I've kinda been mentally unstable in my head lately - I've been having mental breakdowns- I honest to god thought I was going to go crazy...maybe even suicide... the problem is that I am too damn smart - it sounds stupid, but it's true... I think way too much, way too seriously about way too many things way too much in way too many different ways. I was finally begining to fell comfortable with myself, especially at school...but I actually had to get into my head tell order myself to be able to do things...I had to do that all the time...no... I mean ALL the time...even at home...I was even getting to the point of saying to myself "play the video game, it is fun, enjoy it"...always...trying to do something in my head..never resting. If you do that...it's only a matter of time until you (well...I..) go crazy from having so many things in my head that I have to tell myself all the time... I did it so much...I couldn't concentrate on ANYTHING else...homework, or even video games. So adding those just increased the work in my head I had to do.
I tend to think of stuff "beyond my years", I'm only 15 and I'm answering some of the most complicated questions of the mind...like how you think...how I think...it's kinda hard to explain...but it's true, all this which is constantly on my mind as well just adds up and adds up until I just can't think anymore completely. I'm truly sick.
The sad truth of this whole matter, is that it is all in my head...so I decided to leave my mind for a while...it worked...
Just STOP thinking about every little thing...or just stop thinking, and let things come to you (me) naturally. Think only of what's important, school-work, whatever. You are only comfortable in school, or with yourself - if you like yourself- self-confindence. For that- I had to think, get it through my head every time I wanted it. I now realize, just stop thinking and be yourself (do what you want/ what comes to mind) and doing what comes naturally rewards me with the self confindence I need. I think I'm alright now, just gotta calm down in my head and take it slow.
I'm not mentally retarded, impaired, or any kind of illness, I'm just a regular, shy kid- great life (which I've also been trying to cram into my head that I had one) that I don't need to think about all the time, just live it, and succeed in it. You don't need to understand your mind, just go with it. Thank you.
p.s. my last blog is still in effect - I'm rarin' to go now!
I don't care what anyone says, not even GS! Pokemon Mystery Dungeon Blue Rescue Team is an incredible game- I love it! 9.3 from the start!
If anyone disagrees please... feel free to argue...and I'll be happy to argue back
barely days away from getting my Pokemon Mystery Dungeon: Blue Rescue Team that I pre-ordered and hopefully get that bonus hadbook thing. Even if I don't and even IF it isn't the best game in the world-I'll love it anyway, it's a brand new world and you can do anything-all 386 Pokemon ever officially made (from -to date- games) are available - for sure it will be a "feel good" title- my favorite kind ever, like Dark Cloud 2 and others
-also awaiting other titles- Pokemon Diamond (hell, it's my birthstone), maybe Tamers, Budokai Tenkaichi 2 for both systems, officially getting some FF titles, a good Digimon game, Naruto Uzumaki Chronicles
- and countless others, (just into the moment now)
Anyone ever heard of Battle Stadium D.O.N.
D- Dragonball Z
O- One Piece
N- Naruto
pretty sweet, probably won't ever come to the US, let's just hope my blog once again inspires to bring a JP game to the US8)
so check it out: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VLBqDx7gREw
I also wanted to put one of my DBZ "masterpieces" up, it is in my picture files and everything, but I just can't seem to put it in my blog! Can someone help me? TY
other games:
Starfox Command - Pokemon Tamers - Shadow of the Colossus 2 (I wish..) - Dragon Quest Heroes: Rocket Slime - some kind of FF game (like one on the GBA or DS -1/2, 3, 4, 5 ,etc. or just get X) - the next Monster Rancher - IGPX - Eureka 7 - Oblivion (if I had the console...) - harvest Moon DS + HM AWL SE - One Piece Grand Adventure + Unlimited Adventure - a good Inuyahsa game + FMA (Fullmetal Alchemist) - AND lsat and best.....................................................
 Wii!!ii!!ii!!ii!!ii!!
wow, that's a lot of stuff...damn, guess I went a little too far, o well, comment plz
Here, look around, it's Japanese, but it show you what you need to know :
http://www.pokemon.co.jp/game/ds/dp/index.html
1.fire starter, a monkey
2.water starter, a bird
3. grass starter, a turtle
it's actually kinda promising, looks like Nintendo really is working on this game, guess the longer it takes to come out, hell, the better it will be
-by the way, Diamondis the blue one with the cool 4 legged dragon monster thing
-Pearl is the ...red.. Blaziken-like monster
guess these are the version exclusive Legendary Pokemon, like how they did the Ruby + Saphire... but hopefully it's like Silver and Gold so we can get both.
There you have it, here's the official Japanese sight with all the games, check it out:
http://www.pokemon.co.jp/game/index.html
These games are really going to kick some serious ass (Diamond...Pearl...even Dungeon +Tamer)
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DBZ BT2 will also KICK ASS!!
BT2 really will deliver. OMG, 60 hrs of gameplay just in the story mode(which is longer than most actually role playing games!), 5 or more modes of play, enhanced features, visuals, + play (just look at the screenshot of SSJ3 Goku exploding out a huge shockwave)...I think this game is going to be the one, sweet!!!... It just seems to me to be kinda dull when the characters do things + their mouths don't move at all, like it has no personality... (that's what made Budokai 3 great...well...one thing..).
DBZ will NEVER DIE!!!!!!!!!!
...Uzumaki Chronicles will hopefully deliver too...
OMG, that looks so cool, an awsome game in itself let alone a Naruto game, it looks like how DBZ Sagas was meant to look like, but Naruto! (that would've been cool...)
Bring this game to the US Bandai!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! PLZ!!!! I beg you!!! I promise that it would be a big hit!!!! ESP. if you would advertise it!! I would buy it in a heartbeat....god I want that game, just check out the user video for it.
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