sooo, im not so sad anymore. becuase, i am gonna get to see bryant a lot more than i thought. he is flying out here every weekend, becuase we are doing the nutcracker together, and his parents already paid the nonrefundable 300 dollars, so he is gonna keep doing that. soo, i get to keep my prince charming, at least until christmas:) also, he gave me a promise ring!!! he said he bought it with all the money he had left. it is so pretty. its like, a real emerald, set in white gold. i dont know if its real or not, but who cares? its so we can always have a part of each other, even when he is in new york, and i am in california. yay! i get to keep my man!!!!

i am sad. let me tell u why.

so, after school, i get this phone call from my boyfriend, adn he say, u have to come over rite away.

so, i drove over to his house, and i walk in, and his entire family is sitting in the living room.

i'm thinkng that someone died or something.

but anyway, his dad stand up, and says, thanks for joining us, julianne. we have some sad news. unfortunately, my job is relocating me.

and bryant says, to where dad?

and he says, new york.

and bryants brother jonathan says, but how are we gonna stay here while u have to work in new york?

and his dad says, we're not. we are all moving to new york. we are leaving next saturday.

bryants other brother alex says, but what about school?

and bryants dad says, i have already called the schools and told them that next week is your final week, and i have enrolled bryant and alex in the high school, and jonathan in the middle school in new york. you start school there in 2 weeks.

and alex's girlfriend, cassidy, who was there too, says, but, alex cant leave in the middle of his senior year, thats not fair.

and byrants dad says, well sometimes life isnt fair. i dont want to leave california either, but we have to.

then bryant says, but, what about our friends,

then he looks at me and says, and my girlfriend?

and bryants mom says, thats something that you will have to sacrifice.

then bryant walks out of the house, and i followed him about aminute later.

and so, thats why i'm sad.

if you want to hear about the rest of my day, you can message me, and to find out what happend when i found bryant in the parking lot across the street from his house.

i just am sad, and lonely. so, how was your day?

Happy Birthday to Nick Jonas!!

Happy 15th:) 15 is a good year! YAY!

one week until my 16th!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

okay, so countdown: 2 weeks

and in refernece to my ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh:

the posted the audition results for my audition yesterday, and I GOT THE LEAD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

if you are familiar with The Nutcracker, I am CLARA!!!!!!!!!!!

OH MY GOD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

15 days!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

also, i saw those vanessa anne hudgens pictures, adn let me just say, gross!!!!!!!!!!! i dont care who they were for, they are gross, no matter what.

16 days!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

seventeen days!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

soo, i am starting a countdown to my sixteenth birthday! starting today!!

18 DAYS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!