yeah.. It just happened to me. the girl i was in love with and that i had been dating for some weeks already, told me she didnt like me enough. she said there was something lacking. she told me all this on the phone, and i could hear that she was in tears during our entire conversation. before the relationship even started, she called it off and has left me heartbroken. apparently she somehow knew it wouldnt last anyway, so she wanted to stop so that i didnt get hurt. i call bs. she just didnt like me enough. end of discussion.
also, according to her there was nothing wrong with me.. it was her who was the problem. again, bs. if i had acted differently while with her, she would have thought differently about me.. and had i acted a certain way, perhaps changed a few things about my personality, everything would be great and we would have been about to start a relationship by now. oh, and that "be yourself" thingy is also BS. i act like i do depending on who i am with. i would never treat her like i treat my guy friends.
so yeah.. i wasnt planning to write this much, but it was nice to vent a little, although i didnt really write any details. i feel like sh*t now, i guess thats the point im trying to make. how do i deal with this feeling? i dont want to feel this way and frankly, i dont see much of a light at the end of the tunnel. sure, there are plenty of fish in the sea.. but she was perfect. i didnt have any complaints about this girl. there was nothing id want to change about her. ive never felt this way about a person before and ive never been this depressed before.
what do i do? how do i handle this pain?
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