From like a year ago.

(Bullet Bill beanie :P )

Me in Mexico a few weeks ago.

Me in the Saudi cloth, 4 years ago.

SaudiFury

Saudi been to dubai recently? i hear there's a good job market there for US workers, engineers specifically

fallout new vegas just started that one currently siding with mr. house, ncr, and followers of apocalypse. heard there's multiple endings to this game along with a different story each time you play so looking forward to the game time, and for the price it's a bargain ($5 brand new @ bestbuy)

thanks for the welcome, and for some reason it's giving me a red X for everyone's pic on here, lame :/

wat

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keeps giving me error when trying to upload it through this, took that about 2 mins ago. and i'm new to the forum so i guess this is a good time to introduce myself, names dave and am a 360 gamer going to college like majority of people here probably. happy posting

at0micpotato

and ya it says on my thing i joined a while go, but mostly just lurking around the forums, recently started getting active hence the late introduction...

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keeps giving me error when trying to upload it through this, took that about 2 mins ago. and i'm new to the forum so i guess this is a good time to introduce myself, names dave and am a 360 gamer going to college like majority of people here probably. happy posting

getting insurance isn't exactly cheap either, especially when you're a full time student and your expected to cough up at least 2k of the procedure, where would i come up with that kind of money? job wasn't good enough (a freakin retail place) to give me good insurance, i couldnt see any way of getting enough funds to do that, but even without undergoing this procedure i can already tell it's something that can't be taken lightly. but other than this, Princess is right, i should have trusted her, i didn't, and now she's gone and probably moved on.....

shrimp colonoscopys cost a fortune i can't just go and get one done cost like 8k-10k, no way i could afford that, but the physician i saw told me i was showing symptoms, when i asked him if i had it he said he doesn't want to say anything until after the procedure, but said theres a strong likelyhood. i couldn't afford it obvoiusly, which is why i moved back and am trying to get treatment for it.

and yes for those who haven't caught on i am that "friend".

XilePrincess i honest to god never thought of it that way, someone else mentioned the same thing earlier and now im just feeling even worse, it's been about almost 8 months since this happened, i don't know if now's a good time to tell her, especially considering what if she's already move on/found another bf? if i've lost her already then i can't be too sad about it, least she got a healthier/nicer guy to help her get over the pain. i feel at this point no matter what i tell her she'll probably feel the way as you explain it XilePrincess, i just don't know why i didn't think of that, th e whole time i was just thinking of the future and how sad she would be everyday. perhaps it is too late, if she's got someone else already then i'm happy for her, if not, then telling her will only make her even more sad. i did this to myself.....

i DID get it checked by a physician and that's what he told me, "youre showing symptoms of colon cancer" i guess he didn't want to tell me straight up and thats why he recommended we get that coloscopy procedure done.

you have a good point theycallme, indeed i should have trusted her but i guess i was too caught up in my own greif i was only thinking of the long term repercussions of her going through his remaining days with her knowing he has cancer, i knew she would make the decision to stick by my side, but i know it would hurt her just as much, but with her about to graduate college and start her life it's not a good way to start one, i'd be a burden on her and her family and as much as she or anyone else would deny it wed all know its true. plus i have no way of treating/diagnosing this myself because the colonoscopy's too damn expensive, so even if i stayed there at her home (which is small i might add one story home all rooms occupied), how would i treat/diagnose my condition? it would be stressfull for her me all of us, she doesn't need that kind of stress in her life right now especially when she's on the verge of starting her own. i know i didnt make the right decision in trusting her in what she can or can't handle, but i feel that her life would be better/easier this way. theres no point in living in worry and stress at such a young age when theres thousands of other healthy alternatives who coul dkeep her happy as well. i love her god knows i do but i dont want to see her suffer everyday even though she'd do it for me.

and jimmy from what i've researched there really isn't a cur efor this, at least from wat i've researched, just a way to contain it from spreading.

appreciate all your input guys