It's been soooooooooooo long since i've posted.....yikes! Sorry about that! Well, Chase is 2 years old! I can't believe it! I graduated high school, and Chase, Bryant and I have moved up to Northern California so Bryant can go to college. It was hard moving like 8 hours from my parents and family, but I know this is good for us. We have a great life up here, and we love it! Bryant's school has a children's school attached to it for student and staff's kids, so Chase goes there while Bryant is at school, and I go to work. I hope to hear from you guys...since it's been such a long time! PM me or something! :)

Its been 4 months since I last posted here. Sorry guys! I have been so busy with Chase, and this is literally the first time I have been able to sit down and have a thought for myself! What has happened in the 4 months that I haven't been letting you guys know? Well....

Chase celebrated his first christmas! He didn't really get what was going on, but I think he had fun playing with all his new toys and all the new things that my parents got him, they are loving being grandparents, and Chase loves playing with his cousin Mikayla, who is my older brother Josh's daughter. She is almost 3, and she loves having a little cousin to play with. Josh and his wife Lauren live about 10 minutes away, and Chase goes over to their house a lot, and Bryant and I love spending time with Josh and Lauren.

My brother Jeff got into college! He got accepted into UCSD, Stanford, UC Berkeley, Yale, and NYU. He's so freaking smart. He is going to major in business. I don't know where he is going to end up, he can't decide. I think he should go to Yale, just because, HELLO its YALE!!! but he is worried about leaving and going that far away, because he wants to be a part of Chase's life. I told him not to worry, that Chase will be here when he gets back!

We had a memorial for my brother Brent, because March 29th was the 14th year since he died. It was really emotional for me, since he was my twin. He and I went through so much together, and I wish he was still alive. Bryant was really sensitive to me that day, and it just proved that he is perfect for me, because he knew just what to say to make me feel better. Sometimes I take responsibility for Brent not being here anymore, because I lived through everything, and he didn't. Want to know what it was, pm me.

My sister Christina got accepted into the school that I used to go to, but I don't think that she is excited about going to an all girls school, because she wants to date boys! Thats her reasoning. I don't think she will have any problems with that. She and her boyfriend Kyle broke up, but now she has been dating some guy named Aaron. I have only met him a few times, but he was drafted to the local all boys high school as the first draft varsity football player, as a freshman. Jeff says he is really good, because he is on the team at that school, so he watched the tryout.

March 23rd was Bryant and my 1 year marriage anniversary, and our 3 year anniversary together. Josh and Lauren watched Chase, and Bryant and I went out to dinner. We went to Outback, which is my favorite restaurant, and I went off my diet for one night! :) I have been trying to get my pre-Chase body back, and it has been a challenge. I gained about 45 pounds while I was pregnant, and I have lost 30 of them, so I only have 15 left!!

I have gone back to dance clas.s, not too much, but just enough to get exercise and get back in shape. I haven't gone up on pointe, but that is going to take time, since I took about a year off.

Chase is 9 months old, and he is starting to talk! He says cook, mama, dada, kaykay(mikayla), oshie(josh), lowie(lauren), effie(jeff), gammy(grandma, my mom), gappa(grandpa, my dad), teena(christina), gam deb (grandma deb, bryants mom), gap bo (grandpa bob, bryants dad), bed, toy, teebee(tv), up, down, couch(more like cooch), bed, bath, and a few other words. He is also walking! Usually he has to hold onto something, but he has been walking without holding onto things for a few steps recently.

I guess this is it for now. I am always willing to answer your questions, so if you have any, you can comment here, or pm me if you want. Whatever.

Love you all, thanks for being so supportive through all of this, and not shutting me out of your lives for being a teenage mother and all that. I will try to go on more now, and not wait another 4 months to post something else!

hey guys, here i am to answer some of your questions.

1. Was your son's birth difficult? Umm.. are you still in school? Are you happy? :)

his birth was not difficult, it actually was really good. there weren't any complications. which i was worried about. i am not going to a school, but i am being homeschooled, and i go to this special program for teenage parents, where we can take high school courses. and yes, i am happy=]

2. Umm, what do you want to be someday? :P

i would love to be the best mom i can be, and i also would really like to be a teacher. but that depends on how raising chase goes, and if i end up going to college or not.

3. What does your baby look like? Hmm, if you could go back, would you do something differently?

chase has lots of brown curly hair, and green eyes. he gets his hair from his daddy, and his eyes from me. some days, i think that if i went back in time, i would not have gotten pregnant in the 1st place, but then i think about how much i love chase and bryant, and i stop thinking about that. i think that my life is the way it is because of my choices, so i dont think i would do anything different.

4. Are you guys on your own or living with parents? He's 4 months so he should still be getting up 4 or 5 times/night so you must be TIRED! Tell us everything! :)

I am super tired, but chase is finally starting to sleep through the night, which makes bryant and I SO happy=]. haha. bryant and I are living with my parents, and his parents are still living in new york, which makes both of us sad, but we see them every once and a while.

So, if anyone has any other questions, go ahead and ask them here.

love you,

julianne

i would like you guys to ask any questions you have, then i will answer them all in one question blog. im sure there are questions about my life, school, my baby, and my husband.

so go ahead and ask away, and i will answer ANY questions. seriously, any.

i have no problems about answering anything you want to know.

love you,

julianne lawson:)

oh my god its been forever since i wrote.

well, i had my son!!

im gonna be on here much more, so i would appreciate if you asked questions about what you want to know about me, bryant and my new son chase, and anything about our life, and i will answer them in a question/answer blog!!!!

love to all,

julianne lawson

Wow. Its been so long since Ive been on here. Ive been so busy with planning my wedding, and bryant living with me now, and being independant, and homeschooling and just being pregnant. Its crazy. Im going into my last trimester, so its almost time, i have 3 more months. Im so excietd. I am starting to show, and its really annoying because my clothes dont fit anymore. =[

bryant and i have been very busy planning our wedding. its going to be so great once it happens though, im so greatful to be in a relationship like this. i feel honored that i was chosen to be in love with someone like him, who takes care of me, and comes home the second after school gets out, so he can spend every minute with me.

well, thats all for now. its good to be back

julianne

I dunno how many of you are Catholic, but if you are, you know that today is Ash Wednesday. Basically, you go to church and get ashes mixed with holy water in teh shape of a cross on your forehead. And, even though they make your forehead itchy and uncomfortable, its a sin to rub them off.

Bryant and I went to church today, to get our ashes and to meet with the Father about our wedding. I was a little afraid to go, becuase until today, I hadnt been to church since I found out I was pregnant, and that is SO against my religion. But, there wasnt a problem. Our Father, Father Brendan, was really nice about our whole situation, and he said that God forgives me for my sins, and he knows that our baby will be brought onto this Earth for a reason. So, I'm not so scared anymore. So, yeah.

I dont really have much else to say today, its been pretty boring, my life. Im not at school anymore, just being taught by my mom, and going to appointments to make sure I will be a good mother and stuff.

Later Skaters,

Julianne

Hey Guys!!

This is my 50th blog post. Thats just a random fact.

SUPERBOWL: I'm happy the Giants won. My dad grew up in New Jersey, and has been a huge Giants fan his whole life. So, yeah. I'm happy for him.

Anyways, Bryant and I set the date for our wedding ceremony. Its going to be March 23rd. That is our 2 year anniversary, so thats why we decided to chenge it to that.

I dont really have much else to say, but I'm tired.

Luv you,

Julianne

My dad finished the 3rd story of our house today, so Bryant and I are going to begin living up there tonight. At first, it was going to be just me up there, but Bryant's mom wanted him to be there with me, now, but for sure when the baby came, becuase she didnt want me getting my parents involved everytime I needed something, because when adults plan this kind of thing, they work as a team, so that's how Bryant and I are going to be. Also, Bryant has his license, so he can drive himself to school, which is good, becuase he was going to live with his grandma, but she lives like, 35 mintues from his school, and we live 10 minutes away, so its a lot closer for him.

This is what my house layout is:

1st Floor: Kitchen, Living Room, Family Room, Office, Bathroom, Josh & Lauren's room when they come to stay with us

2nd Floor: Master Bedroom/Bathroom, My old Room, Jeff's Room, Christina's room, Bathroom

3rd Floor: Me and Bryant's Bedroom, Bathroom, Chase's Bedroom, Kitchen, Little Family Room

The people who owned our house before we did rented out the 3rd floor, so its like a second house up there. My old room is becoming our exercise room, and my mom's sewing room. My dad stayed home all week trying to get it done for me. He's been so nice about this whole situation. He painted all the rooms upstairs too. Now, the upstairs is like this:

When you come up the stairs, you go into the family room, which is this like, light tan color, with a tv and two couches. Then you turn right, and you go into the kitchen, which is kinda lightish green, like mint color. Next to the kitchen is the bathroom, which is white and blue. Like, royal blue. Then, is me and Bryant's room, which is light blue and the same tan from the family room. Its really pretty, Bryant and I picked the colors ourselves. We took the bed from my room into there, because I had a queen size. We got a new bedspread though, its blue and brown striped, we got it fromTarget.Finally, Chase's room is adorable. It has green walls, and all the furniture is light wood color.

I can't wait to live up there. It going to be so nice being able to be a little more independant, but still hae my parents there if we need them.

OH!! I forgot to tell you, but on Thursday, I GOT MY LICENSE!!!!!! The only problem, is that I wont be able to drive Chase around for about 7 monthes, because in california, you cant drive a minor around until you have had your license for a year. But, Bryant will be able to drive him and me around in September, so thats only 3 months after Chase will be born. So, we will only have to rely on my parents for 3 months. Thats okay, we can deal with that.

Omg, there is so much I have to do!!! I have to plan a wedding in a little over a month. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH! And, I can't get a dress until like, a week before, becuase my stomach is gonna keep growing, so it might not fit me in a month if I buy it now!

I saw Juno yesterday. Its so freakin funny, I loved it. It's definately in my top 10.

My top ten movies

1. Disturbia

2. The Notebook

3. A Walk to Remember

4. 10 Things I Hate About You

5. The Waterboy

6. Big Daddy

7. Finding Nemo

8. Juno

9. Sydney White

10. Rendition

prelude: just the basics
1. name - Julianne
2. age - 16
3. birthday - September 23rd
4. today's date - February 2, 2008
5. school - All Girls Catholic High School, to remain nameless
6. orientation - Straight

chapter one: your past
1. where were you born - In Tampa, Florida
2. who did you like in 1st grade - Um, this guy in my clas.s Micheal
3. where was your first school - In Tampa, Florida
4. who was your first boyfriend - Jeremy
5. who was your first best friend - Meghan
6. what was your first word - Cook
7. who was the last friend you fought with - Meghan, but we're cool now
8. what was the last thing you bought - Movie Tickets
9. what was the last thing you regret - Um, I dunno

chapter two: your present
1. what are you wearing - Blue PJ pants and a black long sleeve shirt
2. what are you watching - Nothing
3. what are you listening to - Nothing
4. what are you eating - Nothing
5. what are you drinking - Nothing
6. what are you doing today - Homework, and I have to go shopping for my friends B-day
7. how does your hair look right now - Totally messy, I woke up likr, 20 minutes ago
8. are you talking to anyone right now - Nope, no ones on AIM=[
9. who was the last person you talked to- My dad

chapter three: your future
1. do you plan to go to college - Oh yea
2. where do you want to go - San Diego State
3. what do you want to be when you grow up - Psychologist
4. do you want to get married - I already am=]
5. do you want to have children - As they say in Juno, my eggo is preggo
6. what would you name your children - Chase Christopher Lawson
7. do you want to be like your parents - Not really, but theyre good people, so whatever
8. what age do you want to have sex - oops, already took care of this one :oops:
9. what's the next school you will be attending - College
10. what are you doing next friday - Going to another doctors appointment=[

chapter four: favorites
1. color - Blue
2. food - French Fries
3. song - Dare you to move
4. movie - Juno
5. actress - Reese Witherspoon
6. actor - James McAvoy
7. singer - ?
8. band - Theres no way I can pick one
9. store - Aeropostale, Target, Journey's, Nordstroms
10. website - Facebook, tv.com
11. cartoon - None

chapter five: this or that
1. blue/green - Blue
2. plaid/striped - Striped
3. polka dotted/glittery - Polka dots
4. 50 cent/eminem - Eminem
5. cell phone/fax - Cell phone
6. printer/scanner - Printer
7. digital camera/camera phone - Digital
8. sprite/fanta - Sprite
9. shorts/capris - Shorts
10. skirt/shorts - Shorts
11. adidas/converse - Converse
12. bologna/salami - Salami yum=]
13. my chemical romance/matchbook romance - MCR

chapter six: the opposite sex
1. what color hair - Brown
2. what color eyes - Brown
3. short or tall - Tall
4. what sports should he/she play - Baseball, Football, and Dance=]
5. do you want him to be popular - Not really
6. does his religion matter to you - Yeah, Catholic
7. do you care if he's rich or not - Don't care
8. piercings or tattoos - I dont like either

chapter seven: school life
1. what school are you currently in - High School
2. what grade are you in - 10
3. do you like your school - Yeah
4. how many students are in your school - 600
5. what are you doing at school at noon - Sitting in biology, waiting for lunch
6. where did you go to kindergarten - Private School in Florida
7. what was the name of your third grade teacher - Susie______( I'm not gonna put her last name)
8. do you get in trouble at school - Nope, I was a good kid
9. are you a loser at school - Not really
10. are you well known - I guess
11. do you get good grades - Yeah I guess
12. do you write notes during cla$$ - Yes, to help me study

chapter eight: friends
1. who are your best friends - I have too many to name just one
2. have you ever hid something from a friend - Yes
3. have you ever lied to a friend - Well, not lies that would impact her/his life
4. who are some of your other friends - way too many
5. who is the craziest - Chloe
6. who is the cutest - Bryant
7. who is the loudest - Nicole
8. who is the tallest - Bryant
9. who is the shortest - Me, or Mia, we are the same height
10. who is the most athletic -Mia or Sophie, they both play year round sports
11. who is the most honest - Emily
12. who do you have the most fun with - Andrea
13. who do you have the most inside jokes with -Andrea, or Ann

I dont have much else tosay,

Julianne