I was waiting to see when I would post it but I posted right past it and didn't notice. I'm at 3010 now.

I love it. It's just like tv.com and all of my friends here are there too. I hope gamespot is cool like it too. I can't wait.

I love it. I didn't want to visit this to hang out before but I think I'll visit it everyday now. Tv.com, gamespot.com, and mp3.com will be my three stops for the day. I love it!

I changed my mind at the last minute. I have no idea why but I just don't want to go. Am I wrong?

Well, as the guy in my last post said he would call back, he did. He's a really great guy. I'm starting to fall for him. He had to do something so he came off the phone. Then when he realized he didn't call back, around 1 am, he called and left a message saying that he was sorry. He's so cute. Of course I forgave him. Do you think that was right to forgive him? To Brandon: Me and guys right? Lol.

Well, today was our pep rally. It was good. I was with my best guy friend through the whole thing and ppl asked if we were going out. It's weird because I never thought about going out with him. I'm over that other guy. I got two guy's numbers today. I just called one of them and he asked to come over. My dad will not like that. What should I say? I don't want to say no but my dad'll kill me. Help

Well, I haven't been on gamespot as much. I've been busy with school and stuff. Hope I can be on soon again

I tried my best to avoid the guy I've been talking about for the past three days. It didn't do much good cause I think he didn't come to school. Oh well. I still have feelings for him but not like I used to. I'm starting to get over him and I'm starting to realize that I was depressed for nothing. He's a nice guy but just not for me. I can finally move on. I even got a couple of guy's numbers at school today. I'm happy for now. I hope it lasts. I'll give you any updates with this story later on.

Well, as most of you may know the boy troubles that I've been having. I think it's starting to calm down. Today at school, I was trying to get over him because I found out that he didn't like me anymore. I was walking down the stairs and he was walking up and we almost bumped into each other. He said something and I didn't hear him and I asked "What?" and he was like "Nothing." And I kept walking because I was late to class. After that, I realized that I didn't like him that much anymore. I have no idea why this was the time I realized that but I did. I think I'm starting to like someone else. I saw him after school too but I just told him hi. If he doesn't want to be close friends like we were, that can be fine with me but I'll really miss him. Guess all that depression was good for nothing. He was an idiot.

Okay. Last school year on the last day of school, this guy asked me out. We were cool friends and I thought he was kidding so I laughed. The reason is because two of our other friends did the same thing and they were joking so I thought he was too. On the first week of school, I found out he was crushed with what I did and I started to feel bad. Last week, I wrote a letter and gave it to him telling him that I was sorry and that I did have feelings for him (I really did) I asked him to reply but I didn't get one yet. Then yesterday morning, his friend came up to me and told me that he just wanted to be friends. I was crushed but I didn't show it. I was cool during the day but at the last period, when my friend was talking about her boyfriend, my eyes started to water. I was so sad about what happened. Then today, at lunch, I went outside (he's a senior and I'm a sophmore so the seniors could be outside and we can't go. But I managed to sneak out. I look like a senior so it doesn't matter.) and he was standing there with some of our mutual friends (I mostly have guy friends). I told all of them hello. I don't know if he said hello but whatever. He and a group of his friends walked off and I was there with my other two friends. We went to the store and there he was. He was totally ignoring me so I decided to get him jealous. So there was this guy that was trying to get me to go out with him (he was not my type) so I was flirting with him in front of the the guy I liked. I don't know if it worked but whatever. Anyways, for the rest of the day, he ignored me and I saw him at the end of school getting on a different bus (we used to get on the same bus before but he took another one) so I just said whatever and I left. I feel so sad and depressed right now. What should I do? Read the next post to hear the rest.