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How do you like the new banner I just made? It's composed of characters from Gears of War FFX-2 and Counter-Strike. I gave it to a union too. If you'd like, I'd happily make you one, just PM some pics you'd like in your banner and I'll see what I can do with them. :)

Arggh, ye maties!

Wierd title, eh? Reason why is because I've got a big, white patch taped over my right eye. I got knocked on the side of my eye yesterday by a football and I woke up blind in my right eye. I asked my boss at the hospital how long it would last. He said I'd be half-blind for 3-7 days. *sigh*:( now I look like some Halloween reject :? so how have you been lately?

Everything's back to normal

Right, so now I'm back in school catching up with my studies and blah, blah, blah. My data on some of my Gamecube games got restarted :evil: and now I have to play Metroid Prime 2: Echoes all over again. Last time I checked, I was right near the boss Quadraxis. What a load of bull****! So far this week's been good except when I got in trouble for shooting a wad of gum into this *****'s hair. It was so funny watching her clip her hair off the next day. :lol: I ended up kicking this guy in the balls after he started to touch me in an annoying way. Not the smartest thing for me to do to him :? next week we'll be having our own Thanksgiving LAN party after a bunch of people get their 360. There should be at least 30 units or so on campus I believe, so that'll be fun. I'll be getting mine 2nd shipment, so hopefully the games won't flop. Bad thing is, we don't have the kind of connection to hook up to Xbox Live :cry: oh, well. I'll still have fun anyways. :P

Back from the Hospital

I haven't been posting for a few days now because I've had liver surgery. My liver failure problem is gone and I'm in California with my aunt and uncle, the folks who took me in ever since my parents died. My uncle Tyrone, whom I owe my life to, was my liver donor. I called him up last week and told him about my liver problem, so he said he'd do anything to help. He can live a healthy life without his liver, since his was better than mine. I was just released from the hospital today after being there in a ventalator for awhile. Worst pain you can experience in your throat is being in a ventalator. The surgery went well and I'll make a full recovery by next week and be back in Arizona and in school. Until then, I'll have to stay here with my aunt and uncle. Thank you Uncle Tyrone. Now, I've got a week's worth ahead of me, so toodles.

Intoxication

Apperently that drinking night I had a few days ago turned out to effect my health in a dangerous way. I've been an alcoholic for quite a while and never have I drank so much. What was actually 8 shots of hard liquor turned out to be the equivalent to 15 consecutive glassess of beer in less than 2 hours. My roomate told me all that what I did and how she found me passed out on the floor in our dorm. My doctor said I've got a liver failure and was lucky I didn't choke on my own vomit or die or something. My roomate was with me when I was at my doctor. I spent an entire weekend sick in my room. According to my doctor my blood alcohol concentration has risen by 0.04. The strange thing is that I must have had an alcoholic blackout since I don't remember anything about a sudden show of emotions and mood swings according to my roomy. She said I swung at her a couple of times and she said it was like watching a train wreck seeing me act so foolish. My doctor said I could end up developing a liver disease if I don't stop being a drug abuser, an alcoholic. I feel better from my recent hangovers, but I can't quite remember much nor would my roomy spill the beans on everything I did. So much for a great weekend.

Binge Drinking= Ugh.....

I was just at my college's stupid party we have every first weekend of each month a few hours ago and was having fun dancing, telling jokes, etc. until I decided to drink as many consecutive shots of hard liquor as possible. I ended up drinking about 7 or 8 and I was feeling quite wierd. Now, I've been a little drunk before, but I went a little overboard this time. I started feeling energetic and what not and started doing weird, crude, and provokative things. I even ended up falling into a gallon of gatorade or something. I was drunk for about an hour and a half and started to vomit two times. I decided after that to go back to my room and take a nap for an hour. Now, I feel light-headed and a little better. I'm going to have to probably go to bed early tonight. At least I broke my record of 5 shots. Wahoo! zzzzzz.......

Yay! Best day ever.

What a day today was. First my school is trying to recover from the Halloween parties and pranks. Then everything is normal until I barely passed a mathematics test. After that big dissapointment, the smelliest kid named T.J. (we call him Assfart) "accidently bumps into me and grabs one of my boobies. :| after getting slapped back by this retarded frat boy I'm off to relax as my day is over. I get a call, and I find our one of my younger friends named Robert Calvo, died in a car crash last week at the age of 16. All because his friends had a drinking problem. After the death tragedy I stared out the window in a darkened room. My roomate knew not to try and cheer me up when stuff like that happens. Now I can post on GS after 2 hours of staring in silence. How great was today? This is quite possibly the best day I've had all year. Hooray!

A song I hold dear

Sometimes I shave my legs and sometimes I don't
Sometimes I comb my hair and sometimes I won't
Depend on how the wind blows I might even paint my toes
It really just depends on whatever feels good in my soul

I'm not the average girl from your video
and I ain't built like a supermodel
But, I learned to love myself unconditionally
Because I am a queen
I'm not the average girl from your video
My worth is not determined by the price of my clothes
No matter what I'm wearing I will always be India Arie

When I look in the mirror and the only one there is me
Every freckle on my face is where it's supposed to be
And I know my creator didn't make no mistakes on me
My feet, my thighs, my lips, my eyes; I'm lovin' what I see

I'm not the average girl from your video
and I ain't built like a supermodel
But, I learned to love myself unconditionally
Because I am a queen
I'm not the average girl from your video
My worth is not determined by the price of my clothes
No matter what I'm wearing I will always be India Arie

Am I less of a lady if I don't wear pantyhose?
My mama said a lady ain't what she wears but, what she knows
But, I've drawn a conclusion, it's all an illusion, confusion's the name of the
game
A misconception, a vast deception
Something's gotta change
Don't be offended this is all my opinion
ain't nothing that I'm sayin law
This is a true confession of a life learned lesson I was sent here to share with
y'all
So get in where you fit in go on and shine
Clear your mind, now's the time
Put your salt on the shelf
Go on and love yourself
'Cuz everything's gonna be all right

I'm not the average girl from your video
and I ain't built like a supermodel
But, I Learned to love myself unconditionally
Because I am a queen
I'm not the average girl from your video
My worth is not determined by the price of my clothes
No matter what I'm wearing I will always be India Arie

Keep your fancy drinks and your expensive minks
I don't need that to have a good time
Keep your expensive car and your caviar
All I need is my guitar
Keep your Kristal and your pistol
I'd rather have a pretty piece of crystal
Don't need your silicon I prefer my own
What God gave me is just fine

I'm not the average girl from your video
and I ain't built like a supermodel
But, I learned to love myself unconditionally
Because I am a queen
I'm not the average girl from your video
My worth is not determined by the price of my clothes
No matter what I'm wearing I will always be India Arie


I'm sure we can relate to this song somewhere in life. I can relate to it right now, since I don't know my true self. Hopefully some of you have already found that shining light in the pit of your soul.

Yawn

GS is really slow now adays, I've lost the mild addiction of forum posting and if this keeps up, I might not post anymore. I intend to resign my union positions before I do so...if I do so.