General Lancaster, or rather ex-General Lancaster, sat next to Ken in the crowded bar. Ken bolted down a shot of some drink whose name he hadn't caught. If you hadn't known better you'd think they were just strangers. The way they don't make eye contact. The way they lean just slightly away from one another. But if you came close enough you could hear their hushed voices, hidden in the din.
"Hammond is almost certainly watching me right now." Lancaster smirked to himself. "The President won't let him move...not yet at least."
"So what are you going to do?"
"I think...I think this war has gotten long out of control."
"Yeah, no kidding...I hear that we lost control of another of those monsters last week. Killed an entire unit and a bunch of civies."
"Exactly what I predicted would happen. And the blame for this disaster rests with the leadership of our once fair country. You asked me what I'm going to do? I'm going to reinstate sanity to this country's military. And I'm going to need good people, loyal people. You've fought by my side for years...can I trust you?"
"Sir." Ken turned now and faced Lancaster. "I'm with you all the way to hell and back."
"Well, I wouldn't plan on a return trip." Lancaster had a distant look on his face. "I am going to annihilate those responsible for this mess."
"You can count on me. I won't ever let you down."
*
Ken took Amanda's hands across the table. A candle lit the room so that the shadows danced around them. His eyes looked dark in the dim light, like caves leading deep underground.
"Amanda..." Ken licked his lips. "I've...I've done a lot of...a lot of terrible things. Things that...things that can't be forgiven."
"Ken?" Amanda frowned at him. "Why are you telling me this? It's not exactly a turn on to hear that your boyfriend is a terrible person."
"I...look...I don't want to get this wrong. All my life I thought...I thought there wasn't anything that really...really...mattered, you know? Really mattered...but you...you matter. To me you really matter. All the terrible things I've seen and done and...and been, but then there's you and it's like you're proof that...that I can be something but...that I can be something else."
*
"Answer me! What...is...Hammond...working...on?" Between each word Ken hit the man, who was tied to the chair in front of him. Blood oozed from his nose. His eyes were swollen and red so that the tears rolled around the twisted terrain of his face.
Amanda watched through the window of the door. She watched as Ken beat the man. She watched him promise the man freedom. She watched the man give the information. And she watched Ken kill the man. She watched him kill and she saw the smile on his face, the look of peace she never got to see on his face. Later, when he kissed her, she felt the calluses on his hands. She'd never thought about where those calluses came from. Now she knew.
*
"No." Ken gasped and squeezed Amanda by the shoulders. "You can't do this to me! You can't. I love you. You...you don't get to leave me. Not now. Not ever." He pushed her against the mirror, which cracked with the impact. "I own you. You're mine. You hear? Mine." He kissed her and bit her lip so that he could taste her blood in his mouth.
Even as she struggled, he pulled the zipper of her jumpsuit down. She kneed him in the chest and sent the breath spilling out from his body. He collapsed to the floor, black on the edges of his vision. She moved to escape but he grabbed her by the ankle and pulled her to the floor.
He pushed himself onto her, his chest still burning, but she kicked him again...this time up into the mirror. Creaking, the cracks grew and the mirror shattered. Glass rained down around them and filled the room with the gentle chimeing of glass bouncing. Amanda fled, leaving Ken with nothing but bloody footprints.
*
Guns roared in the hallway like caged lions in the zoo. Ken and Amanda stood with their backs to the wall. They fired blindly around the corner at soldiers who were even now advancing closer and closer. Ken looked over at Amanda often, but she wouldn't meet his eyes. It was as though she faced the firestorm alone.
"Amanda..." She hadn't said a word to him the entire mission, but now he took her by the shoulders. She cringed and looked away.
Ken opened his mouth. He wanted to tell her he was sorry. He wanted to tell...wanted to tell her that it hadn't been real, what he'd tried to do to her. That it had been a mistake. A bad dream he'd had. He wanted to tell her...he wanted to tell her that he loved her.
"Amanda, I'll cover you. Get the information to Lancaster. I...I trust you to send help back for me."
"Why?"
"You're not like me..."
*
"Ken is dead." Amanda sat across the table from General Lancaster. "I managed to get the coded files out. We know now who has the contract for the nanoweapon--Miller Computing."
"Ken is alive Amanda...he showed up early this morning." He bit his tongue. "It's a miracle he got back, but that man is stubborn if nothing else."
Amanda's face went white.
"Amanda...Ken told me what happened." He reached across the table and took her hands. "Normally I'd have him hanged for doing what he did, but...I need Ken. If I'd known earlier I never would have sent you out together." He leaned back and sighed. "We're going to need to plant someone in Miller Computing. I have an in with the Vice-president, a little weasel named Bradshaw--but he'll be worthless for a job of this magnitude. I think this would be a perfect opportunity for you."
"Will it get me away from...from that man?" She shivered.
"Yes...yes it will."
*
"Sir...you can't trust Amanda." Ken sat next to Lancaster in the rec room. Neither man looked at the other. "She left me to die in there. She left me to die..."
"Can you really blame her?" Lancaster grabbed Ken's wrist and squeezed.
"She...she betrayed me first!" Ken pulled his wrist away. "She said she loved me. She said she loved me...once...she said it...and then she turned around and...and said that...that..."
Lancaster stood. At the door he stopped and looked over his shoulder at Ken.
"Listen to me Ken...you are not to harm one hair on that woman's head. I will determine how to deal with her if she becomes a problem."
"Don't doubt my loyalty, Sir. Don't you dare doubt it. I said I'd follow you to hell and I meant it."
After Lancaster had left Dr. Madison came and sat next to him. For a while they sat together in silence, drinking. And then the doctor, a sly smile on his face, looked over at Ken.
"I may have the solution to your problem. I have a little...experiment...in need of a test subject."
Ken looked over at Madison. His stomach lurched.
"What kind of a monster do you think I am? I'm not going to turn Amanda into one of your lab rats. And even if I was going to...Lancaster would never allow it."
When he'd left the room Madison got up and turned the lights down. He liked the dark.
"We shall see..." He laughed quietly. "We shall see..."
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