well, today was better than before. bryant called me, and he said he is coming to california tomorrow, like he does every weekend, and we are gonna talk about what happened between us the other day. so, i hope we can work things out. any ideas on how i should talk to him about what happened? i'm kinda stuck.

anyway, heres a survey for you today.

Mark What You Have:

[X] Mother
[X] Father
[ ] Step-Father
[ ] Step-Mother
[ ] Step-Sister
[ ] Step Brother
[X] Brother
[ ] Brother In Law
[X] Sister
[X] Sister In Law
[ ] Half sister
[X] Half brother
[ ] Nephew
[X] Niece
[X] Boyfriend
[X] Friend
[X] Mobile phone
[] Own bathroom
[X] Own Room
[ ] Have/had a Swimming pool
[ ] Hot tub
[ ] Guest room
[X] Living Room
[X] Computer
[X] TV

Tota: 14

[X] Full size or bigger bed
[X] More than 8 pairs of shoes
[X] Sunglasses
[ ] Watch
[X] MP3 Player/iPod
[X] PS2 that works
[ ] Xbox that works
[ ] Nintendo DS or PSP that works
[ ] Gameboy/ Advance
[ ] Gamecube
[ ] Wii
[X] Laptop

Total so far: 19

[X] Basketball hoop
[ ] Air hockey table
[ ] Pool table
[ ] Ping pong table
[ ] Football table

Total so far: 20

[X] Nightstand
[X] Stereo in bedroom
[ ] DVD player in bedroom

Total so far: 22

[ ] Goes shopping at least once a week
[ ] Expensive cologne/perfume
[X] AIM/MSN
[X] Camera on phone

Total so far: 24

[X] Electric or gas scooter/4x4/motorcycle/car
[ ] Guitar/drums/bass guitar
[ ] Piano/Keyboard
[ ] Any other instrument
[X] Been on a cruise
[X] Travelled out of the country
[ ] Had a personal trainer
[X] Expensive jewelery
[X] Met a Celeb

Total so far: 29

[X] Straightener/curling iron
[X] Have been to a batting cage
[ ] Have $100 on you right now
[ ] Credit card or atm card or debit card or bank card
[X] Have a tv Downstairs
[X] Mirror in your room
[ ] Foxtel
[ ] Foxtel in your room
[X] More than 3 bedrooms in your house
[ ] Been to Las Vegas
[X] Been to the Bahamas
[ ] Been to Mexico

Total so far: 35

[X] Parents have a car
[ ] Have owned or own a Jet ski/boat
[ ] Camper
[X] Been to 3+ states
[ ] 1000+ buddies on facebook/myspace/bebo

Total so far: 37

[X] Home cooked meal almost everyday
[X] Been in a limo
[ ] Been in a helicopter
[X] Own a camcorder
[X] Own a computer

Total: 41

1-22 = Ghetto
23-33 = Average Teen
34-39 = Spoiled B!tch
40+ = Upper C.l.a.s.s Snob

okay, so apparantly i'm an upper c.l.a.s.s snob, but i swear i'm not a snob. i am really down to earth, i swear. i know so many people that are snobs, but i swear on my brothers life i'm not a snob. ps. i never swear on my life:D

thanks for reading my blog,

julianne

well. bryant and ihad our 1st fight. we've been going out for over a year and a half, and we never fought before. then, he moves to new-effing-york, and we start fighting. i hate not talking to him. i just want to be close and not fight, because i barely get to see him, and i miss the times before, when both of us just hung out, and always got along. my brother said that every couple has to have a fight, because, if they dont, you never know what the person is really thinking. but, my brother also said that he is ready to kick bryants @$$ for making me sad. so, whatever. i just want things to be back to normal. im trying to concentrate on studying for a biology test, but all i can think of is when bryant and i used to study together, and how we used to quiz each other, then whenever the person got their question right, we would get an m&m, and we would see who would win each time, for whoever had to most m&ms. then the winner would have to kiss the loser:D. but, now i have no one to share my m&ms with:cry:. bryants brother alex called me, and told me that bryant wants to talk to me, and that he doesnt want to fight, but, i told alex to tell bryant that if he cant tell me that himself, then he isnt really ready to talk to me.

so, yeah. you want to know what we were fighting about? well, the guy brian, from dance clas.s, asked me to go to the movies with him this weekend. i told him i couldnt, because i was still going out with bryant, and i didnt want to cheat on him, even though he is in new-effing-york. but, brian called bryant and told him that i said that i would go to the movies with him, even though i didnt say that. and bryant believed brian, and he wont believe me,so he was mad at me. i tried to tell him the truth, but he wouldnt listen. then alex calls me, and tells me that bryant is sorry, and he wants to talk to me, but i said that if bryant cant tell me himself, than he isnt ready to talk to me.

:cry: thats all for now.

thanks fo reading my blog

julianne :cry:

yes, thats right, im depressed. my parents said that there is no way in H_E_DOUBLE HOCKEY STICKS that i can go to new york. they said i am not trustworthy enough, and its too much money, even though i am willing to pay for, like half. so, im sad. my friend andrea is going, but my parents pulled the whole, "and if andrea's parents let her jump off a bridge, would you expect us to let you jump off a bridge?" yuck, am i 5?????????

U-G-H!!!!!!!!!!!!! thats why i am writing in blu, cuz im sad.

My school is having a trip over spring break to New York City, and I just HAVE TO GO!!!!!!!!!!! My parents wont let me go becuase they dont trust me to be responsible, and its 2000 dollars to go. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!

i have to go!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! we are gonna see 2 broadway plays, get to see 5th avenue, go to central park, watch the early show be taped, and so much more, i just HAVE TO GO! i am so mad at my parents for not letting me go. i have spent the last week telling my parents how responsible i have become, and i have 800 dollars in my bank account, and i told them that they could use it to pay for the trip. AND, i would be safe, becuase i would be with people from school, and bryant and his family live in new york, and my moms sister and her family live in new yok too, so there would be so many people there if i needed help or something, AHHHHH.

they are so mean. anyway, heres a survey.

Alphabet Survey!

A
Are you available?: Nope
What is your age?: 16

B
Do you know anyone named Brian?: yeah, guy in my dance clas.s that has a crush on me.
When is your birthday?: September 23

C
What's your favorite candy?: peanut butter m&ms
What kind of car do you have?: I have a silver rav 4. I got it for my birthdayJ
Who do you have a crush on?: Bryant

D
Do you daydream?: All the time
What's your favorite kind of dog? Maltese, my puppy bellaJ

E
Have you ever been in the emergency room?: many times
Ever pet an elephant?: um, no
What are you eating right now?: gum

F
Do you use fly swatters?: yeah, but I hate bugs, so my brother usually kills them
Is there a fan in your room?: no

G
Do you chew gum?: All the time, including right now
do you like gory movies?: No, they make me fell barfy

H
How are you?: kinda bored
What's your height?: 5 feet 1 inch
What color is your hair?: Light brownish

I
Have you ever ice skated?: Yes, I have been a ton of times
Ever been in an igloo?: not a real one, my friends and I built one out of blocksJ

J
Favorite Jelly Bean?: Cherry
Do you wear jewelry?: yeah, but not a ton

K
Who do you want to kill?: well, haha, maybe this one girl, hummmmmm
Have you ever flown a kite?: yeah, good times......
Do you think kangaroos are cute?: I dunno, I haven't really ever seen one, except pictures

L
Are you laid back?: yeah, and pretty lazy too
Lions or Tigers?: um, Lions
do you like black licorice?: no, yucky

M
Favorite store at the mall?: Aeropostale, or American Eagle
Favorite movie?: A Walk to Remember

N
Do you have a nickname?: babes, julz
Do you prefer night or day?: Night

O
Are you an only child?: No, brother and sister
Do you like the color orange?: yeah

P
Do you know anyone named Penelope?: nope

Q
Have you ever eaten Quail?: ew no

R
Do you think you're always right? Nope, im usually wrong
Do you watch reality TV?: yesJ

S
Do you prefer sun or rain?: Rain! Cozy sitting in front of the tv, drinking a mocha
Do you like snow?: yeah, so much fun, making snow angels

T
What time is it?: 4:42
What time did you wake up?: 10:40

U
Can you ride a unicycle?: um, ive never tried to

V
Did you ever watch VeggieTales?: Yeah, I have seen it a few times

W
What's your worst habit?: I bite my nails a lot, and I tend to talk really loud
What do you want right now?: To go on my school trip to New York!!!!!!!!!!!!

X
Have you ever had an x-ray?: many, many times
Ever used a Xerox machine?: yeah

Y
Do you like the color yellow?: not really
What year were you born in?: 1991
Do you yell when you're angry?: yes

Z
Do you believe in the zodiac?: yes

we just had an earthquake, like 5 minutes ago. scary. i hope that if it ht anyone else, they are okay and nothing broke. i was just sitting on my bed, iming my friend melanie, and my bed starts shaking. my brother yells at the top of his lungs EARTHQUAKE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

it was kinda funny. but, i ahve never been in a really big earthquake, and i have livd in california for 8 years. i HAVE been in tons of hurricanes and tornadoes. those are cool:)

hope everyone has a safe and totally awesome halloween:)

thanks for reading my blog,

julianne

today was so much fun. one of the best days of my life.

at my school we have 3 normal days, where every clas.s is 45 minutes, then on thursday and friday, we have block days, and each clas.s is 90 minutes. but, on thursday, we have 4 clas.ses, and on friday, we have 3 clas.ses. so, since today is friday, i had three clas.ses.

religion: boring, we did a prayer thing for the people in south california, and the fires, and then we did a journal entry for the entireclas.s basically, free period with my friends.

biology: we did a lab about cells. it was really cool. we took a toothpick, and rubbed it against the inside of our cheeks, and then looked at the cells under a microscope. it loked so cool!

english: we had a vocabulary test, and i didnt study at all, and i was kinda worried about failing it, but then, it was really easy, so i was happy:)

but, after school was the best. i got home, i took a shower, and put on my pajamas, just to have a relaxing afternoon. then, the doorbell rang, and my mom was in her room, and she was all "julianne, get the door" andi was like "i'm in my pjs" and my mom was like, "just get the door!"

so, in my pjs, i went to get the door. and, standing there, was b!!!!! he said, "julianne, get dressed, we're goin out!" i was so shocked, i didnt know what to say. so, i got changed, and we went out. we went to dinner, the movies, and hung out with our friends, just like friday nights before he moved.

apparently, his school in new york is some special charter school, where there isnt school on mondays and fridays. i wish i went there:)

tomorrow, we are going to dance clas.s and finishing learning the dances for the nutcracker. i am so happy, i just cant stand it:)

thanks for reading my blog guys,

julianne

today, i talked to b for the 1st time since he moved. he sounds so sad. he hates his new school, he doesnt know anyone, and he missed football tryouts, so he has to wait until spring to play a sport. :( he said he misses me a lot too.

so, today in dance clas.s, this guy brian, not to be confused with my boyfriend, BRYANT, was talking to me. i used to like brian, before i even knew b existed. and, while i was talking to brian, he lookd me right in the eyes, and it gave me the chills, and when we were waiting to do a combonation across the floor, brian takes his fingers and rubs them on my shoulder, like, the way to give someone goosebumps, and i was like, "what are u doing?" and he just simled.

i told my brother, and he said it probably means that brian likes me, and since my boyfriend has moved away, he figures that he can just hit on me now. but it was so awkward. AND i am pretty sure that brian has a girlfriend, so i am even more confused now. AHHHHHHHHHHHH! i know that i still love b, just the way brian looked at me gave me chills down my spine, and made my heart hurt, like i was missing something. i dont konw. :(

when i was talking to my brother, and he told me that i should tell brian that i am still with b, so he doesnt get the wrong idea, like we could be MORE than friends. but, i am afraid to do that, because i have known brian since 4th grade, and we are really good friends, and what if brian was just being his normal goofy self, and wasnt flirting with me? becuase he is a big flirt, i have known that ever since i met him. i just dont know what to do. AAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!

i am scared to tell b, becuase he is having such a hard time in new york, and i dont want to stress him out, or make him miss california any more than he does already. what do u think i should do??????

thanks for reading my blog,

julianne

OH MY GOD! silings are a pain in the a$$. my sister is all whining about her boyfriend, and how he cant go to the mall with her tonight, and i'm like, u b!tch. at least your boyfriend lives in the same state as you, and goes to the same school! they spent like, the whole day together yesterday. she is a s!ut. i hate her. my brother is pissed at her too, becuase he and i are trying to watch tv, and she is moping on the couch, crying about her boyfriend, saying, "why doesnt he like me? heshould be willing to spend all his time with me!" UGH! it is really bothering me.

my brother just told her to shut up, or else he is going to punch her lights out. personally, i would like to see that. my brother is really strong, so her could smack her into next week if he wanted too. his name is jeffery, and he's 16. he will be 17 next month. we are 10 months apart, and bff. he is a junior though, but we dont care.

now, christina is whining to my mom about how jeff just threatened her, and my mom closed her bedroom door in her face. HAHAHAHA. i love my mom. my dad picked a good month to go to japan on a business trip. he wont be back until the day before jeff's birthday, november 27th. so i guess its more than a month.

this leads me to my question for all of you today. do you have any siblings? brothers, sisters? are they a pain in the a$$ like my sister, ot your best friend, like my brother? how old are they? thanks for reading my blog guys!:)

julianne

here are some surveys i stole from other people:)

Name: Julianne
Gender: Female

1) When showering, do you start the water and then get in or get in and start the water?
start the shower, then get in

2) Do you read the labels on the shampoo bottle?
yeah

3) Do you moan in the shower like the people on the herbal essence commercials?
no

5) Have you ever been forced to shower with one of your siblings?
no

6) Ever brushed your teeth in the shower?
no

7) Have you ever dropped your soap on your foot?
yes! it hurt

How old do you look?
I dunno, 16?

9) How old do you act?
depends on my mood

10) What's the last song you heard/sang?
Apoligize by One Republic

11) Have you recently become a member of anything?
amesty international at my school

12) What are your plans for the weekend?
nada

13) What is your mood at the moment?

chill.

14.) Have you ever ridden a mechanical bull?
no

15) Do you ever intentionally vomit after drinking?
no

16) If you were working on a pirate ship, what would you most likely be?
I dunno, I hate water, I get seasick

17) Have you ever called anyone a slut?
yes

1 Has anyone ever called you a slut?
maybe......

19) Have you ever smuggled something into Canada?
never been....

20) Does playing a guitar make someone more attractive?
sure, if they sing to me

21) Do you live in a city with a good sports team?
yah

22) Have you ever finished off the popcorn?
omg, all the time

23) Have you ever turned someone down for a date?
yeah, it was sad

24) What's your favorite super-hero?
dunno

25) Do you have more enemies or more friends?
enemies, unfortunately

26) Have you ever sent an anonymous letter?
yah

27) Can you fix your own car?
yupo

2 Are you Smarter than your friends?
no

30) Have you ever been to jail?
nope

32) Last thing you bought over 50 dollars?
new coach bag

33) Do you like the smell of beer?
yucky

34) Have you ever died or killed someone in a dream?
ummm, yeah

35) Have you ever given to charity?
of course

36) Would you kill a dog for $1000?
never

37) Do you live with your parents?
yes

39) Do you have plans for your future?
yeah.

You are
[x ] under 5'0
[ ] 5'0"-5'5"
[ ] 5'5"-5.6"
[ ] 5'6.5 - 5'7 ''
[ ] 5'7" - 6'0
[ ] tall (6.1 and up)

NATURALLY
[] blonde
[ ] redhead
[ ] brunette
[ ] dirty blonde
[x ] brownish/blondeish
[ ] dark brown
[ ] black
[ ] red/light brown
[ ] don't Know, dyed Too Much

EYE COLOR
[] blue-eyed
[ ] brown-eyed
[ ] black-eyed
[x ] green-eyed
[ ] hazel-eyed
[ ] gold/gray-eyed
[ ] silver/gray- eyed
[ ] blue/green/brown-eyed
[ ] blue/gray-eyed
[ ] green/gray-eyed
[x] they change colors
[ ] amber

[x] medium hair
[ ] long hair
[ ] short hair

Your personality is sometimes...
[x] talkative
[x] shy
[x] funny
[x] serious
[x] laid back
[ ] strict
[x] hyper
[x] sarcastic
[x] I have multiple personalities

Have you ever...
[x] seen a shooting star
[] joke proposed to anyone
[ x] gotten stitches
[x ] eaten Sushi
[x] gotten the chicken pox
[x ] ridden in a taxi
[ ] been on a cruise ship
[] driven over 400 miles in one day
[ ] been on a plane by yourself
[ x] had surgery
[] seen a movie 3 times or more in the theater
[x] been on stage
[x] gotten a black eye
[x] memorized all the dialogue in a movie
[x] watched an entire baseball game

Do you like...
[] old movies
[ x] musicals
[x] blasting music in your car/or someone else's
[x] foreign foods
[] Pokemon
[x] Christmas time
[x] animals
[xxx] coffee(iced)
[x] tea
[x] summer
[x] winter

TWOs OF EVERY KIND
Two Names You Go By:
Julianne, Julz

Two Things You Are Wearing Right Now
purple shirt, and sweats

Two places you would like to go on vacation:
italy and france

Two favorite animals?
dogs and cats

Two Reasons you're doing this survey:
bored, and bored

Spell your name without vowels:
Jlnn

What color(s) do you wear most often?
blue, brown and gray

Last song heard on the radio?
wait for u

Are you missing someone right now?
yah

How do you make money?
babysitting

last thing you bought
shoes

How's the weather?
chilly

When do you start summer break?
beginning of june

What should you be doing right now?
homework. And studying for a geometry test

How many beds did you lay in yesterday?
1

Name one thing that you do everyday?
talk

What's your favorite sport?
softball

When was the last time you saw your dad?
I am looking right at him

What did you have for dinner last night?
turkey burger

What's your favorite starbucks?
java chip frappuchino

Recent time you were really upset?
last week

Best thing in your life right now is?
bffs

1. Real name - Julianne

2. Nicknames - Julz, Jbay, mamacita

3. Married - Not yet.....

4. Zodiac sign - Libra

5. Gender - Female

6. Age - 16

7. Height -5'0

8. School - high school

9. Hair color? - Brownish Blondish

10. Hair length? - medium

11. Health freak? -no way, jose

12. Eye color? - green

13. Crush ?- yup

14. Do I like myself ?- ???

15. Piercings? - no

16. Tattoos? - None

17. Left or right handed? - right

18. First surgery - when I was 15 months

19.First piercing - none

20. First best friend - meghan

21. First award - sunrise math award in 1st grade. I am a nerdJ

22. First sport -softball

23. First pets - fishy, named ariel

24. First vacation - new jersey when I was 2

25. First concert - eagles with my daddy

26. First crush - jeff

27. Food - French fries

28. Drink - coke

29. Currently in - kitchen