Hey guys, how are you doing? I'm sure many of you don't remember me, but I use to post here a lot into the summer and early fall. I just for some reason felt like making this topic , honestly probably just to let of some thoughts and see if anyone relates. Basically, I was a happy guy and everything was going great. Then, a couple things happened to me at around the same time, which I find bizzare. First off, my mental state started to change rapidly, To make a long story short, I developed OCD, and it's the real deal. It's amazing that many people think this is about just having a phobia of being clean, but that's not true for many people with it, including me. In short, my views on life have really changed, I feel a lot more compassion for people than I have in the past, I use to complain about so many small things in life, when I now realize, just having good health marks you as lucky and fortunate. Even at the end of a shitty day, having good health is what matters in the end. I also, have recently been developing some movement disorders, which runs in my family, so I'm dealing with that at the same time. I also I have always been healthy and gone to the gym, and something is possible wrong with me, which I can do nothing about and upsets me greatly. I really appreciate life just a bit more, it really is funny, when this stuff happens to you, a lot of times you can develop a more content view on life, but unfortunately it's also too late. So you may have the these great new views, but you also have to battle some medical conditions at the same time. I'm only 21 too, which make hope I'll be fine in the long rung, but anways I hope everyone has a positive new years, and please, live life to the fullest each and every day, and cherish those moment on this journey of a life. It may sounds cliche, but it always holds true ( to me anways ). If you have any self things to add about your life, feel free to share it here. I would like to have some discussions.
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