Well, most of the time i feel really really weak and i am, but if someone i know gets hurt something in my body starts boiling and then my whole body feels weird and stronger. does this happen to others?

lol well judging from your reaction you're still a teenager at best, so 'love' is an impossible occurrence. Love takes experience, something you don't posses. As for your 'problem' being obsessive will only scare her away, don't be a sketch bag.

and for future reference, ur blog is a perfect place for this kind of stuff.
Beaman

so what your saying is that its not love but obsession? i don't think i'm obsessing over her, like i said, i try to lower my feelings for her but i can't... they're too strong (god i sound like a douche). i think i know love by now, because my feelings for her are different from other girls. other girls i don't feel love for but just you know.. ... feelings for her are different.. so if its not love then what is it?

For one, she's not flirting with you, your mind's just making it seem that way. I know, trust me.aaaaarrrrggggg

how do you know? a few days ago she was like, "come help me with this cuz you love me". i was like "wow.." *runs to her*

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[QUOTE="icekoldwater"]eh.. dont get too crazed for her...SaugaGames

i wish i had control over it! love just happens (as corny as it may sound) i didn't decide to fall in love!! i try to lower my feelings for her but she just does something and i fall more in love with her than ever.

Hopefully you're a little toned down when you're around her.

lmao, in front of her i act as if there is nothing going on, although my cheeks go fire red.

eh.. dont get too crazed for her...icekoldwater

i wish i had control over it! love just happens (as corny as it may sound) i didn't decide to fall in love!! i try to lower my feelings for her but she just does something and i fall more in love with her than ever.