I don’t know today I have the day off, I plan on spending it playing Xenosaga and Ratchet and Clank: going commando. This is the second time I played Ratchet and Clank: Going Commando, it’s the first game that as soon as I finished it the first time I played it again. I may also try to finish some of the other games that I have been playing those being Prince of Persia: the sands of time, Front Mission 4, La Purcelle Tactics, and X-men Legends. I mean I’m at the end of both Front Mission and X-men I just need to finish them up. Prince of Persia I’m about 60% done, which is a major accomplishment for me, seems how I’m horrible at these types of games. I just started La Purcelle and I’m about 9 hour’s into Xenosaga, but can’t really find myself getting into this game. Oh as well as doing some studying for my anatomy & Physiology class I may as well read the chapter in my IST class. I’m not even sure what IST stands for all I know is it has something to do Technology and the use of computers. The class is so boring and pointless, and yes I’m complaining about it again. Oh well… I seem to get a friend request just about every time I log on to gamespot, it’s nice, but I find myself wondering what I did to make this person want to be on my friends list, or do they just want the badge? Oh well once again who cares? I think I’m off to check my live journal as well as myspace…

This is what has been currently keeping me in the sad side of life, other than my dad dying back in November... It is a whole girl thing...

What do I do in this situation?
I am so lost on what to do or even what is going on. I mean this girl I've liked for a few months now has been really talking to me and wanting to hang out with me, and we have been. But like I know she is with a guy and everything but I'm not sure how serious they are. And she has wanted me to meet her friends and last night she invited me to go out with her, Mark (her bf), and Tony (her other friend). And most of the night she and I talked it was great, on the way home she asked me if I was ready to date again because I had just been through a break up several months ago. I don’t know if I should say something to her about my interest in her or if I should just be happy she's in a relationship and just be a good friend. I mean I could even let her know of my interest or what not, I have no idea; I don’t want to ruin our friendship. I also fear that if I don't say something to her I'll regret it for a while so I don’t know. Maybe she is just introducing me to her friends to be nice, but I don’t know she was really excited about it. I always thought that introducing someone to friends is showing interest in someone or something¡, ¦I don’t know I have always been told that or something. I don’t know if this post even makes any sense or anything but if you could give me some insight it would all be good. I posted this in on an advice form and got little feedback, other than from heather I mean I appreciate what she said and all just want a little more advice. I mean from some of my people who know me best and what not.

My new theme song
Your girl friends hate me by Reggie and the Full Effect

The Lyrics are as follows:

Your boyfriend, he likes you, but does he really try
Can he do, what I do, should you just say good-bye
Your girlfriends, they tell you, don't ever trust a guy
Should you do, what they do, don't have a reason why
It's nothing that I can do, just write another song for you, so
(It's nothing, I can do)
Your boyfriend , he loves you, but never can reply
Would he say, what I day, I wish you'd say good-bye
It's nothing that I can do, just write another song for you, so
(It's nothing, I can do)
This is all that I'm saying
This is all that I'm saying
Your boyfriend, he likes you, but does he really try
Can he do, what I do, should you just say good-bye
It's nothing that I can do, just write another song for you, so
(It's nothing, I can do)
(6X) This is all that I'm saying 

Just as this song says, is exactly what I've seen...