I just wanted to thank everyone who helped me with my...difficulty from last blog. I'm sorry if I seemed to be an attention whore, I just wanted to thank everyone for what they had done for me in case I decided to. Anyways, thank you all.

Ok, I'm seriously f*cking depressed and am really considering killing myself right now for multiple reasons which I will not reveal publicly because there is such a thing as privacy. Anyways, I just wanted to say that you are all wonderful people and thank you for everything you've done for me in case I do decidde to end my life tonight. So thank you all and I hope you find happiness in your lives.

Ok, I just screwed up and accidently destroyed my banner:(. Anyhoo, if anyone could make me a new one it would be much appreciated. No realy specifications as long as it isnt pink, gay prep or gangsta style. Please and thank you. Also I got a new header so thats pretty sweet. Whatever, just, if someone could do that I would be thankful.

Scar tissue that I wish you saw
Sarcastic mister know it all
Close your eyes and I’ll kiss you ’cause
With the birds I’ll share
With the birds I’ll share
This lonely view
With the birds I’ll share
This lonely view

Push me up against the wall
Young Kentucky girl in a push-up bra
Fallin’ all over myself
To lick your heart and taste your health ’cause
With the birds I’ll share
This lonely view...

Blood loss in a bathroom stall
Southern girl with a scarlet drawl
Wave good-bye to ma and pa ’cause
With the birds I’ll share
With the birds I’ll share
This lonely view
With the birds I’ll share
This lonely view

Soft spoken with a broken jaw
Step outside but not to brawl
Autumn’s sweet we call it fall
I’ll make it to the moon if I have to crawl and
With the birds I’ll share
This lonely view...

Scar tissue that I wish you saw
Sarcastic mister know it all
Close your eyes and I’ll kiss you ’cause
With the birds I’ll share
With the birds I’ll share
This lonely view
With the birds I’ll share
This lonely view...

After the torturous month of July i have returned to Gamespot and i intend to catch up as soon as humanly possible. As soon as i logged in i had 26 new messages which is a bit of an indicator of how out of it i am but im back now and will post like the worlds biggest spas so hooray!

Ok, so for the whole month of July i'm gonna be with my dad. This normally wouldn't be a very bad thing but he doesn't have a computer(don't ask me why he's just really frugal) so i can't go on GS:( I will try to go to a library as much as possible to check up on the forums and unions but for the most part i won't be here. I would be able to come on more often than i wil if he wasn't so goddamn spontaneous so i can't really plan good times to go to a library. So i guess i'll see everyone when possible.

Since basically no one here listens to or even knows about radiohead, i feel it is my civil duty to post some of their best songs/music videos. so here you go.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VD3uHLgMy24&search=karma%20police

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3d5dG-H3oFo&search=paranoid%20android

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vn6CC5xVyHI&search=high%20and%20dry

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3-F5L1S7LKU&search=fake%20plastic%20trees

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lstDdzedgcE&search=2%2B2%3D5 (this video wasnt done by radiohead but it is very radioheadesque)

that s all. enjoy

Thats right, im neighborly. its pretty sweet because i havent been here all that long but hahah yesss. (does a little dance)Love thy neighbor.
Those who are neighborly have a good number of mutual friendships, and the community as a whole is better off for them. Perhaps these individuals, in actuality, live in college dorm rooms, parents' basements, dingy apartments, or other such facilities devoid of actual, physical neighbors. Like, you know, the ones who come over to ask to "borrow" a cup of sugar or to use your lawnmower? Those worthless freeloaders, I swear... Oh, never mind.

1.There's a little child
Runnin' 'round this house
And he never leaves
He will never leave
And the fog comes up
From the sewers and
Glows in the dark
Baby alligators in the sewers
Grow up fast
Grow up fast
Anything you want it can be done now
How did you bad?
Did you go bad?
Did you go bad?
Some things will never wash away
Did you go bad?Did you go bad?

2.The easiest way to sleep at night is to carry on believing that I don't exist
The easiest way to sell your soul is to carry on believing that we don't exist
It must be hard
With your head on backwards

3.Please could you stop the noise, I'm trying to get some rest
From all the unborn chicken voices in my head
What's that?
What's that?
When I am king you will be first against the wall
With your opinion which is of no consequence at all
What's that?
What's that?
Ambition makes you look pretty ugly
Kicking and squealing gucci little piggy
You don't remember
You don't remember
Why don't you remember my name?
Off with his head, man
Off with his head, man
Why don't you remember my name?
I guess he does
Rain down
Rain down
Come on rain down
On me
From a great height
From a great height
Height
Height
That's it sir (Rain down)
You're leaving
The crackle of pig skin (Rain down)
The dust and the screaming (Come on rain down on me)
The yuppies networking
The panic, the vomit (from a great height)
The panic, the vomit (from a great height)
God loves his children
God loves his children, yeah

3.I get home from work and you're still standing in your dressing gown
Well what am I to do?
I know all the things around your head and what they do to you
What are we coming to?
What are we gonna do?

Blame it on the black star
Blame it on the falling sky
Blame it on the satellite
That beams me home

Troubled words of a troubled mind
I try to understand what is eating you
I try to stay awake but it's 58 hours since that I last slept with you
What are we coming to?
I just don't know anymore

Blame it on the black star
Blame it on the falling sky
Blame it on the satellite
That beams me home

I get on the train and I just stand about now that I don't think of you
I keep falling over I keep passing out when I see a face like you
What am i coming to?
I'm gonna melt down

Blame it on the black star
Blame it on the falling sky
Blame it on the satellite
That beams me home

4.Two jumps in a week I bet you think that's pretty clever don't you boy
Flying on your motorcycle
Watching all the ground beneath you drop
You'd kill yourself for recognition
Kill yourself to never ever stop
You broke another mirror
You're turning into something you are not

Don't leave me high
Don't leave me dry
Don't leave me high
Don't leave me dry

Drying up in conversation
You will be the one who cannot talk & all your insides fall to pieces
You just sit there wishing you could still make love
They're the ones who'll hate you when you think you've got the world all sussed out
They're the ones who'll spit at you
You will be the one screaming out

Don't leave me high
Don't leave me dry
Don't leave me high
Don't leave me dry

It's the best thing that you ever had
It's the best thing that you ever had
The best thing that you've had has gone away

So don't leave me high
Don't leave me dry
Don't leave me high
don't leave me dry

5.The green plastic watering can
For a fake chinese rubberplant
In the fake plastic earth
That she bought from a rubber man
In a town full of rubber plans
To get rid of itself

It wears her out
It wears her out
It wears her out
It wears her out

She lives with a broken man
A cracked polystyrene man
Who just crumbles and burns
He used to do surgery for girls in the eighties
But gravity always wins

And it wears him out
And it wears him out
And it wears him out

She looks like the real thing
She tastes like the real thing
My fake plastic love
But I can't help the feeling
I could blow through the ceiling
if I just turned and ran

And it wears me out
It wears me out
It wears me out

If I could be who you wanted
if I could be who you wanted all the time

6.Karma police
Arrest this man
He talks in maths
He buzzes like a fridge
He's like a detuned radio
Karma police
Arrest this girl
Her hitler hairdo
Is making me feel ill
And we have crashed her party

This is what you get
This is what you get
This is what you get
When you mess with us

Karma police
I've given all I can
It's not enough
I've given all i can
But we're still on the payroll

This is what you get
This is what you get
This is what you get
When you mess with us

For a minute there
I lost myself
I lost myself
Phew, for a minute there
I lost myself
I lost myself
I lost myself
I lost myself
I lost myself
I lost myself

woo hoo today is 666 and oddly enough it was day 6 in our school cycle, my school trip 2 washingtom is in 6 days, my music teacher decided to change the 6th page of music to 66 time and my friends dad just turned 66 (no joke). kinda weird and also it hasnt been very nice to me because im level 8 and im at 99.97% before level 9 and thats not cool.

should today actually be the end i shall see you in hell, i will be there for eating premature fetuses and i will learn of your misdeeds and you suffer a cruel and ironic fate. of course i dont believe that crap because im a buddhist but u can if u want. also u should listen 2 sandstorm by Da Rude and Confusion by New Order becasue techno = awesome. tis all for today so its time 2 eat ur child 4 dinner. till next time.