I thought I could but i can't it is impossible..... :| *growls* why me?!?!? I have tons of ideas but none of them come out ....it is like impossoble for me to make the ideas work..... I am extremely discouraged and wished I never even thought of it in the first place :cry: ...........

OH GOD AND NOW I AM WHINING!

is good.........I am poor I am also carless.....did I mention I was poor.......I am job less ... but guess what I IS HAPPY!!! *does a little dance* and you should be too!!! *does a dance for you* becuase no matter what!! there is always one thing that is awesome!!! YOU HEAR ME!!?!? AWESOME IN YOUR LIFE!! .......SO DANCE!!! I DEMAND IT BECUASE!!! LIFE IS GOOD!! .....*keeps dancing* YYAYAYYAYAYAY btw *hugs* missed you all (haven't been here in a while):D :D :D :D :lol: :lol: :lol:

I think we should have a moment of silence for the symbol that is part of almost every sentence. the Period. .......................... . . . . . . . . . . . . . . ...... ...... ..... .... ... .. .. .. . . . . . . . . . ok thankies later!

I GOT MY PSP!!!!!!!!!!!!! I had to pay it myself and I am ext remely poor now but guess what I got it with no game though but guess what a 1 gig!! yaya!

Heh I keep getting bored and things only amuse me for a second or two..........do I need mental help? *laughs* I already know the answer.........

oh and I was playing nintendogs.....a cheat demo version and I like it .........alot O_o seems wrong.

....for hell and drive there for a oneway trip...........nuff said....

I need to make money ........... but how? I dotn want to work in retail or with the goverment agian........... I want to start my own business but I think I will fail......I know I sound like a complete giver-uper or whatever but I can't help fearing what might be the end of a great idea........ not only that so many other things stoping me from concentrating on it ........ I worry about my mother and her money problems........and someone else has been occupying my mind way to much...... and they don't help at all...... I get scoldings becuase I keep talking about it but I dont do anything........

BUT IT ISN"T THAT EASY!!

fear is fear ......

Am I insane not to like my guy ignoring me for other girls? Yes or no will do I never have had a low self esteem
untill I started dating him because he likes to do things that make me feel like I am not good enough for him
like he needs to find it somewhere else...

I swear the mods lock things when they see we are having fun.....otherwise it is for no reason :|

talking to his little girlfriends online and ignoring me and then he expects me to talk..........pffffffft