Secret 10: I've told about twenty people (not including you guys on tv.com!), about my secret (or not so secret!) obsession with Danny Phantom. I only told them because I trusted them. I instantly regretted it when they started making fun of me. Even my best friend, who I've known since we were six months old, laughed at me. Now whenever I'm around them and they bring it up, I deny my obsession. I hate that I have to deny it. Why can't they just accept that I love the show and move on with their lives?! Only one friend who I've told, didn't laugh at me (I showed her PP =] ), instead, she too became a fan of the show. I was so thrilled to hear that (When I try to get other people to give it a try, they watch two seconds of it and say "Miles, that's just retarded." I'm like, "Dude! You didn't even watch five seconds of it!" Then we start fighting.). LOL

Secret 9: About a year ago, I made myself throw up so I didn't have to go to school (I only did it because the kids at my school were so mean). That was so desperate that I never did it again.


Also, if anyone here uses a Mac, can you tell me how to upload vids to LiveVideo? That'd be really great. Thanks in advance!! =]

Secret 8: I recently broke up with my boyfriend and told him that it was because we weren't connecting. It was really because my mom was suspicious of us dating (I'm not really allowed to date until I'm 16). I miss Gabieh!! =[

Secret 7: I'm almost in high school, and I'm not even 5' yet. (okay, that wasnt a secret. more of a fact. but still...) This is where it's really scary: some fourth graders are taller than me. Fourth graders! I'm almost in 9th grade! Ugh. I need to grow at least another five inches to be the "normal" average height for a 14-year-old. =[

Secret 6: I think I may have lied to every person I've met at least one time. =[ (really bad)

Secret 5: I "accdently" got drunk five times. 1. My cousin's bar mitzvah (I accidently drank my dad's beer that looked like Sprite) 2. On New Year's 2006 (Too much Champange) 3. My boyfriend's bar mitzvah (I had two appletinis) 4. On vacation (I had a small Cosmo, Bellini, and Pina Colada) 5. Last weekend (It was Shabbos, so technically, I wasn't underage drinking [I had twelve shots of wine. Ugh, hangover much]) That last one I just forgot about cuz I was trying to forget about it LOL

Now I'm not gonna drink again for a while. Ugh. =]

Secret 4: (I'm so horrible for this) If something at my school is really popular, like clothes or a song, and it's starting to annoy me, I'll pretend to be into it so then other people will think that it's uncool to like that thing, so they'll stop liking it.

Aren't I awful? =[

Secret 3: I am suicidal, and I've tried to kill myself twice in the past two years.

Well, here's Secret Number 2:

Secret 2: I used to be anorexic. And I tried to be it again in sixth and seventh grade. When I was in fourth grade, I weighed only 53 pounds because of it.

No, this isn't one of those chain-messages that you get on MySpace. My therapist thought that if I let out some secrets, it would help me reduce some of my stress. And lately, I've been more stressed than ever. So, I'm gonna tell you all one secret a day for the next two months. If I accidently skip a day, I have to continue as soon as I remember. I'm only allowed to tell one secret a day. So... yeah. I'll start now:

Secret 1: I'm a Internetaholic.

Okay, that wasn't really a secret, but I just wanted to get started. So... yeah. Happy Monday everyone!!