My lord...so much has happened since my last entry. It's almost not funny. Well, I got an Xbox which still has good games but overall has been forgotten by the new 'current' gen. And now even Richard has converted into the new generation. Makes me feel a little jealous considering I used to always be the first. Ah well, it gives me a chance to see if I really WOULD want a Wii. Which I do. Barney said that we're going to be getting a 42" HD TV along with the PS3 soon. I CAN'T WAIT! Oblivion sounds so kickass cool. Not to mention all the other games. Money isn't a huge issue anymore. I'm getting a raise to 15$ a week for my allowance next week. Me and Krysten broke up. It was my choice, we may get back together in the future but I'm not sure. On some days I feel like I could kiss her and sweep her off into the sunset...and other days I feel like punching her face in and leaving her to rot in a ditch. But you know. Stuff happens. I'm either getting the 360 for christmas or I have to buy it. I've decided to buy the Wii for myself if Alexandra doesn't get it. That's all.

Merry Christmas to all! And to all a g- what?! It's over?!?! Christmas passed quickly for me. I am starting to feel more and more lonely the more time I spend away from Krysten. I got a digital camera! Finally! But now I gotta get a memory card for it. It only holds about 20 pics then I have to load them onto the computer. I sent Krysten a poem yesterday, I've yet to see how she reacts to it. Me and Krysten talked on the phone for 40 minutes yesterday and we had to get off because of a stupid beep. I rearranged our plans so that we go home on Friday the 30th instead of the 2nd of January.

I LOVE KRYSTEN! enough said...

I LOVE christmas! It's so happy and trouble free! Especially the music, and surprisingly it's not my favorite time of year because of presents but because of the joy in the air. I know how cheesy that sounds but it's true! Barney finished putting up the lights today and house was pretty looking. Dad picked us up by surprise today for supper and we had pizza at Grecko. We also bought presents for all our loved ones (Mom, Stephanie, Barney, KRYSTEN!!!!!). I got Krysten an Inuyasha movie (hope she likes it), Mom a tree ornament and a Stephen King book, and Stephanie a hair clip....yeah I know. I learned that I'm a softy when it comes to christmas music....I like all the soft songs! Of course, really, I already knew this I just thought about it today. Merry Christmas! I love Krysten <3

Nothing really dramatic has happened to my life in the past month. I ticked off Krysten the other day and she called me a jerk. That's gone past already and Krysten And I still love each other. I'm gonna buy her a present but I don't know whether I should give it to her in school or send it by mail cause I'm too shy to show it to her in person. I want to get her something. Today, I realized just how much I love her (alot) because when she got sick and had to leave, she was the only thing on my mind for the rest of the day. And I missed her so much it's unbearable. Maybe tomorrow I'll get the courage to actually hold her hand...which may not sound much to my future self (maybe) if I've already kissed her by the time this is read again...but I find that HIGHLY unlikely. Oh well. I LOVE KRYSTEN.

...for Krysten everyday. I can't even think straight without thinking about her. I haven't gone one day during  the whole month without thinking about her at least once. I'm thinking about getting her an Inuyasha DVD but I don't know if I could work up the courage to give it to her. I also find myself getting more and more protective around Krysten. I hate Kyle because he always pokes her and she always seems to have fun around him.

I get jealous when she talks to other guys but I didn't say anything because I don't want to suffocate her with jealousy but it's getting harder to obey my consience. Now everyone but Richard knows that I'm going out with her. I can't think about videogames anymore because I'm too busy thinking about her.

I'm working up money to buy the Family Guy DVD Volume 3 but I'm afraid if I do that I won't be able to afford something for Krysten. I love her so much it's unbearable....literally. One time, I thought I was depressed but then realised I wasn't depressed but love sick! I thought love sick was just a term or a matter of speaking but it's real!

I don't think she understands exactly how much I love her because she keeps saying stuff like "my life is pointless". I wana ask her out to the dance but I don't know if she'd wanna go to the dance. Love is more complicated then I thought...

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I have a bunch more things than I used to. I have the Family Guy movie (funny) and just this weekend I bought 6 games with the money I WAS going to use on a Nintendo DS but decided to wait till my birthday. Dragon Ball Z Budokai 3, Area 51, Kingdom Hearts, Dark Cloud 2, Prince of Persia 2, and Eternal Darkness.

Eternal Darkness right is very boring but it should get more interesting after awhile. I told Krysten about how I felt and now we're "unofficially" together until she's 18 because her parents have an unusual amount of control over her. So, she has to wait till she's 18 to break up with Matthieu but I can't help thinking that she likes someone besides me. Like Matthew M., Kyle, Richard, or maybe still the old Matthieu. Of course I  have considered myself to be VERY delussional about that b ecause I also thought she liked Nathan but I recently found out she actually hates him.

I hope we can be together and that she doesn't dump me for someone better in high school. She says she won't but then again, we're not at high school yet are we? That's it... I LOVE KRYSTEN! Peace out.

Today we brought in a fridge, it took awhile but we did it! And I just realised that my previous entry name "Jebus Crisps, they're religously delicous" was canceled so now I have to write everything in my previous entry, in this one! Anyway, I finally got The Hulk: Ultimate: Destruction. It fun, but after you play it for awhile, destruction gets addicting! I made a movie called Agent Smith Interview and I sent it to Richard right? It's the funniest thing ever but he ranked it 6/10! OW! My pride has been ripped to shreds! I suppose he entitled to his on oppinion.

I sent 2 e_mail mocking people. Disco Smith, Sonic the Martin, and Pippi Longbushing :) LOL but at least they're funny. I found Martins e_mail address so I can say hi :D The Family Guy Movie is being released NEXT WEEK! I can't beleive it! I wish I found out next Monday instead of Yesterday cause now time is ticking by so slowly :( But the wait will be worth it. I took Alex's dice and he was trying to get it but he couldn't, and beleive me, he was trying! He was hanging off my friggin' neck! His feet weren't touching the ground!

Money is starting to become an issue again. I'm making money but GETTING the money takes so slow and I'm not a very patient person. Oh well, I'll get used to it. I think I finally proved myself to Barney today by helpin' him with that fridge. And I have the right to say...FINALLY! Anyway, Krysten almost went over to the "Like totally" side. lol She said that yesterday and it was funny :P

Bye

I bought 3 Magazines during this whole week and now I know what I've been missing. I bought Playstation, Gamepro, and Nintendo Power. Gamepro had a bunch of pages on The Matrix: Path of Neo and now I want it even more! It looks cool, but the screen shots in the Mag. makes the graphics look N64 :? It has also changed my opinion on Marvel: Rise of the imperfects and Ultimate Spider Man. I want them now but I can/ will wait for the reviews..just in case.

School is bad for the soul :( Anyway, I got Krystens e_mail address and Me, Richard her talked just awhile ago. We scared her :D cause she doesn't think same way us guys think She just got on and I'm talking to her right now. Her Dad thinks the word "screw" is offensive..jeez he must be catholic :? That's all

The dreaded school has begun, but good news (for me) I have 2 of my friends in the class! Krysten Macleod and Matthew MacCormick. Which is good because I thought I might end up with no friends in my class! But fortunately that wasn't the case. Gaming world had various things happening to me yesterday. I bought a Playstation Magazine that's from the US (Dam!) but I haven't read it yet, I'm saving it for school. It came with 6 demos, I played 2 of them (Mortal Kombat: Shoalin Monks and The Incredible Hulk: Ultimate Destruction) and the Hulk is just as fun I thought it would be! Mortal Kombat was also quite fun. More so than I expected, I geuss I should play games with more variety or otheerwise I never would have played that game!

My money total went down 14.94$ but went up today 30$which means I gained...15.06$! That's all for me.