly of me i wasnt careful enough with my posting and when they went through our wall to wall they found a lot of crap about the drugs ive done and sold. So on friday they called my house and brought my mom down to the station so she could go through their records. After she saw all that crap she had to keep snooping through my personal life and finding all the things ive said to people she knows, including mentions of ketamine use to my cousin and DXM, ecstacy and acid to the friend who ran away. Needless to say im in huge trouble, i got awa from the cops since they didnt have any physical evidence other than the pipe in my room but who cares that a 14 year old kid smokes weed, who doesnt? So now both my parents as well as the majority of my family knows about my "escapades". My mom is sending me off to my dads a lot since she cant "manage" what im doing and a need "structure" in my life, in other words, shes sending off to a hell hole to make me think that she has total control over me. Of course ive said ill stop and all that crap but ill obviously just have to be more inconspicuous. Ive stopped posting any drug related items on facebook and am gonna take down the pics of me doing anything and i should be fine as long as i stay clear of the cops. So now my parents dont trust me at all but thats cool cuz i have a few places i can stay and i can get money easily so if worst comes to worst i can stay with some friends as long as i need. Thats pretty much all for that story, i dont expect many responses but thats cool. Til next time.

I needed to make a blog of this somewhere so i chose here seeing as like 1 person here actually knows me in real life and i dont want a lot of people that i actually hang out with to know about this yet so shut up until i say you can tell peopl Epstein!

K, so for the past month or so Ive been in what some would call a "long distance relationship" with this girl Sydney. I met her through a friend i met at camp so of course I didnt think anything would come from it but it turned out we had a lot in common so she asked me to be her bf and seeing as i liked her a lot I said yes. We were pretty happy for a few months, jus talking over msn and the phone, we went on about random crap and eventually we came up with a plan to meet up in the summer seeing as she only lived like 3 hours away. So everything was going fine until her parents got all retarded about our plan even though they knew all about it. So after that we had a less "I cant wait to see you" relationship and more of an "I cant f*cking stand this anylonger" one. So on thursday night we both were really depressed, I was trying to cheer her up, saying that we could meet next summer and her parents didnt need to know about it but she was still being really pessimistic about the whole thing. It was just on msn so she had her webcam on as she often did but that night she killed herself, right in front of me. I saw the girl I loved kill herself. I really needed to get that off my chest. I havent been doing too much lately, no one really knows about it yet and Id rather keep it that way. So thats why I was all depressed all friday, thanks for the whole plan to put me in a body bag, it was really thoughtful. Anyways...thats it for now.

K, so im pissed off because of these, I made a blog, i told people so if I get an invite from you Ill stop tracking you, that simple. Really tired of it, so yea. Sorry for not posting as much too, Ive been addicted to gaia/like a social life. Im a 10 footer...ish at ITG now so thats sweet, getting some valium and morphine from my friend soon ^.^ and thats about it. AND STOP WITH THE INVITES!

So hello again. Im bored, couldnt go out today since I had to see my dad x.x so theres a good friday gone to waste. Whatever, umm...news...lets see. Passed an english test, ooh, Im a 9 footer on ITG now, so thats sweet. Not much is happening really, just waiting for the summer. Im totally addicted to Lamb of God now cuz theyre so awesome. Ive had 13 songs for 3 days now and Ive played some over 50 times lol. Not much is happening other than that. So thats all for now.

This is seriously pissing me off, I log onto gs, i notice i have a new message, i check it, INVITE. This happens at least 2 or 3 times a day so Im just asking, please, stop inviting me to random unions i have no interest in. I like anime, so Im in T&F, and Dark Sanctum, I like DMC soI went back to DU but Im not doing much there, DOESNT MATTER. I like ITG, GH and DDR so Im in Rhythm Action Union, I like Japan so Im in TJU. I'm quite content with these fine unions and have no intentions of changing these around, the other ones I never post in but that doesnt matter. The point is, Im not joining any new unions unless I find it.

K, Im really happy because last night, after a week of trying, I beat Hangar 18 on expert and it was the only song i needed to pass to get Freebird, which is the last song in the game(If youve played you probably dont need this explaination). Compared to Hangar 18, Freebird was surpassingly easy and I passed it second try. Soooo I beat career mode on expert and got the battle axe! Woott. Since Ive already beat it on hard i just have to do the easy things; get 5 stars on every hard song, beat and get 5 stars in medium and do the same for easy. Getting 5 stars on expert may take some time tho. Whatever tho, im happy.

So today was pretty sweet. I basically slepy through my first 2 periods being math and music. Then at lunch we...went to lunch I guess...I blasted my ipod, my headphones are like little speakers! So that was all good. Then me, Shoda, Meg and Tyler skipped the afternoon since I didnt wanna go to gym lol. So we went to yonge and eg and they recently..as in 2 days ago..got ITG! So that was amazing, I played like 2 games and then we went to Pickle Barrel. We basically scared everyone out of there so that was cool lol. I got WAFFLES! and it me and Tyler ended up paying for everyone else so I just lost $30. Whatever tho. After we were done it was like 3:30 anyways so everyone was coming to Y&E. So we all played ITG since were all soooo cool XP. I passed my first 9 footer so that was cool. And our 2 best DDR/ITG people were there to make up feel worse about our abilities x.x. Those 2 people being James and Gennaro, both are 12 footers. So we got pwnt and James almost passed Pandemonium which is the hardest song on ITG since its a 13 footer omg. After I left I picked up Disgaea: Hour of Darkness since I remembered I had $100 at EB games. So Im playing it and getting pwnt a bunch, still fun tho. No news on the backpack so I guess Im screwed for that but whatever. Thats all so Im off to eat cheese toast.

I dont really have much to say but comments on my last blog stopped so theres a new one. Umm...in the past week..not much has happened. I got a gamer tag for our DDR group, Im not good enough to be in it yet but when I am I get to be Kero lol. My backpack got stolen at lunch the other day so im kinda screwed with that, I didnt have mich in there but Im still gonna have to pay to replace the books and they cost like $60 each. Umm...I have a huge english test coming up but I dont really care about that...got Burnout 3...oh It was my friends birthday 2 days ago so we went paintballing. It was pretty sweet, got pwnt a bit then we got food so that was sweet. I finished Wolf's Rain...its not that great but I started Shuffle! and its pretty cute so Id recommend it from what ive seen so far...uh.....ya..bye.

So today is my 1 year gamespot anniversary, woo. Cake and that crap all around. Im probably the latest joiner of my friends but thats cool. So in the past year Ive accomplished: gaining 5 emblems, over 5000 forum posts, 22 levels, 24 blog posts, Im currently an officer in 2 unions but have been one in 5..or 6 I cant remember. Ummmm...I got 60 friends here...i cant think of other stuff but whatever. So lets all be happy and crap like that.

So we got our report cards today. I had a large span of marks....but its alright. I got: in music - 92, in french - 70, in english - 73, math - 85, gym - 79 (that was a surprise), science - 55, business - 45, and geography - 35. So that was an interesting experience when I brought it home...grounded till friday now but whatever. In better news I got promoted to officer in The Japan Union so Im happy about that ^.^ aaaand I passed my first 8 footer at ddr today, being A on heavy.(Yeah, the songs called A) We got over half a foot of snow today so it was kinda hard getting to school on the subway but I managed, yay. ummm...not much else..Valentine's day still sucks...yeah..bye.