i wonder what's next? i felt like i've done nothing this 2008 and all of the sudden, here comes 2009. I'm older. SOB! Doesn't it bum that you feel you have no accomplishments for a years time? CRAP! And next year, i leave for the Philippines. bummer.! [for college btw] i dunno. I feel like i don't wanna move on.

So i'm writing poetry. It's not emo btw, it's goth! I ran out of subjects. What would you recommend? Something dark. Give me an idea! Anything other from love. I'm done with that!

You could see my poems on poemhunter btw. It's [link] on my sig in OT. or look up PS WLevesque on poemhunter.

I know i've found the perfect person to be in-love with. I see other guys whining that their partners act different once they got hooked up and they start to be demanding in very silent ways and in more ways than one. They put you under! They change you and then they say they just wanted it to work out. TO HELL WITH THOSE STEREOTYPES!

I've found someone unlike the others. Only problem is I am out of good approaches. I've used every one in my mind. Every year I try to think of a new approach and DUH? They work. But after summer break the person goes to our hometown and when back, seems to just forget what happened! EVERY YEAR! I'm like WTF!!!????!!! You're driving me nuts! What do you want me to do?

How could that be possible?

.....I wonder why people report bans or moderate other members here when once that member is banned, you miss the guy. Ironic. You like their posts yet you report them. [yeah, this means you!] Take the_ish for example, who dare reported him??? Now I'm missing his posts tons! Plus, if ever he makes another account, how am I to know if it is him? Maybe if he kept the same sig or something...still.

This is just IMO! IMO! IMO NOT EMO! :P

Is it alright when you know you are willing to give up everything for just one person who can't you back anything in return? Is it ok to think that you don't need the person when deep down you crave to be with the person? It is wrong to stay silent in the shadows when you know it is what keeps you from hurting the person you love?

I'm not emo. I've just been thinking about my situation lately and if I've been doing the right thing. I wish I could get over it. I thought I got it all figured out with my diversion plan, ignore-the-person plan and other stuffs. In time, you can't help but end up back to square one.

They're right. I don't realize nor appreciate teh presence of someone till they're actually gone. I didn't want to see this coming. I've been jealous at teh people around my crush, they actually get to be around. I dunno, what to do. I certainly know this special someone won't read this cause, duh? not really a gamer, but is real ideal. I really can't replace you...I just wanted to say, I miss my crush, it's been awhile since we actually had a REAL conversation not related to alibis. I'm going crazy not knowing what to do. All I actually od is whine that I can't talk to my crush. this blows.

When will the day come when I finally give up gaming? I know for now it is a No-no, impossible, a miracle, but it is always easier said than done. I dunno, what if i one day mature. *GASP! I know for sure this day will come and I know this is worse than Armageddon, for all we know it even might be teh cause of Armageddon. I just don't wanna see that day. :?

What teh title reads is mandat0ry. I can't make you but, whatever. http://www.myspace.com/metalinguspwg

How to pwn some1 in less than a minute, even with their permission. This is how. Really wanna know how? no matter what catch? it's all here...

To me, it is the saddest waste of time ever. It's not a game, it's just a counter of visits and...extensions of something crappy. I got one a long time ago and I dunno what is the point to it. WTF am I missing? Why the heck do they keep telling me to join this? Do they want to get revenge in queerly less obvious way? If there were a real site similar to myspace, now that would be awesome.

http://dist0rtdville.myminicity.com/