Hey buddies.

Guess what? Just find out I'm the biggest idiot IN THE HISTORY OF IDIOTS!!!! :cry:.

I have been a little upset because my ex and Denisse are always talking and I feel like ignored, like in a circle of two people in love.

Well, he knew I was angry, but he told me: "Hey, can you help me to find out if Denisse likes me?" and I was like :o and :evil:. I answered: "No...I'm sorry, but I won't get involved".

Seriously, just ended crying some minutes ago :cry:. I don't know why I feel SO bad!!!!! I'm not jealous because I don't want to be his girlfriend again after all the things that happened.

Here are the reasons why I'm SOOOOO angry:

He told me he wanted to be as good friends as we used to and he made me believe like he was meaning it, but now I think he wasn't.

He didn't learn anything about our relationship!!!! My tears and my time didn't worth it, now he's confusing all his feeling again, he's seeing a friend like something else.

Think about it...he asked me to be his friend again when he met her...what does that make you think? Oh yeah, he was using me (MAYBE).

And he wants me to find out if she feels something for him!!!! ME!!! HIS EX!!!!! He did a lot of bad things to me, he said lots of lies!!!! I'm not going to help him.

And I'm an idiot because:

My cousin Luisa warned me about beeing friends again...and I didn't listen to her.

I actually thought we could be as good friends as before, but we can't.

I ignored all the horrible things he said about me.

Well, I'm thinking in forgetting about his friendship and ignore him. I know I'll be his work partner because our friends of the cla$$room are friends, so I gotta do it for Denisse, she's SOO AWESOME :D.

But, maybe I'm overacting, maybe I should help me because guess I'm his "friend", but I don't want to see her hurt if he treats her badly and who knows, maybe she can reject him and he might realize I was right, I don't know what to do...I need your opinion, so....

What do you think I should do?

Hey guys.

Do you remember I told you that I had an awesome sorprise that would turn out fine or bad? Well, I'll tell you in some days.

Today I'm really really sad :cry:, I'll explain you why:

Have you ever heard the song "Breath" by Taylor Swift? There's a part that says: "It's 2 am, feeling like I just lost a friend, hope you know it's not easy, easy for me", well, I feel exactly like that :cry:

Do you remember my ex? Well, I decided to ignore all the bad things he said (not at all, but I won't take them so serious), but right now there's something worse, I realized that we never had a real friendship, we used to talk a lot and all that because he thought he liked me (you know, on an atraction way...).

Now, he just talk with me when my friend Denisse is talking with him too, he talks more with her than with me...

I AM LIKE 99.9% SURE THAT HE LIKES HER!!!!!!!! :o But I don't care!!!!! NOT EVEN A LITTLE!!!!! They can get married and I WOULDN'T CARE!!!!!!!

It's just that...it hurts :cry:, I mean...he just...doesn't talk to me as he used to and he pretends nothing happen between us!!!! :cry: AND DIDN'T HE LEARN A LEASSON?!?!?! THEN MY TEARS DIDN'T WORTH IT :cry:.

The worst part is that I still waiting to get a message from him on my cell phone (as I used to)...that's not going to happen. I'm waiting fridays and saturdays to chat with him till 6 am (as we used to)...that's not going to happen :cry:.

I don't know what's the problem with me...I shouldn't be this sad :cry:.

Well, guys, I wish you a happy weekend.

Hey guys, I'm doing this blog because osciel_ben said on his blog that he hadn't hear anything about me and he asked about the audition.

Well, I passed the first audition but it wasn't the last one, so I'll tell you about it on the next next blog, because...

On my next blog I'll write about something REALLY IMPORTANT (at least for me), but I'm not sure if it will turn out fine or if it will turn out bad :o. So you'll have to wait ;).

Anyway, this blog is just to let you know that I didn't leave this place and to let you know that I still alive :P.

Have a nice week :D.

Hey boys and girls!!! How are ya? :D

Wow, I'm TOTALLY excited because I decided to take part of 2 school activities:

First of all, now I'll help to my school's newspaper called "Forja", I'll write the section of ecology :D, I know a lot of people don't care about this and maybe they'll just read it and say "whatever...", but I want to make a diference, I want to help people to change their attitude. I'll probably put my e-mail on my articles to get comments and things like that :D.

I think I'll start writing it right now, because it's for next monday :P.

It will be the best ecology section ever!!!!!!!! :D

And next monday I'll be on a MUSICAL PLAY AUDITION!!!!!!!! :D :o :D :o

I've been thinking what song I'll sing for the audition and I think I've already decided...I'll sing "Love Is On Its Way" by the Jonas Brothers, of course ;), for the good luck...but I might change it for "Gift Of A Friend" by Demi Lovato, I'm not sure yet :P.

I AM SOOOO NERVOUS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! SO WISH ME LUCK ;).

Have a nice weekend!!! See ya!!! :D

Hey guys.

LAST FRIDAY WE HAD A CAR ACCIDENT!!!!!!!!!!!! :o

My brother was driving in front of the school, but suddenly a bus came and it DESTROYED the mirror of the left side.

Then the stupid bus driver started to escape :o, BUT MY DAD STARTED TO FOLLOW HIM!!!!!!!!! :o. Then my dad got out of the car and shouted to him: "YOU'RE NOT GOING TO STOP?!?!?! IDIOT?!?!?!"

The bus driver was still trying to escape and he did lots of times but we followed him for a long time!!!!!!!! Meanwhile my brother was calling the police.

I was sooo scare that I started crying :( and the only thing on my mind was: "OMG, some worse could have happened!!!!!! :cry:".

Finally we stopped him and he couldn't escape anymore, the passenger got off the bus and then THEY STARTED TO INSULT US!!!! TO US!!!!!!!!!!! EVEN WHEN THE BUS DRIVER WAS THE GUILTY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I wanted to "mentar la madre" (expression we use in Mexico to say we're going to insult A LOT with MANY bad words), but my dad was there so I didn't insult to those A.S.S.H.O.L.ES!!!!!!!!!!!!!

The policed arrived and then we found to my brother's friends and they ask us if everything was right.

Finally my mom came and take us back to our house.

Don't worry, anyone got hurt...just the mirror...but it was totally scary :cry:.

Well, that's it guys, see ya!!!

Nice week :D.

Hey friends.

Hope you're fine...I am not :(, I didn't remember when was the time I cried, but now I do...it was about 5 minutes ago...at least it was short and I have been eating a lot of ice cream :(.

I really need you to help me, so here's the problem:

Do you remember that Pepe and I are friends again? Well, I'm not sure if this is ok!!!!!!:cry:. Luisa chated with him longggg time ago and he told her that I'm always talk about SpongeBob, he said that I FOLLOWED HIM TO THE RESTROOM ONCE and that I was cheating on him with his best friend!!!!!!!!!!!!! How can I be friend of someone who thinks that of me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

He said he changed, but he still acting in the same way.

He asked me an apologize for it, EVEN WHEN HE DOESN'T REMEMBER WHAT HE SAID!!!!!!!!!! That shows me that he didn't mean it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

And now he acts like we never were something!!!!!!!!!!!! THAT HURTS LIKE HELL!!!!!!!!!!!! I don't want to be forgotten...now he's throwing everything like trash, so my pain never worth it.

He thinks we can be as good friends as we used to, but I disagree, we used to talk a lot just because he thought he liked me. Now we don't talk so much :|.

I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! GUYS HELP ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! HERE COMES THE TEARS AGAIN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

:cry::cry::cry:

Bye guys!!!

Hey guys!!! How are ya? :D

YOU'RE NOT GOING TO BELIEVE THIS!!! IS PROBABLY ONE OF THE CRAZIEST THINGS EVER!!!

Do you remember I made a new friend called Denisse? Well, I did another friend called Daniel and he is friend of Pepe (my ex). It was really akward.

Those days I really started to miss his frienship a lot...but at the same time I was angry because of some things I thought he did.

BUT!!!...

HE STARTED TO TALK WITH ME ON THE MSN!!! :o, he told me that he wanted to be my friend again, that he was missing our frienship since last school year :o and he explained me the things I thought he did, he actually didn't to those things (at least that's what he says and I believe him :)).

Anyway, we started talking and we got to the conclusion that WE COULND'T REMEMBER WHY WE BROKE OUR FRIENDSHIP!!! :o (and it's true...I can't remember :o).

SO NOW WE'RE FRIENDS AGAIN!!! :o I STILL CAN'T BELIEVE IT!!! :o.

I think is something good because now I don't have enemies :P, but that's bad for my songs ideas :P :lol:.

He thinks we can be as good friends as we used to...but I doubt it :?. Well, I'm 99% sure that we won't be as good friends as we used to be.

Well, see ya!!! :D

Hola amigos y amigas!!!

This of high school is going to kill me :o, now the real problem is not the schedule (going on the afternoon...I have accepted that...even when I don't like it), now the real problem are the THOUGHTS!!!

Ok...so here's the thing...the teachers have already told us that is important to get EXCELENT grades ALL high school to be accepted on an university and to get a grant, etc.

I'M TOTALLY WORRIED :o...

...my plans for the future are:

Get EXCELENT grades on high school (is going to be hard because I've never get excelent grades :( and get a grant for an university in the US!!! (that's going to be hard, my parents can't pay a foreign university, so I REALLY need a grant.

Also the other I was reading (JUST READING!!!) something and I was soooo nervous that instead of texto (text), I was going to say sexo (sex) :o :lol: :P (that was kinda funny :P), the point is that I was totally nervous just for reading!!! And I want to be an actress...I'll be soooo nervous all the time while I'm acting, in interviews, etc.

Right now I'm not sure what's going to happen...

See ya!!!

Hi guys!!!

Guess what!!! I ALREADY GOT THE CD "IT'S ABOUT TIME"!!! THE FIRST JONAS BROTHERS' CD!!! :D, I'm really happy, even when it was kinda expensive (1500 pesos, I don't know the price of the dollar, but that would be like a little more than 150 dollars...more less, but don't listen to me :P).

Soooo, as you already know, my school is at afternoon, so I can't see JONAS at 4:15 pm anymore :(, but I saw it at 2:30 am :o :lol:, JA, any school can against my love for the Jonas :lol:. I can't watch all the zapping zone, anyway, because it ends at 4:00 am more less and that's really late. I MISS THE ZAPPING ZONE!!! :cry:.

Anyway, I have really BAD news :(, my friend Gabriel have changed of school!!! :cry:, I miss him, now school is more boring without him :cry:. The weird guy is not on my cl@ssroom anymore, that's kinda bad because he always says stupid and funny things :P...ohhh yeah AND MY EX IS ON MY CL@SSROOM!!!!!!!! :evil:

The first day I got a new friend :D, her name is Denisse, I met her when we were doing an activity. I know it's not important for you, but she's named like Jonas Brothers' mother :lol:, is destiny saying that Nick, Joe or Kevin (even when he's engaged) and I are meant to be :D :lol:.

And my english cl@ss is diferent and that's crazy because before just a couple of people were removed each year and now almost all the cl@ss is diferent, but I have a friend there, I miss the other friend that I had there, anyway :(.

My parents are TOTALLY TOTALLY ANGRY WITH ME!!! I never saw them as angry as today!!! I've been waking up at 11 or 12 am, so I don't eat breakfast and at lunch I just have time to eat soup, so they're upset because I haven't been eating correctly this days, but my mom said: "I won't buy you anything!!!"...that sucks because she's the one who buy me clothes and I found some awesome converse the other day...so bye converse!!! :cry:

See ya!!!

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