It amuses me to wonder on how could such an Angel own lusting desires to my agony. It brings sadistic joy to her face to see me bleed. I hope she knows I would if I could and just to see her smile once in awhile. To you, I am the blind devil hindsights contradiction in our persona. I try to watch over her before daylight befalls me. You really seem to take the form of someone I know, but you're different. I wished I knew who you are. But you shall retain to stay an Angel in my dreams. For what I call you this? Because you are. I'll try not to wake up next time if this pleases you to stay longer.

I prefer teh Alienware laptop to teh MacBook. The MacBook is alot on teh hands and not that suitable for gaming obviously! It runs onother softwares and components but not for teh good of it. Alienware? Simply better! At home it is just amazing. I have to say even though I've modified most of my laptops even a Lambourghini Laptop to the extremes of it, Alienware is still alot more accurate unbelievably. I mean, I could and I do store more files in it, but no matter, it's still teh fastest responding computer at home. COME ON! It beats Lambourghini? Could you imagine that? Teh MacBook is as slow as crap and I don't know what to do with it now. It's just there for the other softwares running on MAC. There are games mostly, but it's not worth it! I like it, but it is definitely overrated because it carries the Apple name but so does the iPhone! The iPhone met my expectations! But I was definitely wrong about the MacBook!

So i'm pretty much in the phase of my last minute before we head back to school cram thing. As much as I wished summer doesn't end yet...There's nothing I could do!!! Trust me, if ever there was, I would have done it ages ago!! This part, I hate teh most! I see no point to fight it. It's gonna happen, that's why i'm cramming! :P It means, tons of homework comebacks with alot of quizes on teh side of it! This blows! I'm maxed out from last sem and now, TEH HORROR! It's a sequel! It's far worse than any other thriller/horror movies you've seen....combined. WHY? Because this is for real. This is now. This is time i'm going against and I'm not winning!! If I don't cram, I'm gonna spend my next months mad at myself whining why the heck did I not do these earlier??? In fact, why didn't I? Paintball, skateboarding, gaming etc random stuffs all in no rest!!!! WOOH! i'm on a roll!

Teh Darkness for PS3 and Buffy The Vampire Slayer: Chaos Bleeds used to be on my wishlist till somebody actually bought it for me, I thought it was teh perfect gift for me. For me at least. Games on my wishlist are teh best thing to give me. DUH? That's why it's called teh wishlist? But they're just wishes....how i wish they'd come true in teh real world without it seeming complicated like such "Strings Attached" stuff. Those two games that were handed out for me as a "sorry" gift? Much appreciated!!! But I have to learn now that my wishlist is piling up and if i ever want it as bad then, I'll have to face that it will be me who'll save up for it and nobody else. *sighs* My parents really thing this is a queer thing to waste my time on and i'm pretty sure they won't hand out a cent to help me with this. *bigger sigh*

This works every which way, my wishlist don't all have games on them, I have other unmaterialistic wishes too, don't go thinking I go for games alone. *SMIRKS.

I'm pretty much about psyched up about game turned movie for 2008-2009. I don't really like movies recently, they'll really dull and a total dud. I'm waiting for teh release of teh new Max Payne movie and teh sequel of teh Daredevil movie, in which Matt Murdock faces Mr. Fear! Double Nice!!!!! Although I'm really wondering about how teh Max Payne movie would turn out. I have no idea on what storyline they'll do with it or even who's gonna play teh role of Max Payne, but I'm pretty sure it's gonna be real brutal. *SMIRKS*! Nyahahaha! It's so awesome! Can't wait!

You probably know that, but I'm really into his works specially games, not so much with teh books though. who would be? He did not have so much to do with teh game itself right? But his games rocks, I like them so much! Currently awaiting teh next installments of teh games in queue for 2009 and latter parts of this year! YEY! I'll pretty much be teh first in line for it. Or maybe pirate one! hehe *gone sneaky*!!!! :twisted: hehe! *Smirks*

I've been collecting his games since, i dunno, teh first installment, or maybe splinter cell. But back then I thought he was just some lousy gamer wannabe. Eh? I could not be more wrong.

I sure wish i was one. Considering my habits this summer, I could say I am as good as one. I've turned nocturnal, away from the sun, and dark-gothic like. Imagine a lifetime of this or maybe even longer since they are immortal. Are vampires AC? As in Anti-Christ? If they were then, scratch that, I don't wanna be one nemore. So much for teh vampire fantasy. hehe

I am however a religious person, Religion as in Catholic. I'll stick to teh next best thing, something more realistic and safe, teh gothic way!

You usually get these on friendster. These are real FAQs to me here. So where do we start?

Location: Under a basement in Dubai.xP

Status: It's complicated TM

I am..:a certified skater, guitarist, bassist, drummer, anti-plagirism, Christian, extremist whereby does alot of crazy stuff, and of course, a gamer.

What are you doing now: Typing what you've asked and making it quick....

Personal Comments: I like pie.

Why did i post this? Because I hate repeating myself.

I've created a diversion plan to get my mind off that person in my recent post I've been kinda missing. I was off fine before this happened. So I'm doing things I did back then. I'm gaming more than ever, motorcross lapses, blah.

Ever had teh instances where when you're with someone, everything you did just made perfect sense? Literally, metaphorically, bah! It just does! And when that certain someone leaves it all just fades and you just feel, I dunno, cranky? pathetic? miserable? well, DIFFERENT! Eh? I'm 50-50 sure it's not love. Well, 50-50. It's twisted. I DON'T FALL IN LOVE! I DON'T LOVE! I'M A HATER! THIS IS ALL PATHETIC FOR ME! Ironic eh?

For my friends, this is a common problem. Probably for you too. But me, this is crap. This is the point where I laugh at their miserable pain. THIS IS WHINING for them. Yeah, because they've been here over and over. But me, first time. And I really really feel weird, and definitely hope it's nothing serious.