Let me gat rid of the big elephant in the room first. I went back with Emily after all of the stupid **** we went through last summer because I thought she changed. I still have the messages of us talking to one another in Febuary and to be honest at the time I didn't believe it. Buddy boy of my mind told me never trust her again and yet I did after a few weeks past. She turned out to have been hiding some stuff from me though. I'm running on both speculation and what I can pretty much prove by her actions that during seeing me she was seeing other guys. I have a diagnostics paper written on her. She is like this because of her split personallities. I hate to say it this way but she has scars about her "elegidly" getting raped, sorry but I think that was the turning point of her eventual whore-streak. I was a victum of listening to her side that I love and being used by the evil side that only wants pleasure on having many guys and taking diffrent personallities with each of them. Fact is I still love her, but like Halo 3, I am exclusive to only one console. I love Emily with all my heart, but I no longer am in love with her. I would go as far as saying I wanna be friends with her but thats all. She needs friends more than anything since she doesn't have any. Hate is a part I feel because my other half speaks to me about it and wants to humiliate the **** out of her. I am stronger than that. Besides, not like I can't get another girlfriend. I am not gonna get into details on what might happen in the near future but I will say that I love to go to Walgreens for a reason. So more power to ya Emily. That title I gave you can stay as is. the reasons are erased though.

Instead of going into catagories, I'm gonna do this a bit difrent. I'm just gonna write. So if you want to read something specific, sorry, you gotta read the whole thing. E3 is later today ( since it is 4am) and will be airing in a few hours. Due to the recent events I am a bit back and forth. I will say that the stuff that was leaked kinda killed it for me. I'm a bit sad for that, since I did look forward to being suprised. MLG was fantastic this past weekend... NUff said. If you wanna check any of these things out then you should check out the websites. For those who I hold near and dear (Emily included) I am gonna be busy doing things this summer. I am gonna become a master of the turntables and become a dancer once again. anything to get off this bad feeling of sadness and anger( only because I feel betrayed and by the one person I wanted to be with). My life must continue as planned and nothing can stand in my way from that. Priority numero uno is getting a car by the end of the month. As I get to doing that I plan to also join a dance studio. I been wanting to do this for a while and I can't wait to do so.

*Sigh* I wish I could have a better reason for my missing reviews but there are no excuses for promises. So I will say that they will be up a.s.a.p. No excuses.

MAJORLEAGUEGAMING.COM-for those who wanna see what I didn't get into lol.

First thing I wanna go aead and do is say disreguard that last entry. I think its stupid and beneath me to even think about stuff like that. Plus that subject has been beaten to death by people up high in the gaming industry so I don't think I need to say anything about it. I'll just stick to my guns and keep the ball rolling. I had both the pokemon white and call of duty Black ops reviews done, but it seems the computer I was using at the time messed up those so I will have to redo both of them. I will have them up by the end of the day though. Thisentry is gonna be a little more personal on my part just so I can give a perspective to those who don't know me well as a person to see that side. Even though I am a huge gamer there are things that I do other than own noobs in every game I touch.

Marlon Ashley Morgan: To keep things simple, I am 21, I was born and raised in Chicago Illinois, I am a pretty friendly person to get along with, I generally don't like people who think they are all that and can't even back it up. I love competition. Without a shadow of a doubt! As a kid I always seen competition as a way to become a better person. Kinda like leveling up in real life. My huge weakness has to be my heart. I care too much for others rather than myself. When I was younger it was pretty bad. I put myself in a lot of positions where I was in the bad on my part just to help another person. I learned from those lessons, and I don't regret them either. Currently I am living with my biological mother, my two sisters, and my mothers husband, which I have always seen as a father figure since I was little. I work at lincoln Towing for the time being, for I will be heading to another job sooner than later. I am in a relationship with a girl named Emily kesso, and we been in each others lives for two years going on three. She is the love of my life and I couldn't ask for a better soul mate. SHe has seen my competative side more times than I would have wanted her to see. I feel its best to keep that side away from her, but she does accept me for who I am. She knows the good hearted side of me and I love her for that amoung many other things. I am well known by many people in the Chicago area and that is because I am a gamer who goes around talking to everyone. I don't care about race, affiliation, etc... if you ever played a game, we have something in common. I made that a reality when I started a gaming club in my high school in my last year before I left. My ultumate goal is to use my people skills to bring everyone(gamer and non-gamer) in one circle and kinda go a little further from their regular click to get to know your fellow human being. I use gaming as a means to do so. If I wasn't gaming, I would be either one of the following three: 1.Going for a football carrer. 2. Becoming a poet. 3. Trying a dancing carrer, or something with music. My greatest fear is dying without anyone knowing who I am. So leaving a legacy of somesort will at least for me put a halt to that. My main circle of friends that I consider a part of my brotherhood are some of the funniest, big hearted, intelectual, amazing people I have ever met in my life. They are the guys I will always keep as good company, for they know how to party. I see myself being a well known contributer to the gaming comunity, for it has done so much for me. I would love to still be near Chicago, the greatest city in the world. Hopefully wit ha huge house full of kids and animals. That would be lovely. Especially if its with Emily.

The Beast within: I have a little confession, I do have a bit of an alter ego named Seth. A darkside of me. The real drive to my wanting competioion. Not just games, but just about everything I do. I piss in a public place and I make sure I am the best pisser ever. No joke. I get nuts in that mode. very. no limits to what I can do. I don't use it as often as I use to because I am trying diffrent ways to hone my gaming skills. Using more peaceful ways rather than the more agressive ways of my alter ego.

For the millionth time: I actually seen Emily the very first time during a Christmas party in my high school. Didn't really talk to each other at the time but months later actually during the summer, we crossed paths, we talked, chemestry was instant, things flew off after that. We had our share of ups and downs, but where we are now I am glad we made it there. We are more mature, we connect at a level that nobody can explain. When we are together, we tend to give off this energy of love tht other catch and are inspired by it. Its amazing to say the least. Our families don't really see eye to eye due to some past things that happened between her and I, I am a little disapointed that my mom doesn't like her, I feel its my fault for that, but she is will ing to accept whoever I am with just as long as I am cereful. I respect that. Just hope she can accept that her little boy is grown.

Thats all I have for now. My next entry will go back on gaming with my point of view of casual vs. hardcore gaming

Hello fellow peeps in the world of gaming. I hope you all are having a good time. Especially today, which feels wonderful. As you might have seen in my first entry (if not go read it now) I am drooling from the mouth for E3 and of course to keep calm till its here I listen for whatever new I can. The majority of this stuff can be found on this website but I want to give an opinion on what I think on a few things. Even if they don't matter and nobody cares about this.

E3 part 2: Why is it there is always something bad whenever there is good? Is balance really that interesting that every good thing has to have a let down? What I mean actually is the fact that I have a 3ds and can't even use it to its full potential simply because Nintendo wants to do delays. I understand that they need to work out the kinks before the eShop is available. I want this to be out now so I can download some old gameboy games I been wanting to play for years now. This doesn't really bother me too much but it comes out the day of E3 so I put it in this catagory. Sony still has online unavailable, and iI think they said about 900,000 credit card information stolen. Not sure because I know I am not a part of it, but it sucks for those who are. Sony use to be top dog in my book, but for a half decade now I just don't care too much for them, and for something like the online to shut down and still not available a month after the incodent is a slap to the face to all who enjoy Ps3 gamers. I'm not saying microsoft is perfect, but when their service shut down, it was for like two days and it was back on. Not too many people cared because they all had time to play some single player games. Funny thing is this doesn't bother me as much as the real problem at hand ( which I will write about shortly). On a bright side, there are some badass announcements ( besides Crysis 2 DLC coming out May 17th) like Soul Calibar 5, a Teeken movie, and Hitman. Not as big as a new console but those are very good franchises and I can't wait to see what new stuff will be out.

The Thorn on my side is...: Well, I started playing Black ops again ( which by the way I will have a review of that in the next 24 hours of this being posted) and its a hell of more annoying than when I left. WHy do you ask? Because the clan of 12 year old children are talking about how they are gonna rape my mother and shoot my dick off!!! ( I don't know if they were 12, I just know they are not old enough to play a game like Call of duty). I...Hate... I can't say hate, because that doesn't come near to how I really feel. I just can't see how or why parents are so stupid to buy their kid a "M" rated game and think their kid is okay with it. Those parents who know about the games they buy their kids, and are keeping a close eye on they are being shown, I thank you all!!! For you bring light to the dark pit of stupidness. Not only that, but for those parents dumb enough to buy the game for little Timmy because he will be distracted from the outside world... **** YOU!!! The same excuse is always brought up. " Its a popular game". " Everyone says its fun". " I don't know what its all about but the commercial says its cool". It has a Mature rating on it you fool!!! It means that techniclly, your kid has to be an adult to play it!!! The EsRB was made so people can follow the rules. Thenthe parents blame the stores. Why? They all tell you whatagegroup its for. I know because I use to do it. In facteveryone has to do it since its a rule. So because your kid won't shut up about it you just have to buy it. Okay. The rate of suicidal children or school shootings have to be blamedon the gaming comunity. For people carelessly buying VIOLENT games for kids. For those that know what you are doing, please know that still out of all of you a small percentage still is counted into this. If you condone a child sitting in front of a TV with a game that allows you to blow off the heads of youopponent, make sure your child knows the diffrence between fantasy and reality. Play with them once in a while too to see how they react tothe game so you might catch a sign of them going crazy before its too late. Iknow it has been talked about for ages, but nothing has changed so far. Plus, to the child who is talking mad **** but can't back it up. People can fi9nd out who you are and look for you and kill you... its not that hard these days. So the next time that you wanna say something like **** you ***** and ******** your mother. Know that you are not entirely safe if the person on the other side is actually crazy.

Final note: I will be putting another thing up just for the hell of it and a new review for both Call of Duty: Black Ops and Pokemon White soon. Hit me up on my facebook ( posted on my first entry) and send me a message on what you think of all of this.

Hello. Just to say since this is my first entry I am starting in I will say sorry for the crysis 2 review delay. I have been going through some mind games that I feel that I should share with who ever is out there. Hopefully I can get a few follerers on this and it can work out well. I am starting to do reviews and put up my thoughts on the entertainment world ( not just games) just to get use to writing again. So for this series of writing I guess I will call this the maze of the mar since its basiclly me picking off my brain. So I will start of with what I think is the most important thing for gaming. Then whatever else I can think of.

Thoughts on E3!!!: This is one of the many things on my mind simply because its just around the corner and there is some plenty of rumor mills going on. The big white flaming elephant in the room would have to go to Nintendo revieling a new console. From what I know so far, it would be slightly better than xbox 360 and ps3 graphic wise and also will have some sort of streaming or wi-fi connectivity with the controllers which I also heard have a small screen on them. I don't know really if it is true, but thinking about it makes me wonder just what has nintendo been up to... I don't see too much going on with the Wii, which goes to say that it just might be for the reason of developers having the new nintendo tech and working with it. If these rumors are true, then it makes me wonder just what might happen in the next generation consoles in inovation. Other than that there is some games I am looking forward to see some gameplay for. Kingdom hearts 3... WHERE THE **** ARE YOU!?!?!?! Seriously though, after all of the **** thats been going on I only wonder just why is it that they are taking an eternity for this game to have a sequal. With Disney having rights to Marvel heros, even if it might be asking for too much, I would love to play as Sora in the realm of the avengers... just saying... Mass effect 3 is high on my list, even though it was delayed till Q1 2012 which means december 2011 to march 2012. I know this game is gonna rock my socks off and a small dose of shepard kicking ass will be like Optimus Prime ripping through michigan avenue. Just... EPIC!!! Assassins Creed is gonna be another to look at. The last chapter of ezio... bout time. Star wars The old republic is gonna be fun. They might have another epic trailer. really I am always pumped for the press confrence for Microsoft. They never disapoint me. Sony... Okay, lets be honest. I just don't care for the Playstation that much compared to Microsoft and Nintendo, but I will give them the benefit of a doubt saying that they got games up their sleeve... *cough* Kingdom Hearts 3 *cough*. Ea is gonna hold up the Battlefield 3 game like the answer to curing cancer which comes in the form of call of duty. By the way. I only dont like call of duty that much because it went from hardcore to casual. Thats all. The atmosphere changes when a game does that. Its still a fun game, but I like less children talking about raping my mom and more team comunication. I heard a rumor that Microsoft might try to do the handheld thing... hopefully they stop before nintendo destroys all of life as we know it.anything not nintendo handheld should never exsist. NGP (or psp2) for sony looks good, but will flop under the weight of the 3ds, which since I have one, i cant wait to see some badass games coming out for it. Kid Icuris is numero uno on my list till they anounce a 3d pokemon game... Yes people, after 11 years I still play pokemon. You will find out why in my pokemon black and white review. Activision is gonna wow the casual group with another generic call of duty since the real group behind modern warfare works for EA. This is gonna be a good E3 to say the least. Like two falcon punches hitting one another... inside joke there.

The life of me...: As for me, I been okay. just a little down since Emily ( my girlfriend) hasn't made it to chicago yet. its been over a month since I last saw her. The group is on a wierd heiatus because we all are kinda doing our own thing. work, school, etc. we still hang every now and then but this summer seems to be the first quiet one in a while. The news has been going nuts on things that happened. Royal wedding ( which wasn't that bad). Osama Bin Laden is dead (seriously this time, no Chuck Norris joke included) the tornado disaster down south was pretty bad. the world is a bit loopy with emotions from all thats been going on. I really don't have much to say in this part. Really because I been occupying my mind with the build-up to E3.

Final note: If you have anything that you would like for me to check out hit me up on my facebook page http://www.facebook.com/profile.php?id=1587800527or send me something on this website. Oh yeah, I find the PSN shutdown bad, but don't really care for it since I am on the 360 85% of the time. 15% on the ds online.

Okay, now that I have time to do this review I will say that this is my feelings of the game about a month of it being out. I have an altered point of view from when I first got this game. Even if it's not much of a change I did find some stuff I should take note on while writing this. No matter what you take from this review know that I recomend this game to the fullest. Spoiler alert!!! maybe...

Story: As far as the story goes, its nothing too off course of the shooter genre. You are a military trained soldier that is fighting against an evil organization and an alien race in a power suit that enhances your abilities on the battlefield. The major diffrence? This isn't your average super suit. The nanosuit ( nanosuit 2.0 to be exact) has the abilities to make you super strong, invincible for a short time, and turn invisible. The gameplay rides on you using the suit at the best of your abilities. For me, this is a bit of a game changer sincethe nanosuit plays a big part of the story. You are acharacter named Alcatraz, a silent soldier that unfortinatly gets shot nearly to death by an alien gunship and is saved by a mysterious figure in the nanosuit. Yo then later wake up in the suit and become the sucsessor to the man that saved you (since he decided to shoot himself in the head to break the link between him and your new best friend) and uncover the secrets behind the suit and the alien race. During your journey you are set with meeting a few key characters to the lore of the series. you set out to find Dr. Gould and have him brief you on what you are up against. though on your way to him, a military force is set to kill you thinking you are the man who killed himself earlier to save you. This story has so many twists and turns that I don't really want to say much about it. it is worth playing through and you won't be disapointed.

Gameplay: Think call of duty meets halo meets splinter cell. Even with those amazing titles combined in your head, you still won't get the full idea of just how wonderful the gameplay is. its simply a breath of fresh air and can't possibly be more needed than at a time like this.the controls are fluent and very responsive. Just the way you can play singleplayer, go in an area and choose how to go about things feels pretty damn good. Crytek did a very well done job blending linear gameplay with open world options. As for multiplayer, if you think the biggest gun will win the battle, you clearly don't know what kind of game your playing. From all of what I played on multiplayer, once in a blue moon you will get the "call of duty player" trying to do things like run-n-gun or even no scope. Sorry kids, this game is for real men!!! you have to get a costumed to using the nanosuit. By doing so you can win the majority of your battles. Also work with your team well. I recomend playing with friends that can comunicate a lot, otherwise its gonna be pretty quiet if you don't ( In my opinion, the most quiet online shooter, which isn't bad, just wish people can talk more online).

Graphics: If you were to tell me that these graphics suck, I might just rip your eyes out to see what can be wrong with them. Hands down one of the greatest looking games to date. I only seen it on the 360, but from what I hear, the graphical powerhouse goes to the Pc version... nuff said. The first game was so powerful that the consoles couldn't hold a candle to the crytek engine. For the fact that they had to dumb down the graphics, made my jaw drop and wonder just how mighty this engine is.

Replay value: Even though I am currently destroying lives on my three new babies( gears 3 beta and super street fighter 4 3d... oh and pokemon) I will most definatly be playing this bad boy more often than Halo. Yes... this game is my new Halo... so if you like shooters, please check this one out. If you have it... I hope you are on the 360. Just so we can play together.

Overall: Out of my top 10 list... I say this game will be very close to the top on having. Its a must buy in my opinion, and a much better purchase than Homefront or anything around the "Call of duty" area. At least till battlefield 3 comes out.

I want to post up someting before my review. I wanted to say something about Emily Ann Kesso. I believe there is no better person for me to be with in life than her because she is my one true favorite person to be with. during our younger time together I learned just how much of a caring and loving person she is and I believe she is the one for me. I say this with all honesty, no other female comes before her. This includes both my moms, they come second to Emily(sorry moms, but you will understand one day). Even if it might be bogus but nobody else that I met has made such an effect on my life like she has in a positive way.She is my other half, my soulmate, and my angel of the night. I can't ask for a better life partner and I hope that in the coming years we can become the greatest friends, the best lovers, and be capable to spread that love to others so they too can keep the love chain going. I want to (its gonna get cheesy here so if you want to skip the rest if you are here then read my review if its up by now) marry her and grow old with her. My life would not be the same if she is not around. I will be depressed for all eternity if she isn't still with me 10 years from now. I want to have children with her. I don't care how many, the more the marrier. As long as they have her beautiful smile and wonderful personality. I want her to be at my side till the end of time. I promise to myself that I will do my best to be the one man in her life. I want to be there for her always. When she comes back from Arizona from seeing her dad I want to do something special for her.

P.S. I want to write more details but I am a bit sleepy lol. So good night world and remember I love Emily Ann Kesso with every fiber of my being. She is my true Zen and Peace. My reason to wake up in the morning. My number 1 love in my life.

So I decided to use this account again and maybe I will slowly start a youtube page of some sort with game commentary. I will be using this page for blogs, rants and reviews till then. I will put up a Crysis 2 review to kick off this idea and hopefully it all goes well. So much has changed since I used this account so I might backtrack on a few things.