The whole situation with Abbie is pretty much done. Screw it. I'm done trying to impress her or whatever I was trying to do. I'm done.

But anyway, how have you guys been?

So I went to Olive Garden yesterday with like 15 or 16 of my classmates. Very delicious and it was fun for the most part. But there was something weird going on; Abbie (I revealed her name!) was with this other dude (call him Bob for now). And I was like "Ok that's fine, whatever." But then, the kid who I talked about in my original blog about the little problem? He was there. Oh and that means I must explain...

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I asked Abbie about her and this other guy (call him Jim for now) because I had noticed he wasn't following her everywhere lol. She said that he was more into the relationship than she was, which I could've seen from a mile away.

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It was so weird for Jim; I could see into his eyes. I mean, WTH was she thinking? I asked him afterwards if he was alright and he said he was. I almost hung out her afterwards which could've given me an oppurtunity to ask, but I'm just wondering; is she doing this because she's malicious or because she just doesn't get it? I really don't think she's malicious, but I've been wrong about girls before. What do you guys think?

BTW, she's told me before, back in the summer, that she hates hurting people. And when I was denied for the 2nd time she was way nice and wanted to make sure I was ok and everything.

So I talked to her today. For like 30-45 min. I'm not gonna lie; it was awesome. But I was fine and all... until I saw this picture.

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I flirted because of this pic. (On myspace) Oh just a little bit. And gosh dang it, it felt right. This is bad news... I still am undecided but still leaning towards not asking. But this doesn't help...

I think I'm starting to like "the girl" again. But since most of you don't know what happened I guess I must explain....

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So, I was a susceptible young sophomore year who wanted to find that one thing that was lacking in my sense of belonging; (or at least, what I thought at the time) a girlfriend. And who should show up to my life other than _____. Now _____ was a kind, beautiful girl who was genuinely nice, funny, and did I mention that she was (is) beautiful? Anyway, I was quickly enamored. I simply couldn't see my life without her although I could barely muster the courage to talk to her. :P There were problems tho; the latter like I just said and the fact that... she wasn't interested. Me being the emotional guy that I am, didn't take that so well. So the 2nd half of my soph. year sucked. It sucked a lot. The summer was worse although it started well. I talked to her often over myspace messaging during the first half of summer and she was kind and fun to talk to. The second half... not so much. At the end of the first half, I... being the dumb naive kid that I was, got my hopes that she may, somehow, change her mind. But that was not the case, of course. She was nice about rejecting me for the second time. The next day she messaged me to make sure I was alright. But than it turned sour. Supposedly, I was "annoying" her. I have yet to figure out why and I'm too afraid to ask her. :P

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So now you know that little tale... So I think I'm in trouble now. But it gets more interesting. There's this other guy who likes her. He's a decent kid and he's very generous (He's fabulously wealthy) Kinda awkward like me, which makes me a little bit kinder towards him since we are similar in that way. But I don't know what to do. Are these feelings that seem to be emerging again... Are they real? Do I need to try to siege the unpenetratable fortress again? Or just leave it alone and let time do its work on me? It sucks because I feel as if I'm becoming more and more liked by her... (like as a close friend) which is the first step towards a good relationship. So, my fellow GS users, what should I do? (BTW, I'm almost positive he's gonna ask her out soon)

May all of you on here have turkey until your stomachs explode and give thanks to your Creator for providing you everything. God bless and have a great one you guys. :)

Seriously, its like there are no conservatives or Libertarians who argue alongside me anymore. I'm sick of going it alone...

:o It's wonderful! All it needed was a cleaning. So anyone who plays Gears 2, Halo 3, or COD4 (The last two I'll probably rarely play now though), my GT is killerkeller23. So long fellow GSers! (for a while at least!) :D

3. Batman Begins

Pros: Excellent acting by most of the actors, well made action sequences are believable, takes a normally comical character and makes him to be a dark hero, to add to the previous point, the story takes a more serious and dark tone and thrives because of it, many memorable quotes, excellent music, Liam Neeson does yet another amazing acting job, amazing bat-mobile, satisfying cliffhanger ending.

Cons: Katie Holmes was mediocre, Scarecrow's appearance was too brief, ddin't quite understand why exactly Bruce takes up crime at the beginning.

4. Star Wars Episode V

Pros: It's basically the definition of a cl@ssic, good acting by most of the characters, very exciting, very funny, interesting enviroments, was a bit darker in its storyline than IV or VI, Boba Fett speaks...

Cons: ... But not enough, Mark Hammil's (sp?) "NOOOOOOOOO!" was WAY over the top, cliffhanger ending was mildly annoying,.

5. Juno

Pros: Is outrageously funny, reminds me of my own sarcastic approach to life, Juno reminds me of one my friends; in fact she is so similar to Juno it's almost creepy, shows the depravity of a broken home, Bleeker reminds me of myself, great dialogue between the characters, great music, she doesn't abort her baby. :)

Cons: Had some random crude humor that, while being mildly humorous, was kind of uncalled for, there isn't really a theme in the movie besides holding on?, takes pregnancy a little too lightly, her friend Leah is annoying.

 

 

Well here we go: I'm going to review each of my favorite movies with a simply pros and cons system. Hope you like it. :D

 

1. The Dark Knight

Pros: Takes everything that was great about Batman Begins and expands on it, starts exciting and keeps on you on the edge of your seat throughout all of the movie, the acting was phenomanal particularly Heath Ledger's performance (RIP), great dialogue, good moral struggle for Batman acted well by Christian Bale, the batpod was amazingly epic, good length; not too long, but not too short either.

Cons: Was hard to follow at times, Two-Face's appearance is too brief, it ends.

 

2. V for Vendetta

Pros : One of the best scripts in a movie. Ever, Hugo Weaving's voice is incredibly addicting to listen to, Natalie Portman does a good job of being one type of character in the first half to being another in the second half (also, she's really pretty), good themes and an interesting plot, good fight scenes that, though infrequent, capture V's fighting finesse, satisfying ending.

Cons: Not entirely believable, was a bit too liberal with the message at times, could've used a bit more fighting scenes, it ends.

 

Here's my top 2; I'll review Juno and Star Wars in my next blog.

God bless! :)

I'm not rushing to flee this country. I'm not here to be bitter or to get frustrated at all you guys who voted for him. He won. So be it. Although I've been quite an attacker of him, I'm willing to give him a chance. Obviously so because he is my president now, but nonetheless I will do it (I thought I wouldn't). I'll do it because I love this country and I will happily be apart of this country so long as it holds these truths: life, liberty, and the pursuit of happiness. I have a gut feeling he may infringe on these rights. I mean, abortion is infringing on all 3 of those. But nonetheless, some of what the Founding Fathers created is still here and so long as some of their documents (their blood, sweat and tears) still stand, I'm proud to be American. But I will say this... Mr. Obama, you sir have quite a lot of work ahead of you. I pray to God you won't screw up. :P