this level two piccie sucks. am posting another blog to score points and get a cool one, altho its so bad its good and im kinda growing attached to it. yay! forever for disco and the 'king of cool'. anyways, blogging is fun! i get to talk and you have to listen (read) - well only if you want to. coming from a big family where you have to scrap and claw your way for 5 minutes of fame - this is great fun. posted my new chapter of my fic. the last two were rubbish and very much pulled out tooth and nail, like blood from a rock, add more cliches here. it wasnt very smooth reading and very stop and start with the dialogue: she said, he said, she turned, it cut off. get a thesaurus already or use your brain.:) anyways, new chapter was much better and easy to read. i also liked chapter 17 - they are both the longest ones. i do notice, when i reread to get an idea of where to go, all the mistakes tho. i have misused terms and better words should have been used, and sometimes there was too many adjectives. i am too lazy to edit it tho. i want to point it out afterwards in a post what i did wrong, but then i dont want you to realize how silly i was to write it in in the first place. im stumped, so y'all will just have to deal with it. so there. sycophantic

Just been to the tute, and felt great as none of the others have done the portfolio and are going to pull an all nighter. hurrah for the last minute cram. wish me luck.

thought id just post into the anonymity of the www before i explode. man, i feel like crap. i have an extremely important assignment due tomorrow, and i still have yet to complete it. dunno if im even doing it right. i use 'doing' in the loosest possible sense - i.e.: i am not doing anything, just watching scrubs season 4 on dvd. how is this productive? i am completely stressing out, and because of that i am not functioning. i am doing absolutely no work, and i have exams coming up soon. chances are i'll fail the year, and then i will be killed by my parents. well, i wont. it will just kill me cos they will be so disappointed. because im so stressed out, i eat when i am stressed, and put on weight, and then i feel 100 times worse cos i dont feel like dressing nice, meeting up with friends, or doing exercise. now i have added an internet addiction to my list of faults. i really dont understand where all my self-destructive behaviour is coming from. i will probably just stay up tonight and finish the work. i also have to study for a tute tomorrow, but hopefully i have another tute tonight which will cover the information. life sucks at the moment, and the thing i have to remember is that noone else is going to save me. i gotta pull my own socks up. i love my course, i love my job, i love my music. i dont understand whats going wrong. in other news, i may give my fic a rest for thursday, so i can do my work. if anyone happens to have actually read this boring ass speal, dont worry about it. i just thought i would feel a bit freer if i got it out into public. smiles all round :)

Thought that id post my very first bloggaroonie to see what happens to the pretty colours on the level bar in my profile box. as a new user and abuser of the ncis tv.com site, could i just say how much i am enjoying it. also an apology to ppl who introduced themselves to me by name, but i just want to maintain my escape from reality and anonimity for the time-being. as an aussie fan, i am looking forward to getting season 2 dvd on thursday. other than that uni sucks, work is minimal and sports is over for the winter. hurrah for swimming at the beach. better start running again and quit chocolate indulging to get rid of winter fat. yes, its true. i hibernate for the winter. sycophantic