100 POSTS BABY YEAH!!! Finally i have been waiting for so long to make it to 100. ahhh and it only took 5 years.

:) hello clareese....

i broke my credit card in half. It still has money in it. now i can't buy that butterfly balloon that i saw in the gift shop. what can i do with a broken credit card.

**____** I/E SEEll tl-le FuTURe /- l) iT I5 Ligl-lT **_____**

I woke up this morning. I'm still alive, I'm still here on this earth. I still have tubes everywhere. i only slept for 2 hours. All i want to do is hear G's voice. Am I overreacting? All I know is I didn't know is I would never think that struggling to breathe can be so painful.

i'm getting a shot that will help me feel all wobbly on the inside :D yay

i can see the future and it is light.

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I HAVE JUST BEEN VIOLATED!!!! The only things that i want being shoved in my mouth is food, picklesicles, ice chips, drinks, or my boyfriend's...ummm...things. THATS IT. i'm gonna journal all day long. wont that be interesting. i think i was knocked out yesterday from this happy shot and i think i made my boyfriend mad at me. I don't really know I remember something about horses. hmmm. i wonder if your mad at me Babe. you know when you have this tube that connects your lungs to the wall via your nose you can't really smell anything but plastic. I wonder what happens to my boogers. :P

I'm in this stinkin hospital for another 2 days, and theres a darn tube running from the wall to my lungs. I'm stuck in this bed and there's nothing on tv and these dumb people just came in to stick some other tube in my lungs and get all the phelem out. I hate this. I miss my boyfriend. i hate being sick. I HATE BEING SICK

I have to go to the hospital today at 3:30. I got the results of some tests I took this morning. I have pneomonia. :( Now i have to be hospitalized. It's just not cool being me.

OH WEED OH WEED

ITS GREEN ITS GREEN

IS THAT THE END

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I'm waiting so far. I feel like I haven't talked to my man in years. I miss him so much and I don't know if he is on or not. He's probably busy and I should be too seeing as how I am at work. But I am trying to finish writing these 4 papers that I have to do before tomorrow. So far I have written 2 of them this morning. Let's see if I can shell out a third. I'm hungry, I want food. I'm lonely I miss my Baby. Wonder if he is thinking of me too.