Okay this new layout tv.com has got going on is annoying the bajeezes out of me. Sure, it was in for a new update but ijust can't get used to it!:x i kinda wished i joined tv com later so i wouldn't have to deal with this change...i don't like change!lol...it's kinda like whats happening on facebook...but i've gotten used to that one already...i guessi'll just hafta get used to this layout change too grrrrr!:?
anyway now im here to rant about my love life...
le gasp! I know it's barely even comprehensible that i have one!:lol: I never thought i would be writing about it here...okso here it goes...
I think I have a major crush on this guy...lets call him Tyler...weird thing is I've known him since the 7th grade. Is that totally strange? But hold on....mmkay. We were never friends in middle school and he was kinda pudgy anyway and i was like 'ew boys r gross'. I just wasn't into them yet. So then ofcourse 8th grade we all go our seperate ways to different high schools and such. Im going to an all girl high school...gawd kill me now....:lol: Aw...don't worry it's not that bad. But I was interested into some, you know, "opposite sex" interaction and its not like I'm going to find it at school! I still had a good friend from middle school (Marie) since she's my neighbor and all and she had a group a friends from the local puclic school cuz her dad was a teacher there. So I joined that group and what do ya know...tyler was in this group.
I was confused, "You hang out with Tyler?" I asked. i mean all i remember is him being the "fart boy" he always farted the loudest in ****and the guys would crack up. I said that to Marie..."That was middle school...he's not as bad as you think he is...people change!" Oh boy...yes they do:o
At first I was just annoyed by him still keeping the middle-school-boy image fresh in my mind. He never really talked to me at first cause he's shy around new people...but after you warm up to him a bit...he's the funniest boy alive. But like I said, I just wasn't into him. Besides there was another girl in our group who is a kinda flirt (which annoys me but she's still fun to hang out with) named Annie. He was totally into her...and she liked him back and they flirted back forth ALL the time...but Tyler was being strung along by another girl...so Annie gave up on him and by the time he realized that the other girl was just folling with him...it was too late for him and Annie. Meanwhile, I was supporting Annie and her liking Tyler but I had no idea what she saw in him.
Now Tyler and Annie are best friends...and she's totally over him, or so she says. Slowly but surely I started thinking about Tyler more and more...wanting to be around him, wanting him to talk to me and tell me stuff he hasn't told anyone else...ofcourse I'm still trying to convince myself that I just want to be better friends with him before we leave again to go out separate ways in college...but...i don't know! He's now on the varsity football team, lost all his baby fat and is looking mighty cute and fine...but i think he's still into Annie.
Whenever they go off to talk to eachother about who knows what...i can't help but wish that i could talk with him the same way... comfortably. Is that jealousy?:question:
now i've being dragged to Annie's homecoming and she set me up with this kid Jake...who is not the hottest person in the world...but he has a quirky sense of humor which makes him cute. AND she's dragging Tyler into this teenaged torture even tho he already swore off dances for the rest of his life. I was kinda hoping that she wouldnt find me a date and could have gone solo...and then Tyler would be going stag too which means that we could of slowed danced together! squuueee! that would have been so...soo....i dont know! But that doesn't seem likely now...which means my only hope is to look killer in my sparkly blue dress and make HIM jealous. bwahahaha:twisted:
OKay...I admit...after writing all this, it looks like i DO like him...a lot. He can be annoying, stubborn and frustrating...but then he turns around and is funny, charming and sweet to make up for it. We talk a lot more than before...I think he's getting more comfortable around me:oops: hopefully.
Sigh... what do you think about all this?
~xpg;)
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