I went to the eye doctor (don't know whats called) and he told me i will losing vision and i'm 20 years old. That doesn't sound good at all, i'm too young. My problem is not seeing short distance things but longer things. I always knew my vision wasn't that great, i notice that almost all my friends could see in longer distances than me. I'm destinate to use glasses in the future thanks to my heritage and my damn monitor. But i could use some laser treatment to improve my vision or something, i heard some doctors do it...criminal doctors >_>

Vision is the most important sense and i'm losing it, in fact everybody is losing it. While you all are typing the monitor is eating you eyes alive and you don't even notice it. Ah, i feel better now.

I need protection to my eyes or i'll get blind...

Do u need: $?

I mean, all cultures since the beggining of human race have believed in something out of this world, something powerfull, a god. Most likely they created them, but with what purpose?

I have been thinking about this and there are many reasons for us to believe in a god. We like to believe in a god because:

1. We are scare of death. No one knows where we are going, thats why we believe in something more powerfull than us and when we die we will leave everything in his hands. We feel confident that he will be there, and that there is nothing to be afraid.

2. To feel protected. When we are kids we depends of our parents but what happens when we grow? We like to feel protected even if god doesn't actually protect you.

3. To help us in the times of need. Everytime we get in problems or something bad happens to us we always pray to god. When there is no hope god is there to give us hope, because he is greatness.

4. God's teachings helps us become better persons. We are scare of hell, thats why we don't disobey his commandments preventing people to do bad things.

5. To explain everything in the world without scientific methods.

Does God really exist? I'm a believer and i use faith not reason. Maybe i don't want to stop believing because i'm scare of a world without a god, without a support, without a meaning.

Why we are here? Who brought us here? I believe in the scientific explanation but i'm sure there is something hidden, something powerfull involved in all this.

Feel free to post your believes or a comment to my entry. :)

My Top 5 Most Anticipated Games of 2005:

1. Wanda and the Colossus (from the creators of ICO, this game is going to be INCREDIBLE)
2. The Longest Journey II: Dreamfall (The first one was awesome and this one is going to own even more)
3. Zelda 2k5 (What can i say, this game is going to set a world mark in the history of videogames)
4. Psychonauts (from the creator of Grim Fandango, my fav. game of all time, Tim Schafer)
5. FFXII (maybe the main character looks gay but i still haven't played a bad FF game, and this one is going to own as well)

Whats your top 5 of 2005? :)

I have to admit that i play them to beat them, that way i can make a conclusion of how good the game was, thats why i'm very strict with the endings. I rarely get hooked with a game and i wish it never ends. I played MGS3 with the only purpose to beat it because my brother told me that the story and the ending were awesome. The game was so incredible but i wanted it to end not because i was getting tired but because i wanted to fully experience it.

My satisfaction comes when i finally beat the game. But don't get me wrong, i enjoy playing them but my primary objective is to finish them. One of those rare games that i wish it could last alot more was ICO.

I don't know how many people feel the same way but feel free to tell me your primary objective when you play videogames.

LETS ALL THE MONKEYS DANCE! *does monkey sounds*

Yeah, i'm bored and i haven't updated my journal in a week >_<

If you want to see the drawing, go to my DeviantART gallery: http://pegnose.deviantart.com/ , and search for "Blue Whale".

This one was a very quicky one compared to my latests. It was alot of fun, i hope everyone likes it. :)

The monthly fee for using a fast internet service is going to get cheaper and cheaper by the time. And there is going to be a day we all can experience the fastest connection by paying low fees. Now thats going to be heaven!

Downloading stuff at the speed of light, no more waits! w00tage! Now the question is: WHEN???? >_<

Right now i'm paying $40 monthly for a 256K connection (cable), and thats alot IMO. My connection is fine, very fast but i can't imagine how it would be with a T1 or T3.

What connection do you have and how much do you pay?

My brother says that women likes a good personality and all that stuff in a men but one important factor if you want a beautiful women is the physical apperance (preety face and have muscles). I kind of agree with him, but i think men is attracted to the body of a chick more than women. Also, women are looking for power thats why they look for a men with a good job and money. Famous people are the lucky ones because they can get all the women they want. They have the money and the power, and even if they are not that attractive they can get preety chicks. Is not that women doesn't care abour men's feelings, but the first thing they get attracted is:

1. Our appearence (clothes, body or face).

2. Then she meet us and knows that we have a good job and money (she gets more attracted)

3. And by the time she will know who you really are from the inside, and if you are a good person with feelings and aspirations she gets even more attracted.

But thats when they are older, when they are young they like: tough guys that punch nerds, do things againts the rules and make people respect them.

I can't generalize but almost all women think that way.

Feel free to comment and prove me wrong :)

95% of all the games i have played doesn't have great endings, not even good ones. And I don't know why!!! They do their best to make great gameplay, sounds, FMVs, graphics etc. But they don't put any effort in making the ending. I mean, the ending of the game is the last thing that you see and is the last thing you remember. They don't know that a great ending can make the difference?

In all my years of gaming the only game serie that have great endings is Final Fantasy. Recently i played MGS3 and man! that game have one of the best endings ever! Now thats what i'm talking about, thats the kind of ending i want in a game. I would like to slap Nintendo and Miyamoto for not knowing how to make good endings, even when their game are awesome.

Comments are welcome. And if you want, tell me whats your favorite ending in a videogame.

I remember asking this question in OT like a few years ago and it got alot of replies. So, i want to ask the same question again but instead of winning a billion you are going to win $10,000.

Would you do it? (remember: it's a long kiss)

I have moral and everything, but if someone shows me that amount of money i would do it for sure. I know i'm a man and i love women so i have nothing to lose...in fact, i have alot to win $$$$. :P