I don't carry a gun to kill people. I carry
a gun to keep from being killed.

I don't carry a gun to scare people. I carry
a gun because sometimes this world can
be a scary place.

I don't carry a gun because I'm paranoid.
I carry a gun because there are real threats
in the world.

I don't carry a gun because I'm evil. I carry
a gun because I have lived long enough to
see the evil in the world.

I don't carry a gun because I hate the
government. I carry a gun because I
understand the limitations of the
government.

I don't carry a gun because I'm angry.
I carry a gun so I that I don't have to
spend the rest of my life hating myself
for failing to be prepared.

I don't carry a gun because I want to
shoot someone. I carry a gun because
I want to die at a ripe old age in my
bed and not on a sidewalk somewhere
tomorrow afternoon.

I don't carry a gun because I'm a cowboy.
I carry a gun because when I die and go
to Heaven, I want to be a cowboy.

I don't carry a gun to make me feel like a
man. I carry a gun because men know how
to take care of themselves and the ones
they love.

I don't carry a gun because I feel inadequate.
I carry a gun because unarmed and facing
three armed thugs, I am inadequate.

I don't carry a gun because I love it. I carry
a gun because I love life and and the people
who make it meaningful to me.

Since I now have 4 roommates (3 guys & 1 girl) things have been a little crazy at my house. We just threw a Keg Party this 4th of July and it was insane! Lots of people, food, bonfire, beirut, qtrs, cards, shots and even some drawing on passed out people! It was a great time and no one got arrested or beat up so it went well. Now this coming weekend 7/12 my buddy (the one who got drawn on!) is having a double keg party at his house so that should be an even better/crazier weekend!

so thats it, my little blurb for today.

pWell its been a long long time since i updated my blog and A TON of stuff has happend in between this time.

I went to Panama City, Florida for vacation from April 8th - April 17th. IT WAS AWESOME!! I had a condo on the Strip, 8th floor along Front Beach Road. Three bedrooms each with its own bathroom, huge kitchen, dining room & living room. My bedroom had a balcony over looking the strip so i could look down and listen to all the spring breakers walking up and down the strip. Our living room had a porch right off of the Gulf Coast! it was amazing. I got completly smashed the first night with a bunch of people that i didn't even know, went to a party in their building. It was about 3am and I was hitting on some hot girl till her boyfriend came in and kicked me out, fine whatever, no problem it was time for bed anyways. It was on the 17th floor of the next building over to mine so just to be a ass :twisted: I took the stairs and turned every one of the fire dept. pre-connects open all the way down from 17 to the 3rd floor. When i got to the 3rd floor all of a sudden I heard WHHOOOOOSSSHHHHHH!!! Water starts hammering up the pipe and next thing I know all the fire alarms are going off and its talking telling everybody there is an emergency and needs to exit the bldg immediatly!! I ran down the stairs and over to my building, up to my room and look out. I see 3 engines, 2 ladders an ambulance and about 4 cruisers!! it was awesome!! I was thinking hahaha sucks for you guys! shouldn't have kicked me out!! Anyways that was just one night.

Another night I went to Club La Vela! Largest club in the united states! I saw Saliva, Nonpoint & Sevendust!!! Awesome show and after I was sitting at one of the bars and Morgan (sevendust drummer) sits down right next to me!!!! it was friggen awesome!!! i talked to him for a while, never asked for a picture or an autograph like everyone else. So about an hour later he turns to me and says "im going to the underground (another part of the club) to watch Goldy Locks (another band) you wanna go?" HELL YEAH!!! so i went upstairs with Morgan, and met Nonpoint band up there! it was cool! i couldn't believe this was actually happening! about 20 minutes later Le Jon (sevendust lead singer) comes up and i meet him too!! it was KICK ASS!! So after the show we were all just hanging out talking and i got to go back to Sevendust's tour bus for a while!! It was so friggen awesome i wish i had taken pictures! Anyways, i hung out on the bus for a while with some other people that they met too, Morgan gave me 3 broken drum sticks from the show, a free t-shirt and Nonpoint gave me a cd also!! They were watching Fight Club on 2 HUGE flat screen tv's mounted inside their bus! By this point it was about 5 am and they were about to head out, so i left and walked back to my pad. This was one of the best nights of my life and I couldn't believe that it actually happend! I never would have imagined in a million years that i would meet some of Sevendust and actually go on their freaking tour bus!!! AMAZING!

So that was my Panama City, Florida trip in a nut shell, I am leaving out some other stories cause i don't feel like typing that much! New updates are I bought MLB08: The show, not too bad, im still getting used to it, also got The Dualshock 3. I Also have a new roommate that just moved in with me. Ive known him for a long time and he just moved back from Manchester, NH. He has a boxer named Ceaser and its a nice dog, BUT THE DAMN THING CHEWED MY BLU-TOOTH HEADSET & A $250 PAIR OF SUNGLASSES IN THE FIRST WEEK!!! I was pissed but oh well, Luckly he repaid me for the blu-tooth and hopefully since i have a lifetime guarantee on the glasses that they will replace them! But if not, ill just get a new pair. So thats my new blog post for a while, maybe ill update more often, i hope to. Take care and see you around.

I went to Bestbuy yesterday and I couldn't resist.... I bought the Rock Band package and played till my wrists, fingers, back, and vocals hurt!! Me and my friend played for about 6 hours once we got back to my house! I think i found my new addiction for the next month (that is until Rainbow 6 vegas 2 comes out!)

Also its getting closer to Friday every minute for the Three Days Grace/Breaking Benjamin Concert!!

Holm-Z

So my new tv is up and running and MY GOD IS IT BEAUTIFUL!!! I could not believe how much i was missing before on my old SDTV! This is one of the best purchases I have ever made!! It even picks up HI-Def Channels that i didn't even know I had on regular cable!! (i hope my cable company doesn't find out!!) I watched Apocalypto with my new girlfriend the other night and it blew me away! With my surround sound cranked, bass rumbling the entire house and a 46" 1080p Hi-Def picture in front of you, oh man, there is no better place to be!

On a side note I also went to Best Buy and bought a few new things...
two Avenged Sevenfold CD's
Daughtry CD
Tenacious D CD
Hed PE CD
Foo Fighters new CD
3:10 to Yuma Blu-Ray
Good Luck Chuck Blu-Ray
28 Days Later Blu-Ray
Resivour Dogs Blu-Ray
HDMI Cable
Speaker Wire

Also yesterday was the first day I have EVER heard my PS3's fan kick into HIGH!! I was ripping all the new CD's got onto the hard drive and when I had one more CD to go it kicked on. It was strange but once the last CD was done it kicked back off and there was no problems!

AND........
I also just bought 4 tickets to Three Days Grace & Breaking Benjamin concert at the Tsongas Arena, Lowell Mass!!! Im psyced!! My girlfriend loves Three Days Grace and it is on Feb 15th so its a perfect Valentines day gift!! So im pretty excited for that! Lately it really seems like life has been turned around and things are so great right now. I feel high on life and haven't been this happy in a long long time. Just wanted to share my latest updates with you guys here at GS! See you around!

-Holm-Z

So today I finally made my way into the 1st Prestige mode on COD4! I knew i would loose all my custom classes and have to start back at the beginning but oh well! My current level is 1st prestige lvl 13 as of now. Ive started a clan with a few of my buddies...603. Its nothing special just our area code as we are from NH.

Ive been playing a lot of Sabatoge latley and it seems i always have to be the one to get the bomb and arm it, my teammates are too incompitent to understand that i have the bomb and i want them to protect me or clear the way! that pisses me off! Im getting a mic this week soill be able to "command" them in the right direction. I was the bomb armer for like 12 games in a row! i didn't want to quit because i was getting all the points but still i was so frustrated that my teammates had no idea what to do.

Another thing is I ordered my 46" LCD Sharp Aquos today!!! I can't wait, it will bedeliverd on January 22 so another week of my SDTV. My tv now is a 36" so its not too bad but if you read my last post i have two tv's set up in my living room and one is only a 24" or something like that. So now ill have two decent tv's to have a COD4 party with! Sweetness!! Anyways so that pretty much all is new with me!

Holm-Z

Whats up everyone? This week me and a couple of my buddies had a little COD4 party at my house. My friend (Swinyeju) brought over his PS3 and we hooked up another tv so we couldplay COD4side by side! With my surround sound cranked, lots of red bull and beer, we were ripping it up online! He kinda sucks so I was carrying my team with consistant 20 kill games! We also have a few other close friends who have COD4 also (thehype78 & RallyRocks). Its pretty cool to actually know the people you are playing with, don't get me wrong i like everyone who i have in my psn buddies but these guys i grew up with so its a whole different ball game. Anyways maybe if you guys see us online and want to take us on let me know! Im at Lvl 51 right now (not the greatest but I KNOW how to play) and the rest of them are...lol... Lvl 20's. I dominate them like there is no tomorrow!

Holm-Z

So Xmas came and went and not too much else has changed. I got $150 in best buy cards so thats cool. I also got a Tom Tom which is pretty sweet. 4 New Blu-Rays; The Departed, Live Free or Die Hard, Superbad, and Pirates of Carribean 3. I also got a new TV stand finally so i can now get my 46" LCD Sharp Aquos! Bout damn time! so thats pretty much it...hope all of you had a good xmas or haunaka or what ever you celebrate!

Merry Christmas everyone! and Happy Haunaka and everything else!

Im going out to the local bar tonight to get so freakin hammerd drunk that i can't even stand up...ive come to the conclusion that alcohol is pretty much my saving grace at this point so im going to take full advantage of it! ive needed a vacation, break, some time to let go and tonight is the night!! if you guys see me on here later ill let you knowwhat happend but for now......

ALCOHOL TO THE RESCUE!!!!