I JUST had to

leavin for good.... its just no fun on here anymore. No one reads my blogs, and over at the BB forum, i get flack for doing what i have always done, being mean to newbies. so no freaking point in being there. and then getting reported for stupid junk is getting really old.

And im getting closer to having my baby and getting things ready for her takes up some time, and spending time with Aaron and my family take up the rest. im just not into anime as much anymore.

I got 15 weeks left untill she is here, and i feel like i havent done enough. I have to start taking classes for her and everything.... and the farther along i get the more pain i get, and the more tired. all i want to do right now is drink water and sleep.... food even bothers me right now.

anyway i want a chimpmunk named Alvin and thats all i gotta say

loves

Katarinna

^^ anyway Ari is kicking the crap out of me. while i like it, i dont like being kicked so i cant sleep. Not that i can sleep anyway, i get freaking nightmares about my baby that its hard to sleep let alone get compy

So yesterday was my 20th birthday... but it was all but happy.. ill tell you why.

around 11am on Saturday the 12th, I got a phone call from Aarons boss... wasnt good news... never is when the boss calls right? anyway, he said right to the point. Aaron cut his finger off....... yes off. o-f-f its gone. he also pulled the tendent out all the way from the elbow. (i didnt see it cuz yeah )

so i started bawling and i called my mom freaking out and told her to come get me and take me to the hospital she had to leave work to do so. I called aaron and talked to him and he just told me to get to the hospital, then i called my neibor and was freaking out and she told me to calm down and relax cuz it could harm the baby.. which i tried... didnt work.

anyway i got to the hospital and it was nasty ewww anyway they had to send him upstate. yay.

so i spent 2 hours riding in a ambulance all the way up to a different more advanced hospital. ( thank god ) anyway after spending so long that night.. they decided that they couldnt put his finger back on. T_T

they admited him and so begin the night of terror... I COULDNT sleep. they wouldnt give me a bed even though i asked and the lady in the room next to us had one.. no fair.

so ontoday sunday and my birthday.. aaron had sugery at 10 am.. was out by 11:15am yippy and then he took a temper out on me. anyway my mom and dad wished me a happy birthday and i had told my dad what happend.. my dad had also cut off his finger at one point. anyway, we left the hospital around 2:30ish yesterday afternoon. took 2 hours to get home.. well i slept some of the way, i had a killer headache and it only got worse cuz of no sleep...

anyway... we got home and everything hit the fan... me and aaron got into it, and then me and my best friend got into it.. and then somehow aaron hit his hand in the screen door and we had to take him to the hospital.... for nearly 2 hours.... we got home around 11:15pm... time for bed..

yes what a lovely way to spend ur 20th birthday. dont ya agree?

Katarinna

im at a 100% for level 24. cant i just be level 25? plwese? i didnt do nuffin wrong. it took me 3 freaken days at 99%. how rude.

anyway, My birthday is on sunday.... and im a whole 20 years old. yay.........not. its gonna suck... since i dont have money i cant go do anything, let alone get anything. i dont think so anyway.

well Aaron gets paid on monday so i get to do something on then. but still you know. its just hard to be happy when im not really...

Got ya. lol anyway, i went to the doctors this morning. and he said everything is looking good. i took a blood test last month for downs sysndrom or however you spell it. anywho he said that the baby didnt have it, or anything so yay on that part. he told me my baby was at my belly buttion where she is suppose to be. ^_^ so far so good, though i have been having sharp almost cramping like pains in my side, and the doc told me it was normal and was called round ligimt( sp?) pain. as long as i dont have bleedin and everything then its good, if they get too bad then i am to call him.

anyway, my baby weighs half a pound hehe

anywho my best friend moved back here. yayness and she helped me put my bassant(sp?) together wiff me. pretty awesome.

anyway im pretty sick today, have a head ache for 3 days now. im getting really mad about it.

anyway ttyl

Katarinna

I finally got my panic at the disco box set. and its awesome. it comes with a dvd and a cd and a puzzle!!!!

anyway, me and aaron are already clashing about the baby he wants to decide everything that happens to the kid. i mean heck. i cant get her ears peirced, she cant listen to the music i do, just his. She isnt allowed to have a tv in her room. wtf???

do i not get a say in how my baby girl is raised???

new piccys

I got the ultrasound yesterday YAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

her name is Arianna Marie

i got Davey Havok!!!!

i been trying for him for a while. yay.

oh thats all. just thought that i would share. ill be back on Friday for an update and it will have my gender!!! yay

well I went to my doctors appointment yesterday morning =] i got to hear the heart beat again, pretty awesome. anyway my doctor told me there is this test that you can take you dont have to. its a blood test to check for anything wrong wiff the baby and me and aaron chose to get it, despite the fact that i HATE needles.

anywho, i get to find out my gender of my baby on March 28th at 3 pm MST. so excited. my momma and my best friend and aaron get to go with me. ^_^ i hope its sooo a girl ^_^

I go back to see my doc. in April. so thats pretty awesome. im exicted to start feelin the baby kick, havent yet, but in the next couple weeks who knows. ^_^

I new prenatel pills, chewable. cuz the other ones made me sick to my stomach, and I didnt like pills. and he gave me some (pills ew) for the throwing up im still doing, really annoying.

and I have been getting headaches and sucks, i was taking asprine for it, but the doctor told me, its pretty bad and dangouse for the baby. so he told me to get something else.

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other news, im sick and tired of being insulted at the ygo forum. the only reason Im staying there is because of RB. not anyone else. if it wasnt for her, i would be long gone by now.

luv

Katarinna