Let me just say this and let who ever reads this decides what's going on: Well, it all happen, not that long ago, I wanted to tell my mom something. I don't remember what it was what I wanted to say. The bedroom door was open and being a loving family there was no problem walking in my parents room with embarrassment. It came natural. Like my mom or dad could walk in my room, I wouldn't be hiding anything from them. But this one night, I had wished her door was locked so that I wouldn't see this. Although, it was not clear at what she was doing. Before I saw her I heard a snorted noice and then when she heard me I saw that she quickly moved away from her night stand. I pretend that I didn't notice any thing. That was the first time. Next, I poked out of my room to tell my mom something and she seemed bussy doing something, to busy to look up. What was she doing? I began to worry. Then yesterday, I came out of my room to lower the heater, it was getting to hot in my room. I see her and if I had waited a little longer to get out I would of cought in the act. But in a way it was good timming, I don't want to see her doing what ever she's doing. I'm in denial. She was standing next to the radio stand fixing something and when she heard me, she quickly stoped at what she was fixing up for herself. Then she was like all nice and also seemed alittle shook and embarrassed. But I try not to look at her and continued lowering the heater and went to my room.

Somethings fishy about my mom and I'm not playing either. This is serius! I assume one thing about her but I'm not going to say yet untill I feel like she's really doing this. And if she is I'm going to need many peoples advice about this. In other words I'm going to need help to help my mom:(

I have one idea where to go to major in Filmmaking. The bad thing about it is that its in California. I'm in Texas. I will have to leave home, my friends and family. To tell you the truth, I'm not ready to live on my own but I guess I will have to start learning and quick. Where I live its hard to find the proper learning of filmmaking which sucks. Brooks Institute of Photography is the place for me to go.

CANCEL TODAY!:D SWEET!

Well, the christmas tree isn't done. I put on the Christmas lights and here comes my mom hating my job and wants to take down the lights and do it herself. I had gotten mad because I did all that work for WHAT? FOR NOTHING! I cooled down. I'm not mad any more. I've givin up on decorating. I'm going to make a 8 minute movie for this contest at this place call Alamo Drafthouse. My anut and her husband are going to help me. I thought it would be cool to have a small crew. My brother will help as well. I'm not sure what the movie would be about yet. My aunt's hasband, Jacob, thinks I should start small in making movie; to try to get notice. The movie that I'm writing for my future career is going well, very well. Although, there is some parts that need fixing. The best thing to do is to keep writing and not look back untill the whole movie is done or else I will never get done. Whats the deal with Myspace?! I have one but I haven't visited it for like forever. Everyone has a myspace. Some of the teachers that go to my school have a myspace. I can't see what makes it so cool. I think having a website is cooler. My website isn't official, the greatest but later on when I do, hopefully, become famous I will have a official website. I'm not bragging or am I? Just 104 days left of school for me. I'm doing okay in school. The only class that is not so well is Government. Its a C. But my Pre Cal class is a B which makes me happy. All the other classes are A's.

Haven't updated the website for awhile but that's because I've been busy writing a movie. Plus, I was sick and didn't feel like doing anything. The holidays are also making me lazy.

Yes, No school tomorrow, the next day, and the day after that day. Five day weeken! Sweet! Although, it doesn't really seem long enough. I'm going to have to help clean the house cause the Thanksgiving get together is at my house. I wished it was going to be at my grandmas house. I have alot to do tomorrow.

Made a new banner. Amateur me because I don't have a high quality camera, but I still make movies, with a Digital Blue Camera that is.

I think the most important skill for any filmmaker to have is the ability to visualize a movie. When thinking of a scene, make sure to think about camera shots, sound, where the character stands and says, and maybe even music. Then try to play the movie in your head so now the characters are moving, talking, and the camera shots are also changing in different positions(CUTS). Never done this before? Think of a ball. Now ask yourself, what color was the ball? Size? Type? Where was it? You should have a picture in your head. Now with out moving the camera, make something move within the shot. Maybe a kid comes in the picture and kicks the ball out of the picture. Include sound effects. If outside, is there birds, other people? I think visualizing a existing movie is kinda cheating. Try to make up your own scenes.

Listening to Christmas music already and writing my List to Santa:PI'm in the spirit! I can't wait. In my neighborhood there's already people decorating their homes with lights. I need to go shopping:shock: