you know you want to. lol. I dont use this site too much anymore, only once in a while will i log in, so i can keep m guides and everything soo twitter meh at www.twitter.com/katarinna

So its Kat again. lol. Well things have been eh alright. Arianna is getting big, she is now 14 months old, and her father? eh he is till being a pos. its to be expected. Im doing alright, i suppose, I been doing alot of art work on oh deviantArt some beyblade, chrono crusade and FB and some random art work

http://katarinna.deviantart.com check it out yo and leave comments fave and whatever.

in 4 days, Arianna will be 1 year old. can you beleive it? damn. She is growing so fast. its hard to beleive. sadly she looks like her erm father, if you can call him that. but what I call him, i cant post on here, or i will get bannned. lol. anyway today is my sisters second baby shower. its gonna be interesting. lol. I missed the other one, because of a fight we had. i dunno. its too early to think. i should still be in bed. but i got too much to do today.

Blogs are back. only took 2 weeks. anyway, thats all i really had to say. haha. no im really annoyed and stressed and life SUCKS.

Well Ari is 10 months old today, its crazy how time has flown by with her. it seems like just yesterday she was just a tiny little baby.

Well I had surgery on the 2nd, I had my gall bladder removed, still recovering from that. gah its been pretty bad but im doing alright now.

Well at the end of April the 29th I became a single parent. Aaron decided to walk out on us back to his sons mother. the same day he left me, he was back with her. its still hard sometimes, but its getting better for the most part. Im still angry and hurt by him and this whole thing. He has given me full custody of Ari and he has to pay child support and all he gets is his visitation, and he is not allowed to bring his *Censored* with him. but whatever.

I also have no home anymore, We got evicted because Aaron didnt pay the rent he promised he was going to. and I cant afford it on my own right now, im still under doctors care, but we are not homeless as such, my friends offered us a place to stay untill we can get on our feet. which im thankful for.

but i better sign off now, and get to bed, i just thought I would update you all. though i do not know how many of you are still here and yeah.

ilu Katarinna

tv.com keeps changing and changing and it suckkkkkkkkkkkks. =]

anyay im 21 today. yaya not. time has flown by, Arianna is now 7 months old almost 8. she is wonderful.. I still have the worse relationship with her father. dunno what else to say. so yeah

later

She will be 3 months on the 18th. shes growing pretty good.

here is her dates/stats up to date:

8/18/08 - 6lbs 11 1/2 oz - 21 inches
8/21/08 - 7lbs 1 oz - 21 inches
9/2/08 - 8lbs 2 oz - 21 inches
10/16/08 - 10 lbs 8 oz - 22 ½ inches
11/7/08 - 11 lbs 8 oz - 24 inches

She is growing like a weed. =] I loves her to death here are some piccys now.

Where the hell is my emblems???? im missing more then half of them?! ever since they changed everything ive lost stuff what the hell...

yeah like it says, go http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8SLgMd4MRqA and watch. and IF you have a youtube account, add me, and comment. thanks

Katarinna

Okay as you all I know, I was to be induced on Sunday the 17th, I went to the hospital on the 16th the start the whole process. Anyway at like 4 am I started to have contactions but they weren't strong enough to dilate me. They did the next step which was the poticion (sp?), I started to feel a lot of pain, so they gave me some med that went into the iv, (which hurt like hell btw) and she said the room with start spinning and well it kicked in pretty good that was at about 6am. I crashed out, apparently I been sleeping threw the contactions cuz the doctor woke me up around 9:20am to check me and I was at 2cm and 70% effaced. The doctor said I could have the Epi anytime I want after that, I waited a little bit and then got it, I got checked around 11 and I was 3 cm and that's where my labor stalled, I kept having contractions, in a patter of 2 and then change so it was interesting. I guess when they kept moving the bed, my epi came out. And wouldn't work, even though my legs were still numb but I felt every contraction to the point I was doing nothing but crying, I didn't do the breathing hell I didn't want to be touched by Aaron or anyone for that matter. But the doctor for the epi came back and had to redo it. In the middle of contractions it hurt like hell. Anyway, that finally kicked in and I got some sleep, I was dilated to 4 cm around 3pm. Probably around 5pm, I was dilated to 5cm and stayed that way untill about 6pm. About 9pm I was at 7cm. At 11:15pm they checked me again, and I was fully dilated, I slept most the last part of my labor. The doctor had me wait for an hour so that the baby could drop more, and cut down on pushing time. Around 12-12:30 I started pushing, I pushed a total of 6 times and Miss Arianna was born at 12:41am on August 18th she was 6 lbs and 11 ½ oz and 21 inches long. I was in labor for a total of 20 hours and 41 mins. Fun eh? Lol

want pictures go to my myspace - www.myspace.com/thisismelikeitornot