Yes, you read correctly. I want my ballet company to perform Lion King. I'll get to why later. I never had an actual goal. I just took whatever life threw at me and was pretty much along for the ride. Not like I handled anything correctly. But after I saw this amazing musical 2 years ago, well, it never went away. After I saw it I was thinking 'i want to do that. Why can't we do that?' I knew I could make it happen. But not until recently. I've got the soundtrack, the DVD, the director scetchbook, now all I need is to convince the director. He said it would be cool if we did it, but he doesn't know how to actually...do it.:| Well, I don't need him to do anything. I'll do everything.;) I've studied ballet for 12 years, jazz for 2 and have recently danced modern. I've 'observed' african movements and know what we can and can not do. Okay, there are alot of things the dancers I work with can't do, but we can do cartwheels.:oops: And a few other woop-di-do stuff.:P I'll do choreography, costumes, make-up, sets, etc. (well, design) all I need is his approval. This is my dream. I want to do this so bad. I've never set an actual goal (if you don't count staying alive until Sara and Grissom kiss as one) and everyone loves this story. Augusta is known for golf, golf, and James Brown. Not it's beautiful 'Broadway' shows. They aren't gonna know what Giselle is and my own mother doesn't even like Alice in Wonderland. Give the audience a show they love! Truly love. And what else then Lion King. Now, do you all think I'm crazy? (I've driven my mom and my best friends nearly insane with this.)

I love my eyes! So I had to do this one.:)

What Color should your Eyes Be?

Your Eyes Should Be Hazel

Your eyes reflect: Intellect and Sensuality

What's Hidden behind your eyes: Subtle manipulation

What Color Should Your Eyes Be?

What Time of the Day Are You?


You are Midnight

You are more than a little eccentric, and you're apt to keep very unusual habits.Whether you're a nightowl, living in a commune, or taking a vow of silence - you like to experiment with your lifest yle. Expressing your individuality is important to you, and you often lie awake in bed thinking about the world and your place in it. You enjoy staying home, but that doesn't mean you're a hermit. You also enjoy quality time with family and close friends.
What Time of the Day are you?

Yep. That's me.

I'm back! Yay! Well sort of. It was really nice being up in Racine. (A small town where my grandparents linve in WI) There was no humidity. That was reeeeeaaaally nice. The plane ride was cool. I got window seats both times.;) Got plenty of cheese.;) Cheese curds, cheese sticks, didn't get a cheese head (they were like $30) and went to this very strange house.:| It was pretty cool though. I loved visiting my grandparents too. We got to swim in lake Michigan (freezing!) watch firworks after we saw a parade. Yeah, life's nice up in Racine. Until I got the scare of my life when this black dude tried to hit on me. Holy Cow, i was scared. Even if it lasted for only 2 seconds. *shutters* But it's all good,now. I had a beautiful GSR dream. They where all in the AV lab watching some recording of Grissom and Sara walking under a tunnel towards a crime scene when Sara tried to touch him and he stopped her. Nick asked him why he did that. And he answered "Because that means she wants to go home. And it makes me want to go home too because i love her." He said it so caringly, and longingly, and lovingly but yet so sad. This was like during the season premiere and they are still searching for Sara. You all owe me $10 if that or something along those lines happen.:P I'm serious.
Happy Julying and I hope you all had a wonderful 4th! Let Freedom ring! Support our Troops! They aren't over there for nothing!

Hey guys, I just got back from a 4 day Bible Stydu retreat only to be getting on a plane in a few hours. I will be flying to Wisconsin to visit grandparents(Mom's side) for the next week so I won't be able to talk and chat and be amused by TV.com.:( I will be missing you all so dearly. But hey, my grandparents have CBS, so I will be able to watch my weekly dose of CSI.;) Unfortunately, they don't have Spike or A&E but I can survive:roll:. Don't have too much fun without me.:P


P.S. My grandma (Dad's side) suffered a subdermal hematoma last week:(. (I don't know how to spell it, but if you can sound it out, well, you should know what it is. We've heard it so many times.) Anyway, please pray for her. She is currently in a nursing home and she's not doing so good.:( Sp please do that.


Thanks! Bye guys!:)

Sometimes, I don't understand the people I am surrounded by. I love my youth group, in fact I adore my youth group.:) They are the most precious family to me. But sometimes, it's like...I'm a total outsider. Actually, it's not the kids. It's the adults! Especially one mom. (I hate ranting on people like this, but I have to get it out.) She stays completely ignorant of some things. Like events for strictly teenagers and she makes her eldest son (a.k.a. the guy who took me to prom who won't stop stalking me now) bring him along. The youth ministers son told her it was for teens only and she was like 'Oh I didn't know.":roll: And it's not like she isn't involved in anything. She is involved in practically everything. There are moments that she is my 2nd mother, but other moments where I have to walk in the opposite direction. One night, after my friends senior piano recital, the youth group went another youth member's house (who I happen to have a crush on :oops:) and my mom was talking with her and a few of the other moms in the kitchen. Now my mom can be completely random on some stuff, but there have been moments where she has made others feel stupid because of her intelligence.:P She mentioned how I said that normal guys now'adays have suiped up cars, at least  girlfriends, and have a secret porn collection. One mom asked "Where did get that?" and this mom says "Probably from television.":o

A TOTAL slap in the face.:evil:  

And there have been more incidents.
 Yes, she judged me because I watch CSI. Whenever she talks about 'the world' (bad television), she is directing it at me. She looks in my direction all the time. "You shouldn't be watching shows with gore, bad language, sinful things that could corrupt your mind...":roll: Hello? I don't watch VH1 here. Ya think things like this only appear on television? She has such a naive view on the world. The world is not innocent! You can go to the local bowling rink and you can see that!:roll:

Everyone knows I watch CSI. Do people have a problem with law enforcement? The lady hasn't even watched it! The youth minister is a ATF officer and you don't have a problem with him! He has the middle school playing inner-tube sumo wrestling on the church lawn on Wednesdays! I'm in a law-enforcement post! And you treat me like I came from a crisis pregnancy center! I am NEVER going to try drugs, NEVER going to have sex before I'm married, NEVER going to cheat on my husband, and NEVER kill anyone without a pefectly good reason BECAUSE of CSI. And practically half the moms treat me like I've been high. "Oh you shouldn't do that." "Well, you shouldn't be watching that." You can talk to my mom about that if you have a problem.[ranting on random people now, and this lady]

I'm homeschooled! I AM going to learn to defend myself, because this world is evil. Don't go all 'teacher union on me here.' I know what I am going to face in life BECAUSE of CSI. So don't you go telling me that I'll never encounter sex, drugs, rapist, drug users, and dang evil people! YOU HAVE NO IDEA WHAT IS OUT THERE! Guns! Drugs! And no it is not in little things. The world is not black or white. It is not an innocent place. The kids have to beat up the public streets just to be entertained. Yes, I am going to tie everyone to a chair and make them watch Fannysmackin' just so they can get an idea in their head.

I don't wear black for no reason. I refuse to wear pink for a very good reason. I want to be femine but not prissy. I'm not going to be weak because I kow what happens to 'weak' girls. They get kidnapped, picked on and occasionally raped. The monsters out there usually go for the weaker targets. If you assume I'm 18 and your 19 year old daughter was assumed to be 14, well, that just goes to show. I go shooting. I got top female shooter. You have a problem, come tell me.

Islam is the fastest growing religion, because us Christians don't share our faith. Well ya know what? I try. I come home and cry every night in my room because of Christ's death for me, my family, my friends and everyone else. And yet, these women stay in their little church clique preaching on how we go and spread the Word. You don't even invite my autistic brother over to pplay with your son. "Oh, we don't ever have people over :)." Do you have any idea how many times your daughter has turned down shopping dates because you all were cleaning the house for company? And here you are, preachin'. Well, this is what i'm doing. My L.E. Post is made up of kids who go to church in jeans and a T-shirt and swear everyother word and I have been showing them my dedication to Christ w/o shoving the gospel down their throat.:( Now show me what you have done. Nothing?:roll: Oh, shared with other believers. How is that going to help? Yes, it is good to fellowship with other believers but there are others who haven't even heard the word Jesus. Yes, you will be persecuted, but so was Christ. But I will not settle for an early death unless it is in the name of Yeshua (Jesus).

I sing the resurrection song from the Passion to myself everyday. It is so beautiful.:) And if you are a christian, you know the feeling when you know as a fact that your God gave his life for you while these other 'gods' ask that you sacrifice your family, kill yourself and others just for 'honor.' :(
You will have wonderful gifts in heaven if you humble yourself. I give my time to the young kids, cleaning, little things. And I have gained the respect I always hoped for. Maybe not from everyone, but enough that I feel the support of my church.

How many religions can you claim your God as your best friend? "Now go to the ends of the earth and preach the Good news to all creation."
What do you all think?:| (Sorry for the loooooong rant.)

Yes, you read correctly. I found a little bunny rabbit. Well, technically, my dog did. My sister thought it was a squirrel, but I realized it was a rabbit. It is so adorable! it is smaller than my palm. (well most things are 'cause I have large hands) but it is so sweet, you would never kow it was a wild animal. We are supposed to be taking it to a rabbit rehabilitation center, but my snobby sister is like "No, I wanna show it to Andrew!:evil:"

He looks like one of those.

That's not my sister nor I. I googled 'rabbits' and this pic came up. That looks like Johnny (the bunny) only Johnny has shorter ears and is abit smaller. Isn't he cute?:oops:

I have my GSR fanfiction started. It is set during and after 'Living Doll.' It is supposed to be a Romance/Mystery/ and-to-be-adventure novel kinda thing. I'm really good at writing.:oops: I would really appreciate it if you all read the first 2 chapters (they're short so you won't be like dying of complete boredom.:P)Please give me ideas, insight and REVIEWS!!!!!!!! I never understood the importance of reviews until i got some.Or 1.:}:oops: So please do that. It will be greatly appreciated. If you feel like you don't need to write a review, well, do it for Sara's sake. It's possible I might make her move back to San Fran. Well, I'm going to only to have her retur....I'll stop there.:oops:. So please, for Ms.Sidle's sake, please review.
Here's my story! Enjoy! 

Only to Meet Again

I just finished my very first fanfiction! it is a SMacked fanfiction so, any of those who don't know who that is, it is a fanfic on Mac and Stella from CSI:NY. I would love it if you guys would read it and tell me what you think. Realistic enough? Shippy enough? You could see it happeneing right there on the computer screen? Any of that would be wonderful. Enjoy!:)

Always Have Time

Here the long awaited Mac pictures. It's my adorable puppy! It's little Mac Man!


Isn't he cute?

Muahahahahahahahahahaha!!!!!!!!! I have succeeded! Yes, I finally figured how to upload pictures. Puppy photos coming in like 5 minutes!:D He's adorable:oops:!!!!