thanks for sharing that with me, it made me think. I have problems since i was 7 but not as bad as yours, I will try to move on and have a good life because I want to, but I hope you can have one too

sharrell

Nothing ever stops all these thoughts and the pain attached to them
Sometimes I wonder why this is happening
It's like nothing I can do would distract me when
I think of how I shot myself in the back again
'Cause from the infinite words I could say I
Put all pain you gave to me on display
But didn't realize instead of setting it free I
Took what I hated and made it a part of me

(Never goes away)
(Never goes away)

[Chorus]
(And now)
(You've become a part of me)
(You'll always be right here)
(You've become a part of me)
(You'll always be my fear)
(I can't separate)
(Myself from what I've done)
(Giving up a part of me)
(I've let myself become you)

Hearing your name the memories come back again
I remember when it started happening
I see you in every thought I had and then
The thoughts slowly found words attached to them
And I knew as they escaped away
I was committing myself to them and everyday
I regret saying those things cuz now I see that I
Took what I hated and made it a part of me

(Never goes away)
(Never goes away)

[Chorus]
(And now)
(You've become a part of me)
(You'll always be right here)
(You've become a part of me)
(You'll always be my fear)
(I can't separate)
(Myself from what I've done)
(Giving up a part of me)
(I've let myself become you)

(Never goes away)
(Never goes away)
(Never goes away)
(Never goes away)

(Get away from me)
Give me my space back you gotta just
(Go)
Everything comes down the memories of
(You)
I've kept it in but now I'm letting you
(Know)
I let you go so get away from
(Me)
Give me my space back you gotta just
(Go)
Everything comes down the memories of
(You)
I've kept it but now I'm letting you
(Know)
I let you go

(And now)
(You've become a part of me)
(You'll always be right here)
(You've become a part of me)
(You'll always be my fear)
(I can't separate)
(Myself from what I've done)
(Giving up a part of me)
(I've let myself become you)

I've let myself become you
I've let myself become lost inside these thoughts of you
Giving up a part of me, I've let myself become you

im sorry for how i treated you, all i did was cause you pain, and im sorry, so ill just do what you ask and forget about you

wow, now that i got past 250, my post count is goin up fast, doesnt seem like i post much

i wasnt feeling to good so i came home, no that i feel a little better, ill be on if you wanna talk

i will stay because i cant abandon my friends, especially those who stood by me through this, and i just want to say thanks for helping me through it

im leaving gs, the problems will stop one wat or anther and so im leaving, i dont know if im coming back, maybe in a few monthes, so im saying to all my friends

I WIL MISS YOU

sharrell

everybody is taking his side and making me the evil cynical b***h. i did nothing wrong i gave his profile back, why is this happening to me, what did i do to desevre this pain, first ed now louis, i havent even been over ed for a month now i dont have louis, i have no reason left to live, now i just wanna die

i dont exist anymore, you won so i shall be the one to leave, i changed back your email and password

i thought my broken heart would heal, but it didnt because i made the choice to love you and you still dont understand, others sad dont worry so much, yet i still feel hurt, guess now i will have to be alone, btw you shouldnt let someone elses relationship ruin yours, if you truely love someone dont let your personal issues get in the way of your love

im still feeling hurt so i wont be postin much in the next few days if im on at all, i might be ok

i thought i could handle everyone else's pain and my own, but on the inside its tearing me in two i might not be on for a while because i need to take a good look at my life for now, i need time to heal from damage i have caused and done, and though i havent given up on being happy yet i am almost ready too