At first i thought you were trolling but hell, i checked, you're a member since 2002 so what you're saying has some merit. On the subject, advertisements are a main source of revenue for most websites.
ok ok, fair enough. i dunno why nihilism makes you unhappy though, it sort of cheers me up. i wouldn't have necessarily put it next to negativity?jpph
I guess i can't get over the fact that i'll die in about seventy years (a very optimistic estimate, if i get to live more than ninety) and i'll be forgotten after some time like everyone before me. Heck, most people advise me to just be modest and happy with the fact that i'm alive and living, but how can i be, i've been pulled out of nothingness, i was given a chance to live a life and like it, and now i'm supposed to be okay with the fact that in about two to three decades women won't notice me, in four decades i won't be able to play basketball or any other sport for that matter, and that in about six decades everything i ever was, my whole universe will disappear?
On the other hand, i can't fool myself with the lies of religion and afterlife or reincarnation. Sure, when i'm laughing with friends it all goes away but that's just temporary, the feeling stays. F*** it i guess...
[QUOTE="Stavrogin_"]People say i'm handsome and cute, but i'm not happy. Why's that? Is it my nihilistic view towards the world? Probably.jpph
oh a self proclaimed self destructive pretty boy. hahahah
Yes, i knew that this post will be interpreted the wrong way by somebody. It's not that proclaimed myself as good looking out of boredom, it's an opinion i formed about myself based on other people's opinions. I've had girls saying that i'm handsome, i've had a few girlfriends that other have considered very good looking and that's why i think that about myself. Yes, chances are i might be wrong but this is an entirely subjective matter, you might consider me ugly or just dislike me as someone else might and has considered me good looking, so debate is unnecessary. End of discussion?
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