just spent the day tannin and swimmin with the same friend that is scared of everything and who i was walkin with in my previous story.

OMGG it was impossible to tan outside in the heat.  it was literally 97º outside here with a literally NON_EXISTANT breeze...and im not even in arizona or nevada or any place like that. I WAS DYIN OF HEAT STROKE!!!! lol

i like how i spent 4 hours outside in that and i still barely tanned... :wink: THATS always funn.

Gabbie<33

kk heres a story...

me and my friend who lives across the street (we've been friends foreverr) decided to go for a walk. so we're walkin past this school we used to go to and on our way home and this guy in a red truck looks out his window and sees us and smiles with this reallyyy creepy smile and waves. so we were like, umm okk, cause we didnt know him...but then the guy started to slow down and went to turn around in the parking lot for the school so we started to get a little freaked out and went towards the church and stayed there and this guy was like circling the area we were in so then we lik sprinted into a neighborhood and then started to go home. soo then since our walk was obviously not goin well we decided to just go swimmin (cause my friend gets scared reallyyy easily) but of course we were lik 2 minutes from gettin to her house and goin in her pool and it starts to rain. 

i hate perverts!!

lik my story?? hahaha

i have sports-induced asthma...but luckily after it really started to kick in when i ran and played soccer, i started to run enough so that now it doesn't even affect me anymore...usually. 

AND NOW...from running too much i hav to go to physical therapy for my knees.

ughhh :(

so anyway...now i have to spend 4 hours of everyday in my summer stretching so that i can walk a quarter of a mile without it hurting.

i REALLY hope i hav this under control so i can try out for school soccer in august.

P.S. captain crunch hurts the roof of my mouth. lol :P

so im sittin here with nothin to do.  i think im gonna die of boredom.

my parents just went out to an adults only family party...so im stuck home with my annoying and lazy younger brother.  i like how my parents favor him and tell ME everything to do around the house as theyre walkin out the door, but just tell  HIM not to start fights with me and not to burn the house down (he likes fire).  thats always fun

so anyway...so bored. just sittin here.  there is nothing to do in my house except take care of dogs. wow :(

I kno how much some people grow up without ever having a dog and a lot of my friends say how bad they want a puppy...but livin in my house, i am SOOO tired of dogs!

My mom breeds Portuguese Water Dogs so we hav 10 full gown dogs named: Ariel, Nina, Jazmine, Carmen, Cookie, Splash, Olivia, Patches, Magic, and Dante...all living in our house right now (and i dont hav a big house!).  On top of them, both Ariel and Nina had puppies recently (Ariel's are about 3 weeks old, Nina's are about 2 weeks old), and their two litters combined give us a total of 20 puppies in the house.

10 full grown dogs + 20 puppies = not that much of a life for me! lol

anyway, with their constant barking, a LOT of rotating out in our back yard and upstairs (not all of them get along), and feeding and giving them water...i am gettin tired of havin dogs in my house.

KK, so ive decided...the fact that Cole and Phoebe DONT end up together and Cole ends up spending the rest of eternity trapped in a cosmic vortex between life and death where he has to live without love and without Phoebe, his one TRUE love....is just really really depressing. 

i dont know why i got so emotionally attached to him, or more of the idea of Phoebe and Cole - two of the only people in the show who just truly shouldn't have fallen in love with each other but did - being together and happy, which they were, just seemed so perfect.  the plot of those two characters falling the way they did for each other was like cinderella or something for me...it just kind of gave me hope that when you find true love...and i mean TRUE TRUE love....you really can hold on to it and have it.  BUT when Phoebe decided to vanquish Cole, the first time i can understand...but not taking him back and then vanquishing him again...was just unneccessary. 

if you ask me...phoebe and cole really should have ended up together at the end of the series SOMEHOW because their relationship really was true love...and the idea of cole, being a demon but making an honest effort to change, ending up where he did makes life seem so unfair.  you would think that the fact that he, unlike every other demon, really tried to be good but was possessed and then just went insane would count for something...but it didn't.

i think im just being crazy and looking for a logical reason why, in this case:

1.  true love didn't conquer all

AND

2.  at the end of the day, good intentions don't mean a thing and your past can count for more then anyone is really willing to say.

im not even old enough to drive yet...and the fact that this kind of stuff is coming up in my life and racking my brain ALREADY isnt a good sign. it honestly doesn't give someone that much to believe in. 

if anyone thinks i really am crazy...please, dont be afraid to tell me cause my family has been telling me that A LOT  lately when it comes to this subject and im really starting to wonder if theyre onto something. :)