I have no life.

I am alone in a world that doesn't want me.

1. Name: emma

2. Nickname: Emzy ems emme

3. Birthday: july 18th
4. Place of birth: dorchester hosp

5. Zodiac sign: Cancer the crabby

6. Male or female: female
7. Education: school at the mo

8. Schools you went to:Archbishop Wake,Milldown Middle
9. Occupation: Student
10.Residence:England
11.Screen names: rockchick9999,if i throw a stick will you leave,emz,i like you i shall kill you last,
+ Your Appearance +

12. Hair colour: Brown
13. Hair length: long

14. Eye colour: Green/Hazel
15. Best feature: 0 zero.none

16. Height:short

 17. Braces: No
18. Glasses: no

19. Piercing:ears
20. Tattoos: No
21. Righty or lefty: lefty
+ Your 'Firsts' +

22. First best friend: Tanya and Amy and Natasha in 1st school

23. First award: recorder club!

24. First sport you joined: ummm....i dunno

25. First pet: squeak!my likkle baby..poor squeaky..he got cancer.*cries*

26. First real vacation: France
27. First concert: something really poppy
28. First love: *snifff***
+ Favorites +

29. Movie: Kill Bill,mean girls,team america
30. TV Show: tv!!maybe xiaolin showdown,oo i dunno

31. Colour: purple
32. Rapper: eminem
33. Band: way to many
34. Song right now: All american rejects-dirty lil secret

35. Friend:(adds s)umm clairey,mish,lil mike,kelly,tanya,jamie,and other poeple on here!
36. Candy: lollipops
37. Sport to play:none!

38. Restaurant: pizza hut!
39. Favorite brand to wear: No Fear or lonsdale or band tshirts
40. Store: hmv,musiczone,elemental,lemon tree

41. School subject: sociology.

42. Animal: cat
43. Book: j.wilson books

44. Magazine: Kerrang
45. Shoes: diadora
+ Currently +

46. Feeling: Lonely
47. Single or taken?: Single, Always have been
49. Eating: nout

50. Drinking: nout

51. Typing: this

52. Online?: no dur..

53. Listening to: Television
54. Thinking about: Life,the meaing and everything.
55. Wanting to:write

56. Watchingthe screen
57. Wearing: tshirt and jeans

+ Future +

58. Want kids: yep

59. Want to be married: yep

60. Careers in mind: creative-journalist,songwriter,author,etc

61. Where do you want to live?: UK and holiday abroad
62. Car: Near Future:a pretty 1?

+ Which is Better With The Opposite Sex +

63. Hair colour: Any
64. Hair length: any

65. Eye colour: any
66. Measurements: any

67. Cute or sexy: Cute
68. Lips or eyes: Eyes
69. Hugs or kisses: Hugs
70. Short or tall: well you cant get much shorter than me!so i'll say taller..

71. Easygoing or serious: both at different times
72. Romantic or spontaneous: Both
74. Sensitive or loud: Sensetitive
75. Hook-up or relationship: relationship
77. Trouble maker or hesitant one: meh

+ Have you ever.. +

78. Kissed a stranger: no

79. Had alcohol: Yes
80. Smoked: no

81. Ran away from home: thought bout it
82. Broken a bone: yes
85. Broken someones heart: no

86. Broke up with someone: No
87. Cried when someone died: Yea
88. Cried at school: no

+ Do You Believe In +

89. God: sorta

90. Miracles: Sure
91. Love at first sight: No
93. Aliens: Yea
94. Soul mates: Yes
95. Heavenyes
96. Hell: yes
98. Kissing on the first date: not really..
99. Horoscopes: sorta

+ Answer Truthfully +

100. Is there someone you want, but you know you can't have?
no not really apart from famous people!

Hi i think we need an explanation of the bobs!

There are many bobs and they are all evil!There is a bob that is "in love with me" one that is in love with mini mike and another one bob the bob.Finally there is bob the builder,bob that is watching claireys bf and just plain bob!

Ok school-sucky

Job-well being clairey accessory is going okay..apart from the pain...

This is a story...

I am in pain cos i got michelle counselling cos she was sad then she bled me dry and stole all my money for counselling and made me sad so now i need counselling but i have no money so its all her fault!And now she offers me money  but its too late!

lol

If you want to hear the story i wrote in art class (remember claire?)Then maybe i can type it out sometime.Claire read it then asked me if i was feeling okay.....grr...

Aaah no!Its the end of the world again!*hides under chair*ooh  not the best hiding place...... *gets out* im guessing its safe now!

Song for the day:Sandi Thom If I was A Punk Rocker

Ding dong

Whos there?

Bong!

Muh ha aha

Im claire's accessory which i think is a good thing....

Tsk tsk everyone fighting over muffins and cupcakes...share ...share....

And i must be a miserable person cos i cant write happy songs

Song of the day:an oldy,sum 41,in too deep!

Hi,

   School was really depressing today..Someone died in half term and it was just so sad..He was in my tutor group and everyone was all choked up in registration even the teacher.His friends faces were all red with tears and it was all sad..we had a memorial thing for him but it was only half an hour then we all had to sit on the grass with free drinks and remember him.It makes me think...about my own mortality and my friends.I just am a lil shocked really...I pass my death day every year and don't realise it!!

Ok I'll calm down now..The rest of school was pretty normal...Maths was so boring I just couldn't do the graph right I did it six times then thought "I honestly cant be bothered!"

Science was normal."Claire" or Michelle" kept kicking me!The evilness ofthe foot!Grrrr...

Song of the day (yes that again) Perfect day by I don't know who..

My mum just said im absolutely mad..Maybe its cos im seeing snow when its not there.Its snowing damn you!In june...In my own world...

Ok I havent been on in a while but hey you know what... at least im not quiting like some poeple I've seen.Dont give it up!!!!

Ok so on Monday I went on Ebay and bought cds and stuff which was fun :)I bougt HIM and razorlight which are both cool...So I can put them on my mp3 or whatever..

Tuesday I went to poole with my buds...Yeah.It was weird...I was interlectual (cant even spell it let alone be it!) cos I watched the Da Vinci code..i was sorta pressured into it cos I didn't want anyone to be alone or upset.I ate Bk AND HAD DOUGHNUTS (LIL ONES!) AND A MINI CHEESEBURGER THING.So its all good.Not healthy but good.I bought ice cream (cookie dough the best ice cream second only to mint choc chip!)and a drink...But then i was still thirsty and was begging everyone for a drink...But no-one would give me it!!!Kelly was giving us all nicknames-not exactly nice ones but hey,whatever....And none of them rue!Right claire??Then we went back to poole after waiting ages for a stupid bus (the buses were all weird that day....)and got back and nearly all the shops are shut.gone byebyes for the day.So then we go back to good ol tractor country me eating a slice of pizza hidden in a bag.oh yeah and in a shop i bought 2 bottles of drink cos I was that thirsty...

Wednesday I did..not a lot.Was at my nans,wrote a couple of songs and mostly flicked channels on tv watching weird cartoons..I thought about starting a new story but then i changed my mind.My lil creative emma wasnt in the right mood....

Thursday I had to do a party with my family.Yay party!I was doing cocktail sausages on sticks and cheese and pineapple on sticks and cakes and sandwhiches and stuff.!Then i was washing up like 20 times.The only same thing I can do is wash up.....IM TOO DANGEROUS!Muhahahahahaha!etc etc..

So Friday todaI went shopping.SOME PEOPLE are pretty hard to shop with!We went in a shop,got out,then went back in,then picked a card,then picked up something else they wanted to buy... but i hewlped like a good person and bought some cute earrings too...And some badges..Im really getting alot of them atm...Then we went back to Claires and there was no power....No internet,no tv,no radio,nothing...So quiet.....Claire started to hug the tv and i talked to the hamster...but thts normal for me...Hamste!!!So I "helped" Claire with something...Being a bit of a pain and writing on everything and sticking stuff over everyting...I think I annoyed her then.Then I found sometihng that upset me but im not really gonna talk about it...I went home and we had power so ha!!!Then I had to go to hospitall...Not me I havent quite tried to die yet but visiting a relative.I hate the smell of hopitals!It smells too icky!But then they have nice water there.....

Saturday again and again I done not a lot.Watched cheesey tv catched up on homework and other dull boring stuffff....help me Im getting depressed again but I will fight it and Im not telling ANYBODY all the reasond why cos then people make a fuss and get upset and stuff so nahhhh SSSSHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH all is quiet....

I think schools actually getting more suckish....

We sucked at eurovsioin as usual.The finnish act rocked tho!:)

I'm getting a lil addicted to writing songs...Better start to wind down a lil....

*poke* ha ha hahahahahaha!

woo new blog here!yay!

umm 1 more week to school ends.for a whole week!yay!Them we've got bout 6 weeks of school,then summer hols!yay!*dances round room*school is nearly over!

*poke*

Hmmm...this time next year we will have done our exams and be waiting for the results.Then college.....depressing,isn't it?I'm scared!Everythings gonna change AGAIN!

My cat is walking around like he wants to kill somebody.Good job he has no thumbs.

My new house  is almost all together.I say almost we've been sorting it out since March....and my roms still a pit...sigh...

I like chips.A lot.

School still sucks,and though I can't wait to leave it I don't know if im gonna like the future..

ummmm.......yay salt and vinegar dude!:)

I know I promised to keep the depressing stuff

 away...but you know,you can stop now if you don't wanna hear it.I did warn you!

So Kelly came back today from Aus.And I just think we've grown apart.Not in the last few weeks,nut,well,in the last few months,maybe even last year.Its complicated.We just don't seem to be best mates before and well we dont have anything in common anymore.Whenever we speak we just seem to argue..

And now everyones all "lets move there!"And theres nothing wrong with austrailia its just..i dunno.Everythings changing and I don't like it.People are treating me different since she got back.And people are gossiping together and leaving me out of things already..sigh...

Okay I'm not gonna put anything else up cos you'd all probably moan at me.

So what normal stuff happened today?In maths I got totally confused about the homework.Ive asked 5 adults (3 have passed maths,one uses maths in their job and another has a degree in it)and they don't understand it either!

I've decided I might have to live in a trashcan cos I can't see any future for meeee :)