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I feel like crying. Loss is a funny thing.


Its really strange, you really dont know what you have untill its gone. Before you jump to conclusions though let me clarify, no one has died( at least no one I know) but as I have learned life is not all that there is to care about. My backup 400gb HDD died. Now the first thing your gonna think is PFFT...its just a piece of hardware....and you're damn right, but its the data that it contained that squeezes tears outta my eye. My back up hdd contained everything Ive ever created...good or bad from since 2005, the list consists of 200+ insturmentals, 50 + photoshop artworks, 7 or so sketches, pictures of friends and family almost all of which were only digital, the bones of my website which i will share with you in a minute and other stuff which isnt as important. the only thing that I could salvage was the 22 intrumentals, 100 other songs and 2 pics of me... all on my psp. Now the HDD died about 3 weeks ago and up untill 10 or so mins ago I was in total denial.... then i played this instumental of mine, Multiple Rebirth while its nothing extra special on its own it was part of the sweetest gesture I ever made. It was part of the E- Valentines card that I created my self in flash 8, along with several other elaborate gifts, was my valentines gift to this girl I loved (shes on gamespot too, bet cha cant spot her :p). Now I would love to show you this card BUT the only copy resides on my back up hdd. And as if to pour salt on the wound...i loaded up my experimental flash website neXus Works (its unoptomized so it takes a while to load)but i can no longer edit it ....cuz its on the backup.....see the trend:(. The only good thing that came outta this is that i have internet at home(FINALLY), i got a new shexy PC and i got a new GF...which adds to my theory....that fate makes you trade one good thing you take for granted for one good thing that you want.

WOW My pc is soooooooo OLDDDDDDDD .....o_0

I was just browsing around the forums reading random threads, when i stumbled upon the PC hardware discussion and this guy pointing to a 9.6 ghz pc on ebay....which was a fraud by the way (it was a quad core@ 3.0 ghz) and the more thread i read the more it dawned on me..........my pc is like senile, bones turned to dust, needs to be buried ...oooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooold sheesh. wanna know the specs? :P

Dell Optiplex
P3 731 mhz...dunno what the FSB is
256mhz PC100 SDRAM!!!!
Radeon 7000
40gb HDD
CDROM drive...no burning here
Generic Floppy Drive
Generic 5.1 sound card

.....gheyness. But some how I manage Adobe Photoshop/Imagereadycs2, Flash 8, FLstudio 5, 7 on it almost bareably.

PS2 Games.....Cheaper than air ?

Well not quite but they sure are cheap. Take today for instance I went to one of my local stores(CEX) with one simple goal in mind, Buy a game. So as i strolled the store looking up and down shelves I spotted one game which i had never even heard of; "Maken shao : Demon sword" for £2.00, yea thats 2(two) pounds, so i though to my self it cant be that bad right. soI grabbed it. then out of the corner of my eye i spot "The matrix : Path of neo" . Now being a martix nut but not havin a ps2 for like forever saw me miss this game on its initial release so when i saw it for £5.00 it didnt even think twice. With two games in hand now I though that it should be ample entertainment....and then i spot *the lord of the rings: the third age* outta the corner of my eye for another £2.00 :D and i remeber reading one gamespot i think it was that said its almost like FFX so I snatched it up too. So now I go to the check out pay £10 get 3 games and I still recieve change...now how awesome is that.

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While i have been way too lazy to write anything in my blog of late, Im never too lazy to mess around with adobe products:D.

Its a GIF....and a big one at that ...give it a couple secs to load ..

TMNT: The boardroom meeting.

Sometime in 1989....... 

Chairman of the board: Good afternoon ladies and gentlemen, today we here to brainstorm over a new product, it must be fresh innovative and most of all it has to be utter crap so the kids love it and make their parents spend oodles of cash on it :twisted:

Board Member 2: ...............TURTLES!!!!!!!
*The entire room*: huh ...Turtles?!?!? WTF :shock:
Member 2: What .....turtles are good....
Member 8: uhhh...no they aint >_>
Chariman: I like it, what else you got?
Member 5: uhhhh lets make em Red neck turtles:D
Chariman: uhh how about ...NO...
Member 5: brazillian?
Chairman: no
Member 5: Russian
chairman: .....no..>_>
Member 5: chinese
Chairman: no
Member 5: Mexican?
Chairman: You said that already...:evil:
Member 5: uhh no i didnt ...
Chairman: You said Brazillian :evil:
Entire room: ...*silence*...
____**Tumble weed**___
Memebr 3: .....Lets make em teenagers...*winces*
Chairman: HMMM...:roll:....Yea...thats more like it , keep em coming people
Memeber 1: uhhh......how about teenage turtles................. that race cars:shock:
Chairman: NOOOOOO
Member 7: Lets make em mutant turtles
Chairman: ...ooooo I like that  ...So we have Teenage mutant Turtles...hmm somethings missing....
Member 8: We could give em weapons...
Chairman: That goes with out saying....All kids toys must have small dangerous additions so the kids can poke themselves in the eye:twisted:
Member 6: How about Robots...give em robot suits :D
Chairman: HELL no ....thats just GHEY >_______>
Member 1:......
Memebr 3:....
Member 2: LETS MAKE EM NINJAS!!!!! PHWOAR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Member 6: :shock: .....Dude lay off the coffee..(-_-)
Chairman:...EXCELLENT!!!!!!....Good job people, promotions all 'round.

 

This Idea came to me when I asked myself, who's bright idea was it to take turtles.....make them teenagers....make them mutant teengers......and then make them ninjas:? LOL

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                                     .......Elementary my dear watson