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Suppose I knew

June has been a crazy month. The strange thing is that all that's happened is based on nothing happening. I guess that's not that strange after all, it kinda makes sense. But everything has been one thing and then its complete opposite. I've freaked out, I've felt completely calm.I've been bored out of my mind, I've wished I'd had more time. I've decided to do things I later decided not to do. My opinions have swung back and forth like a wrecking ball trying tofind the things that are sturdy enough not to fall down. haha, word poo is what we used to call sentences like that when ever we came up with one while writing an essay. But this time I like it. It fits I think. I'm gonna keep swinging and not worry about figuring everything out in advance.

One summer I wanted to learn how to juggle, but dropping your balls all the time is frustrating and today I don't know how to juggle. Another summer I tried to become better at bouncing a soccer ball around. I think I got up to 30 something bounces without dropping it. And this summer I wished for a guitar for my birthday, so for 4 days now I'vetried to learn how to play it. I know four (real) chords, been practicing scales, but it's true what they say about scales being boring, and I basically know how to play two songs but I can't get the strumming right so it doesn't really sound like the songs. One of them is "A horse with no name" by America which is considered to be the easiest song ever so I bet I'm gonna have that one down as soon as I start practising strumming patterns or whatever that's called...

Me and my friends are going canooing on thursday, but I don't even know for sure how long we've planned to be away, I don't even know what we're gonna eat! But I don't think it'll be bark and pine needles. Someone'll have that under control. It's more of an adventure when you don't know:D

Song of the day: Sleeping with Giants - The Academy Is...

Free Music For You from The Format

The Formatthe guys

celebrates their 1 year anniversary of their album

Dog Problems

by giving it to you for free!

Just go to www.theformat.com to get it! You can even get just a couple of the songs, or just one song ("She doesn't get it" is awesome)

but according to mark

this isthe best album of the year so I say get the whole album, that's what I did!

Music Blog (and Whatever)

What have I gotten myself into now?

perhaps the biggest snooze ever? Or maybe it'll be cool? I don't know, but I singed up for a preparing Maths course to help me with my potentiall future studies. Summer school, beacause I want to. Crazy. Responsible. I don't know. I really don't know.

But I think I feel better now. I said this was gonna be a music blog, it's not ablog about musicmorebloggingwith the aid of music, because lately I've been feeling like Longview by Green Day mixed with Start Something and Wake Up (Make A Move) by Lostprphets.

The last two titles pretty much gives it away, I am bored and lazy and I want something to happen so hopefully something has happened now. I just...I wanna have fun. Not do math. I mean come on, when have I ever even liked math? I'm not organized like that, I like my chaos because I rather spend time trying to find things than trying to keep everything in its place. And to get math I have to be organized, that's the hardest part really, thinking in the right way inorder to think about it. Am I still making sense? See, I don't even care, I'm not a maths person, I've disliked it since 5th grade. I've always wished I was good at it thogh, and I seem to always give it another chance and I'm starting to sound like some sort of inspirational poster or something...What I'm trying to do is make myself understand me a bit better and I blog instead of talking to myself or a plant. I should probably talk to a person, it'd be more efficient and probably make more sense. But this is much easier, on many levels. I'm not trying to sound deep but basically being really naive, this is just really me rambling. Writing this I hope has helped, but reading this is probably a waste of time. The last part for sure. I could go on forever, but even I am bored by this now. Ther's no good way to try and save this, I thought about posting a picture of Ian Watkins or maybe the video to Here in your arms by Hellogoodbye because that makes me smile and then maybe this blog would not become close to being deleted, but whatever. I'm not even gonna spell check, it's not worthy of such privliges. Whatever.

This isn't a blog title

hey, hey hey, look who's back so soon! After that loooooong blog you's expect me to be gone from blog posting land for at least three weeks. But no, I am back because I am BORED. Seriously, yesterday was such a waste. I woke up at 11:45!!! I woke up, took a shower and ate lunch. Then I sat in front of the computer all day, well, technically it wan't the whole day as I slept through most of the day part, but still. I accomplished nothing what so ever. I have about five memories of yesterday, and that's more than was worth remembering. Today's a bit more eventful, it had greater potential to begin with as I woke up little before nine. No school and all free-time makes Julia a little nuts I tell ya...Sad isn't it. I could be scheming on plots to save the world, I could get a job, I could learn German. What if I sat in the library all day reading books? Learn about Europe then, in august perhaps, exchange all my money to euros and hop on a train and come back two weeks later! Exciting, scary, the complete opposite to what I've been doing for one week now.

Here follows what I've done today, so I won't forget about Tuesday like I did Monday. Unfortunately I can't make the links look cool and pretty, I don't know how anymore.

http://arnoldfuling.tripod.com/swedishppl.html

This is either really funny or a big snooze, my brothers friend does the voice, maybe that's why I found it hilarious, I don't know

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zF6-RBTAs60

Apparently candies and politics aren't that different. "Because I can only stomach so much junk food"

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_jnRxdLX10g

they have it all, sweet singing, awesome moves and nostalgia

 

There it is, the Youtuber's guide to my day episode 1 05-29-2007

I wonder what I'll do tomorrow....

 

Ramdom old guy freaked me out today

hello everybody, it's been over a month (I think) since my last blog, why I'm sounding like im in a confession booth I don't know, not that there will be any confessions or anything just a weird story.

Here's how it begins, I decided to go for a walkwhile listening to a podcast called The Bitterest Pill, which is pretty funny. it's basically just a failed actor/stay at home dad who talks about some of the things concerning him. yeah, anyway I decide to just walk until I've listened to this podcast which is about an hour long and then go home while listening to my favourite podcast, Never Not Funny, which is also about and hour long. So It would work out perfectly, I ended up walking to this record store called Bengans, Åsa's probably the only one who can get something out of that piece of information, but I walked there, took a spin around the place hoping to find some of the albums of bands I listen to but do not own the CDs...but I couldn't find anything. I actually thought I would find anything I was looking for in that store, maybe I was looking in the wrong place but I don't think so. Ok, drifting from the subject again.

My point is that on my way home, I've been out walking for about an hour and a half now and I'm 10 min from home when this guy with a bike stops me.Excuse me, or Hi he says. I take my earphones out expecting him to ask a question or ask for directions or some thing like that. But he just say something along with "Lovely day, isn't is?" "Not may people out today" "have you've been out walking?" "Where are you going?" I'm answering telling him that I've been out for a while now, I'm on my way home and so on.

He's making small talk while I'm thinking that i don't have time for this,I'm listening to a podcast, if you wanna have a conversation too let me hit the pause button or something. Rewinding never crosses my mind so I'm  just thinking hurry up ask me for directions already.

So when this guy, who's in his forty's to say the least, asks me, an 18 year old girl, definitely not looking older than my age, probably younger with an old t-shirt, worn jeans, fake converse, a hoodie in my hand, looking very much like a kid, he asks me if I have the time to grab a cup of coffee? SAY WHAT? SERIOUSLY? WHAT KIND OF A CREEP ARE YOU?I don't tell him this of course, I tell him that I'm on my way home now. I noticed he was headed the direction I just came from before he began being a potential creep, so when he say that he's gonna walk his bike up the slope that's just where we are, in the way I'm going, I start to think that this is a total maniac that I'm never gonna be able to shake now. What if he follows me home?What he he simply just keeps on talking to me? I don't wanna be nice anymore I just wanna get out of there, quick. So I just try to mind my own business, I rewind my podcast, put on my hoodie, start walking a little faster, avoiding any chance of eye contact what so ever. And I manage to shake him, I'm ahead of him and he hasn't said anything more. But I don't dare to look over my shoulder to see where he's at. For all I know he's lurching right behind me. But if I look back and he is close by and sees me looking back I don't know what he's gonna do. Ask for my number? I did dare to trun around and look and a see that we are now headed separate directions at least. I can relax again.He probably wouldn't have druged and raped me in the middle of the afternoonbut what kind of a man does something like that? He's old enough to be my dad and there was no doubt about it. What would have happened if I had agreed? Eventually been introduced to his 10 and 7 year old kids and ex wife at a garden party somewhere in Majorna? (Yes, I imagine him living there, to you who know what I'm talking about).

 Yeah, that never would have happened.

 

Wow, who knew it took a sleazy guy to write a blog as long as this one? If you've made it this far and actually read it all that is, I hope it wasn't a too boring of a subject. I'm actually gonna go on and change the subject. I have to write a line or two about prom as well.

The marching-band parade down the avenue thingy to get to the venue felt pretty strange. Like we're all that? Like prom is all that? Made me feel a bit awkward and if felt like it...I don't know actually, but closing a street so that we could walk down the street to the venue? Really?

When we'd all finally got inside an were to be seated me and Åsa, my lovely date for the evening:P got seated next to the annoying guys in our cl@ssThey ruined the mood my just existing. Especially with Carl calling me Giffen or something all the time, like it's funny. Like I don't know. He's so stupid sometimes, I wished I'd done something cool to make him shut up but I couldn't think of anything. As dinner was over the fun started, Natalia hes two dates and I had fun sitting and talking and then dancing the waltz. Dario and I had no ide what we were doing so we just counted all the other couples we bumped in to, we ended up with 23. No, not really. but out of Natalia, Fredrik, Åsa, Elin and Emilie we was the worst. Then we partied like it was 1999 until our feet were killing us. before we were about to leave, Åsa and I, a bunch of us sat around on the floor in the hall way, all being pretty tired but happy. Prom ended up being pretty cool after all. I just got a bit pissed at Max for having seen yet another of my favourite bands live, it's cool that he likes the stuff that I like but he's still an @ss. Makes me wanna go to the Reading festival even more, but their sold out by now I think. Maybe I'll go next year, hopefully there will be cool bands there then too.

word disassociation

12:53:04

04-23-2007

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=y_4awLYwyiY

That's what my head's doing while I tell myself to stop, do what I'm supposed to and not just waste time. I bet I've  developed some sort of instantaneous ADD because I can not focus and do what I'm supposed to. It's gonna get me in a lot of trouble if I don't stop blogging about my problems, which is my problem, and start solving them. AAAAAAAAAAAAAhhhhhh it's just sooo boring.

12:58:24

It feels like summer

As soon as I stepped outside today I could smell it. It smelled like summer. It's been a beautiful day and it really felt like summer when I ate a falafel by "Saluhallen". I t felt summery even when my mom, my brothers and I stole 100 liters of cow poo. That's right we nicked manure. I guess you're wondering why, but the thing was that we went there to buy 5 (á 50 litre) bags and it's like this that you pay for it inside the store but all these different types of soils, peat and manure and stuff for your garden are kept outside in the parking lot and you load it into your car from there. So we just took two more than we payed for simply because we could. Opportunity does make the thief. :lol:

I also inlined to "Saltholmen" with my brother riding his bike. He draged me almost half the way but I were still exhausted when we got back home. But as you might understand that also felt very summery.

Music Video of the day: Breakdown by Jack Johnson

It's a very summery video. See ugly looking link below...

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Z50ZveXL-Ps

Summer and and a mistake for lunch

Carling Weekend Reading line up

http://www.meanfiddler.com/displayPage_reading.asp?ArticleID=1358&URLID=67

If I lived closer I'd definitely go. Since I don't I could use some friends to join me...

 

My brothers and I were just about to make waffles. The package said to add 0.7 l of water, due to lack of communication we managed to add 7 coups of water instead of 7 dl. which is twice the amount required, or something. So now we have added more flour and decided to make pancakes out of the batter instead. And right now  adding an egg to the batter has been decided. Only we don't have any eggs...Have a great lunch everyone!!

just waitin'

...For the pizza we've orderd to be ready to be picked up.

bread, sauce, cheeeezzzzzzzze, kebab meat, iceberg lettuce and hot kebab sauce. I'm really hungry it's 18.35 and I haven't eaten since the easter falefels in bamba...