Yeah just like the Nine Inch Nails song, thats exactly what my life is like rightnow. It has left me dull and empty inside, and the weekends are no better. I have become the thing I hate the most, 9 to 5 zombie working for peanuts. It dawned on me last week and, like a smack in the face. Then I though, how can I escape this and there real is no easy way out. I guess this what happens when you dont try or even care about life anymore. I think im going to drink this weekend, kill my liver a bit, forget about what a dull life I have, and play Battlefield 2 or CS:Source.

The best part about it is I turn 21. What timing you know?? So, Im going on a drinking binge. Nothing but Vodka, Scotch, Whiskey, and Rum. Im gonna throw up, then im gonna die, its gonna be great.

About a week ago I got me a new 30gig Photo iPod and I tell you it beats the hell out of carrying a cd player, and a cd case around. The music just sounds ass good as a CD would. It was well worth what I paid for it, and it keeps me from falling asleep in my cube, which means I will get in trouble less, lol.