A black night and the shadow of a mighty oak greeted George when he arrived in the clearing at the center of the Yellowstone Biodome. This was the place where he'd grown up. Once when he was a very small boy a simulated rain storm had caught him out in this field. Thunder had echoed from speakers in the ceiling far over head and fake lightning had shattered the sudden darkness brought on by the storm. Water dripping from his limp hair, George had raced through the field, wet grass whipping against his bare legs. At last he'd reached the oak tree and huddled beneath its massive branches.
Many times that tree had rescued him, when he was afraid and alone. There were few friends to be found in the isolation of the biodome, but the tree had never laughed at him, had never forced him, had never betrayed him. It was constant and eternal. In the end it had been him who abandoned the tree and left it to its lonely fate.
But now, with no where else to turn, George found himself picking through the darkness towards that shadow. The night air of the biodome was cool and clear, not like the smudged yellow brown that permeated the outside world. The leaves of the tree rustled in a gentle breeze and George knelt down in the dirt before it, his hands clasped as though in prayer. He put his hands up against the bark and felt the remaining warmth of a day now lost in darkness.
Footsteps startled him from his thoughts and he spun to find himself facing the form of a woman lit by a circle of light. Before she spoke he recognized her and stopped breathing.
"Oh!" She stopped on seeing him. One arm held the lantern forward and the other clutched an urn close to her chest. "I'm sorry. I didn't expect to see anyone out here at this time of night."
Monica, because it was Monica, shuffled nervously from foot to foot and bit her lip as though trying to decide what to do. George studied her face. It was as though all the hard edges had been smoothed away. Her hair was less shockingly blond, streaks of brown were visible. She seemed a little shorter also, although it was hard to tell. And her eyes radiated warmth, even in the limited light provided by the electric lantern. But it was still Monica.
"I--" She swallowed. "Do you mind?"
George shook his head no and turned away. He didn't want to see her alive before him. He didn't want to remember the way she'd felt when her body dissolved in his arms.
She stepped up to the tree and put one arm up against it.
"Well Daddy, here we are. It's...it's night just like you wanted. I can see the stars overhead...they make the world seem so much bigger."
She hugged the urn close and then pulled open the top. George couldn't help but watch out of the corner of his eye. Tears glistened on her face. Slowly, awkwardly, she turned the urn upside down and emptied the ashes at the base of the tree. The dust danced in the slight breeze and then blew out across the field and dissipated into the darkness.
All was silent.
Monica wiped the tears from her face and turned to George, her head cocked at an angle.
"Do you mind...my asking why you're here?"
"A little."
"Sorry. I...I should go."
She turned to leave and the wind picked up into a howl that rattled the branches of the tree
"Wait." He reached out towards her. "Please...don't go. I don't want to be alone. Not tonight."
She came back and sat down at the base of the tree next to the remains of her father.
"He used to take me to this tree all the time. He'd read me stories about heroes and about monsters." She hugged the lantern close. "The good guys always won in those stories. People didn't die. Not the wrong ones. Not people like him."
George nodded.
"I miss knowing that the world was like that. This is my favorite tree in the world. The tree that holds that knowledge...that knowledge that I can never have again."
For a while they were both silent in their separate thoughts. The image of the moon rose wispy in the screens overhead and sailed out across the sky.
"What do you do when you've lost everything?" George whispered this, as much to himself as to Monica.
"I don't know..." She closed her eyes. "That's the sort of thing he always knew. But he's gone now and I can never see him again."
And so they sat, two strangers under the shadow of their favorite tree.
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