finally some time off, let us take a moment to fully soak up atilliet's hapiness... ok, other than that im still gameless (augh), leife is going good. now a friend is (hopefuly) hooking me up this week :D. i finally got some new desperately eneded crap (no game association). and life is going good. my brotehr will proboly be enveloped by the 360 all week, so if you see me on, its him more than likely. now thancks to peter im really looking foward to a 10$ game of amasing awsomeness. i will proboly not be on GS much this week, ill be with friends, or doing stuff so update me periodically on whats going on. hopefully ill go up a rank tommorow but thats never a gaurantee ;). have fun in your games, il be enjoying my time off :)

i would like to make some kind of article but its imply some small entertainment i came across http://www.mega64.com/

sometimes the idea of depression is misconstrunned to being down or gloomy, but thats nothing like it. it s more of a sneaky commando that implants his tiny clones into every epth of your concious, sabatasing your work effort, crippleing your idea of self worth, tearing through your ignorant views on reality, and giving i\only dark ideas of salvation to the repair of your mind. being in depression doesnt appear to the victim or the bystanders as anything more than lazyness but it is much much more. digging yourself a pit of hatre and despair, and feeling guilty everytime you fail to gain the work ethic to do anything. To be frank, it is quite scary. I dont know how i resisted the sweet taste of a suicide. I dont know how i didnt go postal. i felt inferior and tried to do something about it but opression of others and self destruction. i hate that i cannot fix anything i create or i am faced with. my efforts screams fall on deaf ears in many ways. The hardest part of all is when you get out to not get back in. I have fallen back into remission after reaching the light, tumbling back into the darkest reaches of my mind. I feel as though no one understands me (which being weird and different doesnt help) and i know everyone hates me in at least one way. Its destroying me. I canot see myself at the end of this. then again ive been the bleak depressed where only apathy takes over. The apathetic depression feels worse up front but is nothing comapre to this. Im scared. Im scared of others. Im scared of my friends. Im scared of my family. Im scared of myself.... every time i try to escape from this it drags me down, yet deeper into my pit of wallowing. others treat me as though i was rubbish at their despense, every outlet to my anger turns out to backlash to causeing more, everythign that turns out fine to start with destroys me more than the other things.... i fell useless...alone...unwanted.... i fell unnessicary.... i feel dead....

yep good old kc... never snows here EVER, but this ear appears to be an exception. Its surprising that we have had about 5 large snows already when we occationally get one good snow. As you can see it is very good for ye old school boy. Most of the snows were plowed before anything was canceled but this paticualr snow was not like that. with a day of rain freezing to ice under three inches of snow we were able to finally take a brea and being that tommorow isnt going to be a serious day of school that makes me happy. I vote to call this week slacker week. so now me and my brother can do anything we care for today which will proboly include some guitar hero, some animal crossing ww, and maybe some getting of xbox live, maybe. Well so far we have stated the guita hero nonsense ending n a pissed off mood of failing jordan on expert hyper speed and going to get some eats while i had earlier missed the ufo with my slingshot for the second time (first was last june). i might consider picking bak up fallout but knowing that my computer designated for gaming is shot i might not. so, so far the tournoment is still on, i am going to do nothing for the next two days, and im still going to make that dammed video blog with laffiette when he comes over on thursday. and yeah, i thought i would explain the game choices for the banner. The gears of war being my current play, the bioshock being the furture and the fallout and C:SotN being my two favorite games that i can remember. anyways have a nice day to all you who are without the white powdery goodness.

blog image, user image and signature image, this pipboy thing has really gotten to me. does it seeem a little over done?

apparently im too good for level 6, i had an extended level five and now im level 7. im confused about this.

yes i thought it about time for me to shed my skin as a "n00b" and upgrade myself to another level of which i shall refer to as rookie.

of course im not the hard-core internet programer, in fact i could care less, but i thought it a little supid to make it look like i hadn't put any time or effort (or care) iinto gamespot.

all said and done ive changed my pro look in case you didnt notice.

the banner was from redhawk360 (thanks again) the blog image is of, well it would ruin the picture if i gave out a name, lets just leave it as "old guy with gun", and now for the upcoming news and updates!

lafiette is going to come over to my house and there we might make a video blog and i will get a profile pic, im getting live FINALLY, the tournoment i am now in charge of will be either on the 17th or 18th and that pretty much wraps it up.

yep its back up THANK GOD the tempurature is now about 70 degrees farenheight and it make me happy in other news im finally on chapter five on gears insane mode, but i was too lazy to finish tonight, insted i set a new personal (and buddy list) high score on hexic with 100,000ish points, and i decided to pick up madden 07 but its too dam confusing to try a franchise right now. hopefully gold back tommorow, no promises but hopefully. and in final news i have som 360 unions that are fairly nice and accepting ask me if you want to join

my furnace broke..... its about 40 degrees in my house, and getting colder still have yet to get gold for a year, proboly tommorow i went over to lafiette's house and we had a great time on gta3 and on hotel dust room 215 verall it was not that bad I've been trying so hard to beat GoW on insane mode but the dam theon gaurds keep on sticking me with their torque bows, on a side note i've become amasing with the sniper and the torque bow o the point where i rival all of the best people i know in each special weapons (except the hammer) and i guess that a cap of my weekened, i think ill go and play morrowwind now...

lets break it down:

                            :evil: sadly im not yet level six

                             :) I am an official officer of a union (old news)

                            8) I've decided to form a union and call it the union with the least members

                           :( I cant currently form the union because of my level

                           :?  currently im only gaming on the weekends which saddens my inner child

                           :evil: my xbox live expired

                           :( I dont know when i can get it extened

                           :D I have  7 friends now

                           :( I only have seven friends now

                           :D looking foward to new games

                            :( losing money so i cant afford new games

                            :P when i do form a union only my friends will be in it and your friends if they are cool enough

                           :( i still dont have a page header or blog pic

                            :cry: and i dont know or have time to make one

                            :D maybe this weekened there might be some changes

Ok so there it is, an evalutaion of my current gameing life other than my rich ass animal crosser has tons of cash and is rapin the s--- out of his town

send me some game suggestions and try to tell your friends about me (i dont want to sound like im advertising though) and look foward to the new pointless union ill be making

have a good time with gamespot!