Before school ended, I thought I could have more time off considering teh tons of hours I won't be wasting in school as soon as summer was here. I could have not been more wrong. I'm in my midst of summer and owe everyone at least one week of hangover from last month for I been really tight on teh clocks lately. How could I not see this coming? Where have I been wasting my time? I dunno, I guess, if back then, I wasn't able to give time to myself on the tv, it's worse now, I can't even give myself time to sleep! I've turned nocturnal, too! I haven't seen sunlight since, well....I can't even remember.

If I used to average 3 hrs. on xFire before, now...I have less than an hour to game?!!??!! BIG WTF!!!!!

I wouldn't wanna be teh guy who sets up a time management program. YEAH RIGHT! Like that's ever gonna happen! ROFL! But... What should I do? Ok, I dis teh people I don't wanna go out with but, I still have to do something about this. It's not like me, 1 hr average of gaming in a day? ONLY? THAT PUNY AMOUNT!??? Something is WRONG!

i AM ACTUALLY thinking of selling some, I just can't seem to. Got totally attached to them.

PSone [crap].

PS2.

PS3.

PSP.

DS.

XBOX.

XBOX360.

Wii.

GBA.

Gamecube.

And they took an aweful hit in my savings, who knows how much I could have earned up to from this point if I got my parents to buy them for me? Think about it, I've got 403 games total for every console and some of them repetitive. Which is a total mistake and I don't know what on earth I did it for. Love for the game? NAH. Addiction? YES! YES.

This is an actual gamer since birth. I got my first game on err...whtervr you call that. Genesis was it? It all started there with my first game of RAW and Spiderman! Hehe! total recall!

That guy on ebay totally scammed up my idea on selling a life. Nobody probably would have bought it, but I came up with it first. Or maybe I pissed them away by saying "GET A LIFE". I meant that literally! And good thing he got scammed up pretty damn bad too! He made me ROFLMFAOL.xD

Teh thing is, I thought I've got my own back, no one can really save me. I still do. Friends catch you, all of them did, ty! But it's not the same when you actually get saved. They're different. I don't know what I'm looking for, I wish I did so then I'd start right now. This bugged me since I was 6. I used to have seizures evrytime I thing about death or life's purpose. [P.S. it might be a way of insulting me for the leader of APs by giving me a book on 'Purpose Driven Life' but, it kinda helped me instead.] That may be a way of saving me. You didn't help me because I wanted it, it was cause I needed it and I didn't have to ask.

Maybe I don't need it, I go on it myself as always. I've learned you can't trust mortals. They die, that's why I am this. Whatever you call me. Emotionless. Heartless. Gothic. Whatever you call me, I AM NOT AC! I SWEAR! PROMISE!