never ever will i give molaid or any type of sugary-goodness after 10pm. sadly he is on adderal for his A.D.D. and OCD...more to come on my night with him (dear lord i hope i don't cuss him out) and on VGA stuff...later!

so....you would THINK that the drama is over, but its not. i found out today that she meets the criteria for still being VP of my organization. She's enrolled in more than 6 semester hours and she has a good enough GPA. So...because we're civil...and because my Advisor only wishes the best, and often knows best. So we are going to give her another shot basically. Because i really REALLY don't want to get into the whole impeaching her thing right now. The semester just started and i don't have time to deal with it. BUT if she misses one meeting, she's through....And-<sigh> i'm not going to deal with it!

i'm so pissed off right now you could not believe!!!!! I go to check the forum page for my video gaming group that i'm president of and guess what i find???? a message from my ex-VP saying that "i was fired:( anyone for XBOX360" i took away her position b/c she was never there!!!! she was more of a hassle than anything else!!!! then when she came into some financial and health and personal problems its like she disappeared. i called, my phone calls were never returned. she KNOWS where i live, we live in the same dorm for crying out loud there is NO excuse for her to not get in contact with me!!! ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Now she is trying to make me look like the bad guy but i will not not NOT go down like that!!!! i hate feeling like this. my entire body is hot and my heart is beating too fast for its own good! now i know i'm not going to get any sleep for the 2nd night in a row! this is ridiculous! i don't have time to deal with people like this. i tried calling my advisor but well...its 3am and he has to teach at 8am...he wasn't too happy to hear from me and kinda hung up the phone......now i'm sitting here late at night with no one to turn to or nothing excpet for my blogs. why do i have to be the only Nightowl?!?

i feel like a new person! I was awoken by a call from my friend Jerami at 12am....i had been asleep since 8pm....yeah...that was a really nice nap:) Before my nap, my ex-b/f came over to hang out. More so him playing Kingdom Hearts2 on my PS2 (his mother is holding his hostage) than anything else. darn thats sad...now that i think about that really IS why he just wants to come see me. just to play games. Whatever i'll think of something. While he was playing games I was studying. I will make all A's this semester. As I was studying, my eyes kept closing. Even watching him play the game wasn't keeping me awake. So, i put my books up and turned over to sleep. I was dead asleep for what seemed like hours, but it was only about 15 minutes. He had stopped playing games and was going to cuddle with me in the bed. it may seem strange to some, but there is nothing more...relaxing more pleasurable than lying in bed and just having someone beside you. Thats all i really want! Among other things...but i won't go there!!! I slept until about 8pm or so and he woke me up saying he had to leave. I walked him to the door, hugged him, and then went back to sleep. i'm just very happy that my friend called to wake me up, because if not i would not have been ready for class tomorrow! I have finished reading for my Group Dynamics, Research Methods in Sociology, and International Development and Change classes. Hopefully i will not fall asleep in class tomorrow and all will be well:) Crap I just remembered that I have fitness walking tomorrow. Poo...

its now 9:45am and I realize yet again that i'm an idiot! I can't work in the mornings, but i really really wanted the extra hours:( and i work on Thursday from 7am to 10am. The reason why i seriously can't work mornings is because my body is just funny like that. for example, last night/this morning i went to bed at 1:30am...didn't go to sleep until 4am....and i kept waking up....

but at least now i get off from work. Yay! i can sleep for 30 minutes before i have to go to class....

sweet! i'm back in Statesboro, finally! I got back Wednesday evening actually, but haven't had a chance to sit down and write for a while. I found out that I still have a job with housing for the semester. YAY for BOHICA! My friends are playing SC3 right now. We'll probably play some more SSBM in a minute. Wow...and i'm at work too....fun huh? Playing video games and getting paid!....

nothing else is really going on. i like working here especially during check-in ( i work in a dorm). you get to see all the new residents and mingle...sort of. but its nice:)

Oh sweet! I just realized i got a new medal! i'm popular. HECK YES!!!!!

Yeah its true. even i can be girly at times. I'm here at home sitting at the computer after a huge thunderstorm just passed through Stockbridge, reading the comments made about my blog....and i'm blushing a little. Why? Because of all the wonderful support i've gotten from unknown gamers who say stick in there and you'll get over him/it. Its very...calming and it makes me happy:) So, thanks to everyone for your support! Now...who actually wants to help me find a new boyfriend?!? lol

i broke up with my boyfriend yesterday. he took it actually well. i explained to him how i felt about his mother disliking me and then him not sticking up for me. plus the fact that he has some growing up to do...so, on i will march...AGAIN in the single life...

UNFORTUNATELY, i lost my GC memory card at my last event for Video Gamers Alliance. So now, i'm having to go back through my games and restart everything. The biggest upset in all this, is that i was almost finished unlocking everything in Animal Crossing and SSBM. It bites....alot....but i'm managing. I finally unlocked a stage today in SSBM (Mushroom Kingdom 2). I think I got it, because i used the lottery feature and got a Birdo trophey. Who knows. I'm worried about my Animal Crossing game, because my disc isn't working. This just started today. I did buy it used, but it has been working just fine. i think if I have a chance, I'll take it to Gamestop or EB to see if its really the disc or is it my system. In FFX i have had to RESTART that because i was battling Seymor and his mortibody and kept dying. upon coming to GS and asking people what should I do, they suggested I try to level up. Well I went back a few steps to attempt to fight the robots/machina before you get to Seymor and guess what? I kept dying there too! Sooo i'm starting over and i'm actually doing a heck of a lot better! :) I actually won a Blitzball game against the Guado. Hurray!!!

What happened you ask? I'll tell you. There are unfortunately in this world idiots, those who hate, those whostereotype and are therefor weak-at least in my opinion because their minds are so small. This....b*tch (am i allowed to cuss on LJ?) hates me...why???? because i'm dating her son, she thinks i'm fat, i'm black, and last she believes that i am inhibiting her sons education.

Okay, first off. I am dating her son. Not HER! I wanted to date her son because he makes me laugh and smile and giggle and he plays video games and he "genuinely" cares for me (at least thats what i thought).

Second off, she thinks i'm fat. This I didn't find out until tonight for my "wonderful" boyfriend. My fault, i admit because i told him not to sugarcoat anything. I am not a fool though. When i want the truth, i really do want it all. and tonight i got every-little-detail i needed....Me being fat/my health isn't the issue. The point is that this b**** is trying to belittle me and seperate the two of us. She is trying to challenge the relationship. What needs to be decided is, will he let it continue? Will he NOT rise up and say something. ANYTHING! For crying out loud one little iota of rebellion from him would be great!!!!!!!!!!

Third, i'm black. Whoop-de-doo i'm not white and don't have real benefits in society because of stereotypes and fear and ignorance. My family and I have known for quite some time that THIS issue would come up once i really entired into the dating pool. I have liked guys of other races for as long as I can remember. Don't ask me why. Perhaps i get it from my father.

And Fourth, i am "inhibiting her sons education." Her son and I JUST started talking/dating whatever you want to call it. He was already doing bad in his classes!!!! I was the one encouraging him TOO study in the last days before finals week!

what I really REALLY don't understand, is why oh WHY didn't my boyfriend stand up for me?!?!?!?!?!?!? WHY!!!!???Lord please tell me why! He just brushed it off as though it were nothing! Does anyone else see a problem with this? Or am i overreacting? I have never felt this way, so helpless and fired up and upset and hurt before!