Man, I ordered those things about 3 weeks ago. It said they will ship in 3-4 weeks, which is really long. I've just been getting very impatient. v_v

My best friend decided not to go since the Twins were playing last night, so I thought I would have no chance in going. My parents were evaluating hockey players for tryouts. All the sudden, Tom calls me and asks if I needed a ride. So I said yes and we were on our way.

For the majority of the game, I was hanging out with my former teammates since I don't play anymore due to my knee. It was fun and I enjoyed it a lot.

I am so disappointed. I didn't spend two months taking voice lessons to be denied of something I have wanted ever since I came to the Junior High two years ago. 13 guys tried out. Only 12 can make it. I was the 13th guy. I don't exactly know why I was the 13th guy. I thought I did so well when I auditioned and then I look at the list today and I am listed as the only alternate. I'm so upset. I was humiliated so badly today. There are some people that should not have made it. I know. I had an awesome voice and few other people didn't. It pisses me off badly. I felt like I wanted to do something terrible cause I was so angry. I was tempted to punch this one kid during science class cause he was being a jackass by saying, "Phil! How did you not make it?" over and over again. I didn't want to hit him cause I know if I used all of my might, he would have blacked out due to my punch. He got better as the class went on, but it was just painful sitting in choir class for an hour when everyone knows that I was the only guy that didn't make it. A few of my friends stood up to me saying that I should have made it. That made me smile. More of my friends just laughed. I would have punched a few of them but they could have taken me down. At least I would have caused the most pain. I'll tell you, don't mess with me when I am angry. Because of this, I have decided to cancel voice lessons. There's no need to do them anymore since I didn't make it.

Today I watched the last half of Empire Strikes Back, Return of the Jedi twice, and The Phantom Menace. What a way to spend a Saturday. It's almost the exact same thing that I did last Saturday too. I watched a 4 hour DVD on how they made IV-VI. Now I have a crapload of homework tomorrow. That's why Sunday sucks. I love Friday and now it's wasted. Another full week of school will come and I'll be disappointed. Then the week after that we have 1 day off then the week after that week we have 2 days off. That will own.

Yep, today is the Jewish New Year. To make something very clear, I AM NOT JEWISH. My dad's side of my family is, so we're going to my grandma's house for a bit for dinner. Yay, 3 more hours til dinner. v_v

Why? Cause I have a BlogEasy journal. And I like it. I like to keep my most personal thoughts private and I only let a few people know about them. Yes, people who visit BlogEasy can see them but GameSpot has a much larger community here and that means it would be difficult to keep my thoughts private. So, there you go. My first journal entry here. Go figure.