Before I start, I got premission from leader-sama nightmare-_- to post this.

This has to do with me and the June '09 thing.

I have been given a great honor in which to request and explain my wishes to resume the life before all the chaos by explaining and allowing the officers and members to accept or decline my plee.

I wanted to say I am very sorry to anyone I might have upset at that time and I was in a over emotional state at that time *cries* I really was hesitant about many things and I just felt so terrible. I was very confused and sought comfort in a newer place in hopes of finding it. I actually was childish when I had left, as I said, my emotions had taken over and everything I had found out made me confused. I was deeply pained for a long time and immediately had hopes of trying to fix things. I seriously want to come back and rekindle the family like bonds that I miss so much. It's been really painful not being there to help like I wanted to, I was so confused. *cry*

I would do almost anything to prove it(almost since I'd rather not jump off a building please...)

Basically I am very sorry to any I caused problems for and hope they will allow me to try and be friends again, I would like another chance.:(

To all I effected, please accept my sinceriest sorry :cry: To those confused by this or unconcerned, I hope you too forgive me even if your confused.

School was ruff

*kicks back* Hey kiddos :P

Got detention in math Xo Teacher hate me, I swear. Overall fairly good =p