may people have been, as stephanime put it, "cleaning up" their friends lists, and I've been a popular part of that cleaning, so I think I should excuse myself right now.

I don't really talk to all that many people because...well, what with all the family issues, a bad (fast, but inconsistent) internet connection, not to mention a backlog of games to play and books to read, and depression, I haven't found enough opportunities to, but I assure you, even if I don't mention it, I do care, believe it or not.

I've gotta re-write my book, I have some friends at school who I'm gonna ask to be names for characters instead of the lame names I come up with...>_>

(I'm still mad at toonami for cancelling IGPX) and for having it unanimously voted out of the anime club for that day...

anyhow, when that virus struck, I lost a lot of my game files...an example of which being the dynasty mode files on NHL 06, and the Franchise mode files on madden 06...oh, god, there go my rosters, too...no! all my fast skaters!

Hehe, taco's rule! (-robot chicken, mr. president)

Zim

Wow, that was one helluva (virgina fan joke) long entry the other night, but, as things turned out, mom came that night with baird (who was here for the weekend, yay!) and she and I talked about it...and funnily enough, the fact that I'm scared of such a thing no longer bothers me, and I no longer see what I was scared about...weird.

anyhow, I went skating twice this weekend, awesomely enough, once with daniel and dad, and another time with shamus, baird, daniel, and shamus' mom, (jessey couldn't come, t'was her 18th birthday! woot!) and I damn near perfected that stop-py thingy, where you just jam your skates to the side and use the friction to stop in about 2-3 feet. (I never really got it, seeing as I used to play D and goalie).

and in other news, my computar machine got p0nwz0r3d (:P ) by a virus on tuesday, and I lost all my mp3 and text files...meaning I lost a huge project that I had to do for astronomy, and all my music is completely gone, so I have to start over, and whatnot.

*bows*

Zim

first, something must be explained. My mind didn't grow with my body, so I'm really still a thirteen year old in a fifteen year old's body, even if that's the case, I'm supposedly really smart and I'm ahead of fifteen years of smartness. But, my mental maturity development halted when I was struck down by depression at the age of thirteen. So things that shouldn't scare someone of my age and smartness do end up scaring me...I don't really know the details, but what I've already said might explain it.

Anyhow, using that as a catylyst for my next point, we saw the full metal alchemist movie today, which several have probably seen, and we watched and watched. And then the Nazi secessionists began attacking the world that Edward and Alfonz originally inhabited, world of alchemy and whatnot. Those crushed human suits of armor, tainted by crossing the gate, REALLY FREAKED ME OUT! I'm saying! dead men walking, completely zombified, but still seeming like living because of the limited mobility of the armor they were wearing! literally, live men walking in dead suits of armor, or vice-versa, I don't know how to explain.

But the next part might spoil the movie for those who haven't seen it and want to, but I'm not going to take the care to change the color.


That part nearing the end, when Edward left Alfonz and the Flame Alchemist on his original world, and commandeered that weird thingy to go back to the non-alchemy world, that was all good, and thus far I had only been creeped out by the suits of armor people.

Anyway, when his ship arrived back on the non-alchemy world, and that tainted.......thing came out, I actually thought it was Edward, and when I saw what it was seeing (the movie showed it) and heard it's labored breathing, and saw the shape that his body was in, I began to lose it, then, after Hughes shot the being, and it was revealed to be...whoever that was, I still thought it was Edward, and several events just made me completely lose it, the fact that he had crossed worlds and survived the tainting somewhat, only to be shot and killed, and the fact that he had been struggling so much and...ugh....I don't know what to say

But, regardless of the fact that it turned out to be not Edward (though I haven't figured out who it is), I just lost it...

Remember how I said that my mind stopped it's maturing around the age of thirteen? and that things usually, which didn't scare me, really, really did. So, after all that, after anime club, I came home, took a shower, and then lost it all the way, and I'm afraid to admit, I actually cried, which I haven't done for a while, and it was just too much for my mind to handle...especially considering my depression reached a new peak last night.

So, right now I'm a nervous wreck...and my brain was hurting just too much...I needed someone to talk to, and this is the place on which I know the most people.

After looking back at all that, I realized I was typing in some sort of reverie, and I feel a lot lighter...kinda like those lifted a load off things...

Let me just say, it was just too much for a mind like mine to handle, and I need someone to talk to

Zim

okay, so that REALLY didn't turn out too well, and now it looks like you're stuck with me for the time being, what with my good looks and stuff...

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^___^

anyhow, needing an artwork update, I began work on one, and the progress so far is pretty cool, it looks like I'll have a good banner and stuff, and if anybody needs it, I can make stuff for them as well.

I'm horribly sick!

but, on the other hand, I get what I could get close to calling a date...I'm going to start to teach jessey (the girl, not the boy, that's jessie) how to skate! yay me!

speaking of skates: I just won some new hockey skates off ebay, so I'll be a happy happy man, what with not having to rent FIGURE SKATING skates at the damned rink (I hate figure skates).

Zim

I may be leaving gamespot on this account, and I'm going to start anew on another account, I will be contacting those who are truly my friends, so until then, I bid you adieu

Zim

where you just can't get to FSCKING SLEEP!!!!????

so here I am, waiting for sleep to come to me on glorious wings, but, for now, I have but to wait...

I'm at mom's house right now, so I haven't really made anything interesting in photoshop...in fact, nothing in photoshop, I'll write better stuff when I get back to dad's house.

Zim

Yay! I'm finally back in the town that I have long regarded as my hometown. I've already mooched a Predators hat off of a friend of mine, and I loves it! Thus far, I've seen some weird crap on G4, which can be expected. I bought Gran Turismo 4, finally, I needed a damned good racing game, but I haven't played it, 'cuz qwerty's hoggin' the ps2 (Samurai Champloo Sidetracked)...oh, well. I'm too lazy to type anything else, but when I get back to dad's house (three weeks) I'll write in the same style as my last blog. Which I thought was awesome.

Zim

There Is No Talking, There is Only Pain: So, today and yesterday I was having some slight...er....regularity erros in the system. I took some fiber yesterday, and it's been doing nothing. But it did help in a huge way when I successfully....yeah...but it really feels like my colon has stretched about three inches in width.

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Oh Snaps!: In a freak signing, Former Dallas Center Jason Arnott joined the Nashville Predators from Free Agency, rounding out the front lines with some size (finally) to add to the NHL's Fastest team. Then there's Lemieux's and Yzerman's retirement to take into account, after Lemieux failed to take the Penguins to the playoffs and after Yzerman's Red Wings were run over by the Edmonton Oilers, they both retired, opening up a season's worth of controversy.

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GOD DAMN YOU, TOONAMI!!! GOD DAMN YOU ALL TO HELL!!!: Toonami recently dropped the show IGPX, which was rapidly gaining in popularity, and which I loved as my second-place favorite show. I hate you, Toonami, but then, into account must be taken Adult Swim's recent trip into the blue pill...or whatever it is. Pee-Wee's Playhouse, just saw it for the first time, frickin' rediculous. it's insane and not even funny, avoid this show....

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Seras Victoria, I bow to thee: Recently saw a show by the name of Hellsing, and was instantly stunned. At first I was reluctant (I wanted to get back to gaming), but I couldn't...frickin'...stop....watching! Even by the second episode I had already decided who my favorite character was, Seras Victoria. Yes, Hellsing fans, I like her better than Alucard!

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It occurs to me that that is all I have to say, so for now, good-bye

Zim

I finally won the Stanley Cup in NHL 06, so here's a brief rundown

Line One- LW-Marco Sturm, C-Steve Yzerman, RW-Martin St. Louis

Line Two- LW- Steve Sullivan, C-Chris Drury, RW- Paul Kariya

Line Three- LW- Dainius Zubrus, C- Rod Brind'Amour, RW- Jochen Hecht,

Line Four- LW- Dean McAmmond, C- Zachary Priest, RW- Mariusz Cherkawski

D Line One- Zdeno Chara, Nicklas Lidstrom

D Line Two- Jiri Slegr, Sergei Gonchar

D Line Three- Daniel Markov, Andrei Markov

Goalie- Jan Lasak, Brian Finley

REVAMPED TEAM!!! I had to trade nearly everybody away due to financial troubles with the team...so the new lines are as follows

Line One- LW- Steve Sullivan, C- Chris Drury, RW- Paul Kariya

Line Two- LW-Scott Hartnell, C- Brian Rolston, RW- *I forget*

Line Three- LW- Martin Erat, C- Derek Roy, RW- Vladimir Orszagh

Line Four- LW- Dean McAmmond, C- Zachary Priest, RW- Mariusz Cherkawski

D Line One- John-Micheal Liles, Kimmo Timonen

D Line Two- Mike Hedican, *forget name*

D Line Three- Andrei Markov, Danny Markov

Goalie- Jan Lasak, Brian Finley

Zim

Well I don’t wanna hang around with you
I’ve got my motor baby and I’m gonna see you through
You think I wanna be alone with you
It doesn’t matter baby cause you’re overreacted too
But since you’re down there, where will I just be
I’m getting fine girl, dressing up for stormy weather

So touch me down in the past where my mother will last
And it’s true that I’m in for a punch and a blast
Yeah down in the past where my mother will last
And she will make sure that you remember

Well I don’t wanna slide away with you
I’ve got ten little soldiers pointing at you
Honey you just left me for a new one
It doesn’t matter baby cause your hair is ugly too
But since you’re down there, where will I just be
I’m getting fine girl, dressing up for stormy weather
So touch me down in the past

Well I don’t wanna hang around with you
I’ve got my motor baby and I’m gonna see you through
You think I wanna be alone with you
It doesn’t matter baby cause you’re overreacted too
So touch me down in the past

That you remember...
Come on…

Zim