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Told me you loved me, why did you leave me all alone?

hey guys.....What's up? I'm good:P Got waken up earlier then I wanted to by some stupid drama that needs to stop. Something between my brother and sister of course. Over who knows what, all I know is he was following his own rules like he always does and she stepped in and tried to stop him. That's how it goes around here :/ She needs to learn to let him get his own ass in trouble and he needs to learn that he can't hit everyone, well attempt to, the doesn't agree with what he does. Can I be an only child now? please? So then my parents get home and my stepdad acts like he's 12 and starts more unnecessary sh!t. I wish he'd learn to grow up, he's a f***in' grown man for crying out loud. Act your d@mn age, not your shoe size.



With the song title, everyone will probably go "Ewwww, it's Justin Timberlake" or some other name people use to make fun of him. The Lost Prophets do a cover song which absolutely owns Justin Timberlake. No girly high pitched voices and stuff.

The better version

The party didn't turn out to be so bad yesterday, at least not as bad as I thought it'd be. I drank these drinks called Ruby Relaxers (it's rum, vodka, Snchapps, and some juices) and 3 of 'em helped me relax pretty good too...so good I couldn't walk straight. also gave me a nice nap. Then later on I roasted some marshmallows..while my cousin tried to push beer on all us. I even told her I don't like beer.

How's your feng shui?

Your home is a comfortable enough place. After all, it is your home.
Truthfully, though, it may be a bit too cluttered and stale.
Try rearranging your furniture, donating unwanted items, and bringing in some natural elements.
You may be surprised how much more relaxed you end up feeling.





BYEEEE!!!!!

and my dreams, they aren't as empty as my conscience lets me think

hey everyone. It's here: the day of the party. It might not be as bad as I think it is but my mom and sister have already succeeded in p!ssing me off this morning by pretending they understand what I go through with this stupid laptop cord. Ya think they'd fake being a bit more helpful then :roll: instead I hear the same "what you're doing isn't helping" bullsh!t. So instead of listening to it, I just turned around from the conversation and left the house. (Real mature :roll: I know but at that point I didn't care ) It doesn't solve any thing I know but when I usually get back the subject is dropped. It'll be that way till they admit they don't understand........which doesn't seem to be happening yet. But it's ok, they'll admit it one day when I leave again and NOT come back.

EDIT: I conformed and joined in with the drinking..sue me :/ i'm not gonna drink till I'm drunk though.

When I left I just walked around the mall.....Got some chips and pop to eat and turned in an application to this one stand that sells body jewelry. I looked at $60 dollar Zoo York brand hoodies, that I really liked, but knew I couldn't afford. Then tried to find a necklace I like which they didn't have, with no intention of buying it. Eh at least I got my excercise in for the day :/ That could be a plus. Now I'm hearing I should sit outside....no thanks. I'll stay inside the cool house. Maybe unless it rained, then I'd go outside.

What flavor popsicle are you?

You Are a Coconut Flavored Popsicle

You are easygoing. For you, summer is definitely a time to kick back.
You are a peaceful soul. You shy away from drama and stress.

You are a warm and compassionate. You give everyone a fair chance.
Your tastes tend to be simple. You rather have a few high quality items than a bunch of junk.

Coconut? hmmm, sounds like it could be good.





BYEEEEEE!!!!!!!!




We don't apologize, we spend our lives on trial, We are the Youth gone wild.

Hey everyone...How are you? I'm good.

My friend had given me a site where I could apply online for a job. I really appreciated the help but i can't apply to it.....I checked out what it was about and it's like companies helping other companies. Well I don't necessarily have my own company. but it was always worth a shot, right? I'm understanding that peircings and tattoos are "unprofessional" to a point, but I don't regret any that have, I just wish people wouldn't judge ya as scary by them....some of the most peirced/tattooed people are very friendly

I hate sleepless nights.....I had one of those nights where I was up at least every hour. not sure why that happened though...oh well sh!t happens, right? At least I don't have to wake up to dogs barking a lot anymore.....just insanely kissy dogs. Well Bandit is insanely kissy..or Pudge as we like to call him.

I had to throw out another pair of jeans....made my mom happy :/ I only did it though because they were getting hole...big holes.....in places I don't really need to tell ya 'bout. You get the idea :/ The most amusing hole was on my butt :lol: and I didn't realize it till I got home...I'm just glad I was wearing a long enough shirt. Don't want anyone to see what kinda underwear I have on now.

Do people like you?

People Like You... Sometimes

You are liked, but only when people are able to overlook your faults.
Deep down, you are a good person, but you definitely have some obnoxious tendencies.
So step back, and try to figure out when people aren't responding to you positively.
A few simple changes could make you a lot better liked!

What People Don't Like About You:

People don't like that you put others down and like to gossip. They are worried that you also gossip about them!

People don't like that you forget them easily. No one wants to be friends with someone who doesn't remember their name!

People don't like that you secretly are annoyed by them. You may think they can't tell, but they can.

What People Like About You:

People like that you take responsibility for your actions and admit your mistakes. They appreciate your maturity.

People like your self deprecating sense of humor and that you don't take yourself too seriously.

People like that you give them support and strength. Friends know that they can count on you to be there for them.

Sometimes? Great, I feel better bout myself now :/:P





BYEEEE!!!!!

i'm just a dreamer...Dreaming my life away

How are y'all? I'm alright...I guess you can say that.

My brother's annoying ass finally went back to work. he's done nothing but annoy the hell out of me since he's had time off.....specially since his stupid ass can't back up a car all the way in the driveway. I even told him as nice as possible that there are four cars we need to fit in the driveway....you gotta back ALL THE WAY INTO IT. but eh, what the hell do I know? I'm only his younger sister who's been driving 3 years longer then him. :roll: I should seriously just give up on being nice.

Had another weird dream but this one didn't involve tattoos.....

I dreamt that I was walking down the street and the next thing I know people are running towards me in a big panic. Come to find out there was a fire headed toward the city. So I started running with 'em to make it home to see if my family was ok and when I got home everything in the house was packed up and I was just sitting there waiting for this fire to come but I never saw smoke or flames.

Graduation party is coming up in a few days, unfortunately today is only THursday. I'm actually not looking forward to it.

How cluttered is your mind?

" Your mind is very free. You've liberated yourself from most worries and problems.
And even if something does start to clutter your mind, you're easily able to let it go."

:lol: this couldn't be more wrong....





BYEEEEEE!!!!!!

But you don't really love me, you just keep me hanging on.....

Hey y'all.. how are you this lovely day? I'm great....Just sitting here watching Project Runway. It's a pretty interesting show. Lots of cool design ideas....so anyway, here are my thoughts of the day.

We're getting clouds rolling in...so I hope it rains...doubt it but I can hope.

I like how Taco Bell gives you a mint with your meal:P I mean that place is good but it seriously does give you bad breath.

I couldn't help but laugh when I read this article....and I keep getting reminded of it the more I keep hearig of the Dark Knight. Some parents said the movie....more like The Joker.....was too scary :lol: Puh-lease........if you can't handle the Joker, then you seriously should NOT be watching a batman movie no matter how old you are. The Joker is sooo not scary :roll:

Went to Gamestop today as well......had to see if they sold spare straps to the GH: On Tour game grip. FOr those of you that don't know, mine broke and I found it rather hard to play the game with out it cause I had to work harder to hold onto the game then to play it. So now it's being held together with a friendship bracelet and velcro. I know that ain't gonna last too long though.

Rock, paper, or scissors?

You Are Paper

Crafty and creative, you are able to adapt freely to almost any situation.
People tend to underestimate you, unless they've truly seen what you are capable of.
Deep down, you're always scheming and thinking up new plans. Your mind is constantly active.
You are quite capable of anything you dream of. You can always figure out a way to get what you want.

You can wrap a rock person up in your sheet of trickery.

A scissor person can sneak up and cut you to pieces.

When you fight: No one can anticipate your next move

If someone makes you mad: You'll attack them mercilessly when they're unprepared



(running out of quizzes again :/ )







BYEEEE!!!!!

With my foot on your neck I finally have you right where I want you

Hey everyone.....I'm here again. Just bumming my days away. I tried filing for unemployment online and got a site that wanted a 20 dollar service fee....uhhh hell no...I'm not paying to collect unemployment. So my mom finds a site after I get frustrated looking for the stupid office in the phone book, online as well and has no problem filing. Well at least that's done for now, we'll see if it's accepted now.

I had a dream last night i was getting another tattoo....well actually 3 at the same time:P on the same arm. I had gotten a cougar/wrestler looking thing next to a cupcake and on my wrist this really cool design with some strangers name on it and the guy doing the tattoo didn't even ask what name I'd wanted nor did he use stencils of any kind so it came out really really bad. I woke up and I seriously thought I still had it..had to inspect my arm.

Music wise I'd been in a The Used kinda mood......hence the title from the song "Buried Myself Alive"

For the guys

For the girls

You Would Make an Okay 1930's Wife
You have some of the attributes of an ideal 1930's wife... but you probably didn't intend it to be that way.
You don't buy into retro gender roles, though you do embrace your femininity at times.
A 1930's man may find you passable, but you probably wouldn't want anything to do with him.




Link for pic above

BYEEEE!!!!!!!

Is it worth it? can you even hear me?

Hey y'all. How are you today? I'm good. I didn't get the job, but oh well sh!t happens and life goes on, right? They guy said that if they get another opening they'd call but we'll see :roll: I seriously dunno how i'd handle this if you guys and my BF weren't around, I'd be in a total state of not caring about anything anymore.

But Alas, I still have another box of brownies I can bake which I might do today. Yesterdays went by so fast they were gone before every one went to bed:P I must have done something right:lol:

I've started doing something again that I've stopped for a while now.......I've been saying "I'm Stupid" for things that are really no big deal. I don't mean to say it really I just do it without thinking..kinda like when I bite my lip till it bleeds in five different places.

We're throwing a graduation party for my cousin soon too. This should be fun, hanging around with the family :/ and not sitting on my ass in front of the computer :/ Later told my mom she should write a book on how to throw parties on a budget:P

Noticed something funny on the Wizard of Oz last night:P The tornado doesn't move:lol: it just sits there and spins. I stared at the tv watching all the actors and them running around trying to avoid it...then ten minutes later when Dorothy is looking for Aunt Em....it's still in the same spot ROFL.

Had another quiz posted before I deleted the tab of this blog before I could finish it :x ,but there was something you had to sign up for in the end that I somehow got out of. It was what video game character are you? apparently I'm Lara Croft, I'm sexy and kick ass :lol:

new quiz..sorry if it's already been done



My band name would be The Drunk Dinosaur :lol: it's got a nice ring to it.





BYEEEEE!!!!





No one sees me but the silver moon

hey everyone. How are ya? I'm just ducky. I'm awesome, and still continuing on with my uselessness:P

Today's productive activity is baking brownies. I went out and got two boxes, so I can bake the other as soon as the ones in the oven are gone :P I figure if I have to sit around and do nothing but eat fattening foods, everyone else can join me MUAHAHAhAHAHA. eh that's prolly as evil as I get for today. Maybe. We'll see. Nah, not really:P I just like baking and finally baking moods have been striking earlier then 1 am.

after the brownies....I'll more then likely lurk around the internet. That's another thing I do best. I woke up this morning feeling like I'd prolly be the most annoying person ever to exist. Don't ask why cause I don't know.....just a funny feeling I get. Thankfully that feeling's gone away. might get out for a walk today but I don't know.....I doubt it today.

Are you charming? (am I? we'll see)

You Are Pretty Charming

While you're not a natural charmer, you can be charming when you want to be.
And lucky for those around you, you usually feel like turning on the charm.

You project a happy, calm image - even when you're feeling the exact opposite.
You make people feel great about being around you... though you're not always up for putting in the effort.

[spoiler] Yes cause I'm so great at faking happyness :P :roll: [/spoiler]









BYEEEEEEE!!!!!



I remember eyes that shine as they looked so hard back into mine

hey y'all...how are you this warm, soon to be roasting day? I'm good I guess. Been spending my days sitting in the house..i've not left the driveway for two days now. I got out today to go for a walk.....for at least two miles anyway. that's about as active as I get.

Saw some amusing things on my walk. An old lady driving a golf cart with her dog. very weird but funny. and a cookout at this auto garage. I walked past the donut shop and wanted a pop which I haven't had in two days also. which from my understanding is a good thing.it's making me drink water more....so my mom's happy I guess.

Today I have no plans of leaving the house....I'm gonna sit around and enjoy the day. Now that the residers don't have to come back and the AC is put in the window. I'm gonna take joy in being useless today:P

what flavor shake are you?

You Are a Vanilla Shake

Vanilla, yes, but definitely not boring.
You are subtly complex and deeply sophisticated.

You're the type of person who has always been ahead of their time.
You don't fall for gimmicks or tricks. You are drawn to what's true.





BYEEEE!!!!

Say what you want, you're never gonna break me.

Hey y'all....how are you? I'm doing better today. The residers are finally done....when I heard this I thought "'bout d@mn time". They shoulda done it right the first time

Anyway...I found out I may be able to collect unemployment. So while still looking for work, I'm gonna try for unemployment. it' the least I can do if I'm gonna be stuck at home doing nothing. My mom is telling me that my uncle says it's my word against Quizno's.

That's all for now i think.... (we'll see how the rest of the day goes....my brother is already driving me nuts, He needs to go back to work)

Inside the room of your soul

You are quite expressive and thoughtful. You see the world in a way that others are blind to.

You are a grounded person, but you also leave room for imagination and dreams. You feet may be on the ground, but you're head is in the clouds.

You see yourself with pretty objective eyes. How you view yourself is almost exactly how other people view you.

Your near future is still unknown, and a little scary. You'll get through wild times - and you'll textually enjoy it.

For you, love is all about caring and comfort. You couldn't fall in love with someone you didn't trust.





BYEEEE!!!!!